Chapter 496: : Helan Xiaoxin's Diary

On a certain day of a certain year, the weather was fine, cloudless, and cool breeze. On this sunny day, I received good news.
My little sister, with her practical actions, proved to the world that she is a qualified and proud descendant of the dragon. In the face of the evil of the alien race, for the safety of the 16 compatriots, she endured humiliation and committed herself to the gangster leader. After a battle of wits and courage, with the help of the fights of Fusu and other warriors, he successfully escaped from danger.
There are not many of the 16 hostages besides her.
It's a pity that I can't be there, be proud of my sister, cheer, or even adore her.
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On a certain day of a certain year, a certain month, today, and Monday, the south wind was level three to four, and the whole Qingshan City was full of joyous scenes.
It may be a little fictitious to say this, but it is true here at Qingshan Hotel.
Many, many people have gathered in the hotel parking lot since half past six in the morning, looking forward to their hero, my dear little sister, to arrive earlier.
To be honest, I felt a great sense of loss at this moment, because wherever I went before, I was always the protagonist, but today's absolute protagonist can only be Tongtong.
I am lost and jealous of her.
More, it is really unspeakable happiness.
Today belongs to Tongtong, her brilliance overwhelmed everyone on the scene.
I left quietly in loss and jealousy.
Just because I was afraid that I would not be able to control it, rushed to the rostrum and pinched her neck, yelling, demo, you are so proud? Thanks to my new sister, I am a woman. If I were a man, I would have to deal with you on the spot.
Haha, I have such feelings, thoughts, is it ridiculous?
No way, I am a woman.
Woman, shouldn't that be it?
I can't stand the good sister's limelight, so I can only gnash my teeth in secret...
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Today, Friday, the weather is fine.
People always say that when the weather is good, the mood will be good and good things will happen.
But what happened to me today?
I accidentally took the medicinal liquor and was pressed by a duck on the sofa. From ten o'clock in the evening to early morning...
After I was sober, I was extremely angry.
I swear, I will find him, kill him, and I must smash him into pieces!
But why, when I was lying in bed full of pain, staring at the ceiling with wide eyes and gnashing my teeth, how come I was always attacked by bursts of heart palpitations, to miss that feeling?
Could it be that after I was hit hard, do I still hope to be trampled by that duck?
I am really scared.
Who can save me, save me from this irresistible pain?
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Nowadays!
Today, Tongtong actually told me that the scum who greatly tarnished my innocent new sister was actually her little nephew and fiance!
Goodness, everyone, please allow me to explode.
I want to shout three times to this day, to this earth, to this person, to this god, ghost, and demon, grass, grass, grass!
I do not know what to do.
How could the scum who defiled my innocence be the fiance of my best little sister?
How can I kill him?
That's my sister's fiancee.
But he actually galloped me!
Grass, grass, grass!
Kill him, or not?
God, tell me, what should I do?
Pain, loss, deep sorrow.
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Today is another sunny day.
I found that I particularly hate good days now.
What's more, I was still very happy when the scum Li asked me and Tongtong to go to the south with him to relax.
The ghost knows, I already know that the two of them are a pair made in heaven, and I will go there, just a super large light bulb, but I am still very happy.
I like to be with him.
But I never dared to think about why I like to be with scum Li.
Perhaps Zhang Ailing’s words can solve my doubts, men conquer women through...
I may be conquered by him.
But he didn't dare to show it, because the scum Li is the fiancé of my best sister, my brother-in-law, and I am his sister. His elder sister-in-law, the eldest sister-in-law, how could it be possible to go with her brother-in-law?
I am even more afraid that Tongtong will find out that I may be conquered by him.
This feeling of having to conceal the true thoughts in the heart is so painful that it is beyond words.
On one side is the best sister, on the other side is the knight who needs me to worship, I can only have the same.
Choosing a knight is to betray Tongtong.
Choose Tongtong, but betray me.
Are you betraying Tongtong or yourself?
This question is more difficult to choose than a man being asked by his girlfriend, and she and her mother-in-law are both in the river.
Naturally, it is more painful.
Fortunately, Scum Li used his stupid actions to make me make a choice!
He actually pressed my head in the water in front of Tongtong to drown me.
Just because he thought it was me who broke his cooperation with Elf Impression.
How could I do that kind of thing?
I am a good sister with Tongtong’s sympathy and brotherhood. He is the knight I am eager to ride my horse. No matter how I Helan Xiaoxin has no conscience, I cannot destroy his career.
He thought so, to drown me.
At that moment, I saw the capital city at the end of Huangquan Road, the Guimen Gate, and the other side flowers blooming on both sides... I knew that I was going to die, drowned in the water by my knight.
