: 1756 Third death (monthly ticket)

death.
This is not a strange thing for Shino.
It is not that Shino has experienced death, but that death is often accompanied by her.
It was the father at the beginning.
Shino had never seen her father's face.
When Shino was two years old, her father died of a traffic accident.
On that day, my father and mother took Shino, a family of three to the mother's hometown for the New Year, driving in a county in the northeast, while driving on the old single-lane road extending along the of the hillside, driving from the opposite lane. The big truck that came and didn’t have time to turn straight hit it.
At that time, the truck driver broke the windshield and fell on the road and died immediately.
The small car that Shino, who was hit by a truck on the right side, crossed the guardrail, fell to the hillside, and was finally blocked by two trees before stopping.
At this time, the father who drove the car was seriously injured, but he did not die immediately. The mother on the assistant's seat was only a simple fracture of the left thigh. The young Shino was almost because of the safety belt of the rear seat baby safety seat. It’s not hurt, it’s not desperate.
Unfortunately, on the road that was not used frequently, especially late at night, the smoke was so bad that even the phone inside the car was damaged by the impact until the car that passed the old road the next morning noticed an accident. It happened only after it happened.
But that was already six hours later.
During these six hours, Shino's mother could only watch the body gradually getting cold because of internal bleeding, and finally the father who died, eventually collapsed, and his mental age returned to his teens before he met his father.
At that time, Shino experienced the first death in her life.
The second death from Shino’s second time occurred five years ago.
At that time, the mother and Shino had already left Tokyo, returned to her mother's house to live, and lived a simple life in the country.
It has been fifteen years since the accident, and the mother who is insane may just think of Shino as her sister, but fortunately she still loves Shino. She reads picture books and sings lullaby every night. She listens, so the mother in Shino’s memory is always a vulnerable girl who is vulnerable to injury. She has always told her that she must be strong from the beginning of her sensibility, and she must protect her mother.
For Shino at that time, the outside world was full of various elements that disturbed the mother's peaceful life, and she always thought that she must protect her mother.
However, this idea eventually created the present Shino.
Shino will never forget that day.
On that day, Shino went to the post office with her mother, but encountered a robber who had entered the post office.
At the time, the robber was holding a black star.
It was an imitation of the Tokarev tt33, which was officially adopted by the Soviet Army in 1932. It used a 30-caliber, 762-mm steel core bomb. The amount of gunpowder was much higher. The initial velocity of the bullet could exceed the speed of sound and had a pistol. The most powerful penetration force, but because of the large recoil, in the 1950s, the Soviet Union replaced the pistol with the miniaturized 9mm bomb, "Makarov", the full name of the "May 4th type - Black Star pistol" 〉.
The prisoner took such a gun, shot a post office employee who tried to report the alarm, and angered the surrounding area, pointing the gun at someone else.
Unfortunately, Shino's mother was on the sidelines, crushed by fear, and eventually screamed uncontrollably.
Upon hearing her mother's scream, Shino almost rushed up subconsciously, biting the prisoner's arm, taking the other's pistol in the fight, and shooting the other in the end.
Yes.
This is the death made by Shino.
Even at that time, Shino was completely in the state of a blank head, with a strong desire to protect her mother, which led to such an action, but Shino’s indeed confronted each other when the prisoner rushed to himself. The trigger was pulled once, once and again.
Afterwards, the report stated that the prisoner died because of the bombing of the gun.
As for Shino, the whole person had no other trauma except for the two teeth, two wrist sprains, back bruises and right shoulder dislocation.
These injuries were quickly cured.
However, there are also injuries without a rule of law.
Since then, Shino has vomited or fainted as soon as she saw the gun. Even when she saw the pistol on the TV, in the comics, or even by hand, it would not work.
As soon as she saw the gun, Shino was as if she could see the face of the man who was killed by it, and saw the other side with the eyebrows that were smashed through the bullets, and filled with blood and smiled at himself, and stared at the scene.
In other words, Shino suffered from mental illness.
Post-traumatic stress syndrome.
This is the unharmable wound that Shino suffers.
Shino did not regret the choice to shoot at that time.
However, her body, mind and spirit are not controlled by her, and the guns and related things can't stand it.
This makes Shino have a kind of regret in her own mouth. She is only saying beautiful words. In fact, she has always regretted it. She should not feel like this in order to protect her mother.
Psychologists can only say that we understand what you are saying, but we cannot let Shino be relieved.
Therefore, Shino will want to become stronger, and I want to be able to tell the courage that I can take it for granted.
Under such circumstances, Shino accidentally met Kyouji and entered Ggo under the introduction of Kyouji, and was able to get in touch with the gun again.
The magic is that perhaps the body in the imaginary world is virtual, or the feeling of touching the gun is still not fully reappeared. In this world, when Shino touches the gun, it will not only attack, but also like it. Several kinds of firearms are on the way.
From that time on, Shino felt that as long as he became the strongest player in the world, the real world himself must be stronger.
"As long as you continue to defeat the enemy stronger than the robber, get in touch with the gun that is more powerful than the black star, get used to them, go beyond them, then my experience in this world will become a heart and spiritual enhancer. Let me in the real world be above them and become stronger."
With such an idea, Shino will be almost paranoid in the pursuit of strong enemies, using the anti-equipment sniper rifle as a big killer, so that my heart and spirit become stronger, one day, affecting the real world Yourself.
but now
"咚咚咚咚咚咚"
Shino’s heartbeat speeded up indefinitely, which made her breathless, cold and sweaty, convulsive, and blank in her head.
This feeling is exactly the same as when it comes to guns in the real world.
Only this time, Shino was not exposed to the gun, but because she felt the third death.
Do you have to face it again?
Is it that after the first two times, will he still have to die again?
But for the first time, she was lucky not to die, let her father die. The second time, she tried her best to kill others and let her survive. This time, who has to sacrifice?
alone?
Or, this boy who came to save himself?
If you can escape this death, is this teenager going to die?
Being killed by yourself?
"No! Never!"
Then, the fear rose to the heart and let Shino cry out.
"You go! Go!"
It is a pity that Luo Zhen is deaf to the ear. When the durability is only twelve o'clock, he raises the dagger in his hand and screams more power than any previous one.
"Snapped!"
In the crisp sound, the dagger broke the chain.
"boom!"
The durability of the chain that has been cut off is completely zeroed, and the polygon fragments are broken and disappear.
"drop!"
At this time, the countdown is 0:02.
Luo Zhen did not hesitate and hugged Shino directly.
Not long
"Boom!"
In the warehouse street, the explosion sounded loudly, letting the fires rise into the sky and last forever.