Tongtong is here.
My best sister, save me.
At the moment I was embraced by Tongtong, no one knew that my outlook on love had changed.
I may still love men, but I also began to love women.
After coming back, I thought about it for a long, long time, and I was afraid for a long, long time. After all, after I discovered that I suddenly liked women, I knew it was a pathology and there was a problem with my sexual orientation.
I want to change myself and must change.
I, Helan Xiaoxin, is a standard goddess. I can only have my own knight-but I become fond of women. What's the matter?
The night is already very deep.
Tongtong, scum Lee did not come back.
Thinking of the two of them together, but I kept the empty space alone, I have a kind of madness to destroy the whole world.
This indescribable madness completely crushed me and prompted me to slowly walk into Tongtong's bedroom.
My tears were streaming, my hands were shaking, but I finally picked up Tongtong’s stockings, curled up on her bed, closed my eyes and enjoyed the scene of hugging with her, and I got...
I understand, I'm done.
I have fallen.
I am no longer an emotionally pure Helan Xiaoxin, I have become a bad woman!
I cried for a long time, the sky was bright, and the tears were still streaming.
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How many days have I not had a good sleep?
These nights, I have been reflecting on myself, how can I get rid of this unhealthy obsession.
I don't want, don't, don't want to hold Tongtong in my arms when I see Tongtong.
I increased the weight of poison!
I hope this white devil can make me only like men, and don't hide in the bed every night and do that kind of ugly thing with tears.
I must, change myself, first try to give all the love to the man.
Who are you looking for?
Besides the scumbag Lee, who else can I find?
Who else can you find?
I, Helan Xiaoxin, is not a pair of jade-armed pillows for thousands of people, two-petal red lips and thousands of people tasted, not just a man can get it.
But Tongtong is definitely not willing.
No matter how good the relationship between sisters is, it is not better to devote oneself to a man to share, even though she once said that we two women serve one husband together.
That's a joke, but also bullshit.
I really thought that the new sister, I can't see, she sometimes stared at me fiercely?
But I don’t have any other choice. I’ve said that the new sister, I’m not the best man, since I’ve been tainted by the scum Lee, then I’m trusting a man who can make me a normal person. It can only be him.
I would rather serve the same husband with Tongtong!
I would rather be a kid for the scum Li!
Therefore, I must take him to Southern Xinjiang.
Hope that he will make me a normal woman during the trip to southern Xinjiang.
As long as I can become a normal woman, after returning, I will plead guilty to Tongtong.
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Waiting is painful.
Time, why is it so slow, so late for the date of the trip to southern Xinjiang?
I hurt my teeth and risked my life to increase the amount of white powder again.
However, the white devil did not give me what I wanted.
It is just more cruel, taking away the right...I can be a mother.
As soon as I went to work this morning, I was extremely nauseous and vomiting.
I thought that I might be pregnant.
I was hesitating, but also stunned.
Before, I never planned to be a mother.
But when I might be a mother, I felt that I was a normal woman.
The time to cheer is not long.
After the results of the hospital examination came out, I knew that I was abandoned by the whole world.
Hehe, just when I was in grief, I overheard my dear boy, called Dean Lu, said to ask him for help, and faked a case for Scum Li, so I refused and promised me a long time ago. Trip to southern Xinjiang.
Tongtong, why are you so cruel?
Your man made me mentally perverted and made me add drugs to resist, but in the end I lost my qualifications as a mother... But you didn't care, just racking your brains to not allow me to approach the scum Li.
Tongtong, you only guard against me, why don't you guard against other women?
Did you know that Sui Yueyue, who was expelled from the Kaihuang Group by you, was the thirteenth wife of your fiance.
You shouldn't forget the fact that your man was once the red duck of the Golden Emperor Club!
He fools around with so many women, why don't you bother?
But alone, take care of me!
Why?
I, Helan Xiaoxin, is your best sister.
To help you, I dug out my heart and showed you!
What about you
Still treated me coldly and ignored.
I hate you.
Little boy, I'm so dead of you!
I want to kill you and dominate Li Nanfang.
But...no.
I lowered my head sullenly, tears dripping on the letter paper, listening to the cry deep in my heart, Tongtong is your best sister, her fiance is your true man, how could you be because she guards you Kill her?
Kill, you can't kill.
If I don't kill, who can I tell about my suffering?
Tongtong, tell new sister, what should I do?
Tears were still flowing, wet the paper.
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After seeing the last word, Yue Zitong's trembling right hand with five fingers placed it on the diary, stroking the tears.
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