Chapter 241: After girlfriend got cancer

Where is the boyfriend who was missed by Xu Jiayin at this time?
Xiao Qingrong left the company prematurely today and returned to his apartment. After he made money, he started to live alone, so this apartment is only Xiao Qingrong, standing under the tap, Xiao Qingrong took a slow bath, 618 secretly Looking at my host, I just feel that the host is so good every time, it just makes it impossible to find anyone better than the host!
The water flowed slowly from the top of Xiao Qingrong's head, and slowly slipped from his neck. The white, pure-skinned skin had a strange sensuality. Standing under the faucet with closed eyes, the cold water slowly dropped. Let Xiao Qingrong's entire body become cold.
After a while, he walked out, wrapped in a bath towel, found the red wine he had stored in his refrigerator, and poured it out. His hair was still dripping with water. After sitting on the sofa, he picked it up. The red wine was in my hand, and it was a little more interesting at this time.
"618, how are you getting along with him?"
Suddenly the problem left 618 a little puzzled and didn't understand what his host meant.
【what? 】
After hearing this, Xiao Qingrong knew that this silly system was probably not found. After taking a sip of red wine, he put it on the table.
"I said Rongrong, he suppressed me, should you see me?"
If many of Xiao Qingrong's personalities exist independently, then Rong Rong is the strangest one. He is most similar to Xiao Qing Rong. No matter in behavior or action, two people are almost the same as one person. The difference is the behavior of two people in the face of things. Xiao Qingrong regards the world created by 618 as false. Therefore, in this world, it is arbitrary, whether it is killing or doing other things, because knowing that this world It is false, not real, but Rong Rong is different. He likes to handle things in his own way.
618 was suddenly realized at this time, remembering that I always felt that the host situation was a bit wrong, but I never realized what was wrong, but now, after hearing the host ’s words, 618 suddenly realized that Rong Rong and his family Host differences.
The host never considers the thoughts of others, just as he describes himself, a delicate egoist, but the glory is different, he seems to be more meticulous about everything, no matter to anyone, It ’s a little bit more like a fish and water. This gentle host was the reason why 618 felt wrong at first. Now, when I see my host again, 618 can find the difference between the two people.
The host came to each world with a kind of detachment from the world. It seemed that he could not fit into these worlds. Just like now, it is clear that this time he completely integrated the memory and feelings of the body, but the host is not affected at all ...
Xiao Qingrong did not guess what 618 was thinking, but felt that it was necessary to remind him of the silly system.
"618, Rongrong has discovered your secret."
Whether it is the system mall or the male value, if it was just guessing before, and the emergence of Rong Rong, Xiao Qingrong had already determined how all this was, thinking of himself being watched like a clown. , And then judge your own behavior, such a feeling, to be honest, really ... very unpleasant.
618 heard the host's words, I don't know why, it was a little flustered. It didn't understand why it was flustered, but when it looked at the host, it was just a moment, it turned out that it was trying to justify and couldn't say it.
In the end, there was only a weak sentence.
[I ... what secret can I have? 】
After hearing this, Xiao Qingrong smiled, but did not take apart 618 and made a request.
"Give me the information. I want to know what is going on in the world."
618 is also helpless, knowing that the host does not want to say, no matter how much he asks, he can't ask the result, so he can only give the information of this world to his host.
This is a story of finding yourself with cancer.
Xiao Qingrong's girlfriend Xu Jiayin found that she had cancer. According to common sense, normal people found that they had an illness, and they had to tell their family, and then slowly treat or other things, but Xu Jiayin did not, and she did not dare to tell Parents, because they are afraid that their parents will spend money for her cancer, they dare not tell her boyfriend because they do not want to leave the most embarrassing look in front of her boyfriend.
Xiao Qingrong is a very cold person. If it was not Xu Jiayin chasing for many years, it would not be possible to be with such an ordinary Xu Jiayin, so when two people are together, the two truly love each other. Xiao Qingrong owns this body. All memories and thoughts, of course, are the ability to feel the love between two people.
This is the first time that after coming to a world, I can truly feel the feeling of this body, the feeling of being loved and loving others, so that Xiao Qingrong feels familiar and strange, like a heart A flower bloomed, which could not describe the feeling.
It ’s just that the feelings in front of the illness are really weak. Xu Jiayin has been pursuing Xiao Qingrong for many years, and has always been very inferior to Xiao Qingrong. Even if two people have been together for two years, even last month Xiao Qingrong just proposed to her However, after discovering that she had cancer, she did not want to carry it along with everyone and work hard for treatment, but she did not want everyone to see her embarrassed look.
From the selfishness, Xu Jiayin hopes that the image that she stays in Xiao Qingrong's heart will always be that warm, full of love.
So after discovering that she had cancer, Xu Jiayin first chose to resign, then checked her deposit, and found that in addition to the house she had previously bought, she had more than half a million deposits, and she put the house she had previously bought I sold it, gave the money to my parents, and chose to break up with Xiao Qingrong.
It was just a simple text message, not even meeting and breaking up. One text message made Xiao Qingrong, who had just proposed a marriage, have nothing. Then he went to find his girlfriend, but found that his girlfriend had moved and found his girlfriend's home. Find your girlfriend.
Where did Xu Jiayin go? Xu Jiayin was afraid that her family knew that she was sick, so she said she would go on a tour and went directly to another city. In this city, she met a playful girl who took her to a bar and knew her life. After running low, she wanted to give her a taste of a man.
Xu Jiayin originally disagreed, but later she did not expect to see a man who looks very similar to her boyfriend Xiao Qingrong in the bar. On the other hand, Xu Jiayin decided that she would not let herself regret before she died.
It's impossible to be with your boyfriend, so it's OK to have someone who looks similar to your boyfriend!
She regarded this man as a duck and took out money to let the man spend time with her. This man is not a duck and is a rich young master. I do n’t know why, but they are interested in Xu Jiayin. Immediately after the shoot, I spent a good night, and then traveled together. Xu Jiayin hoped that at the end of his life, at least one person who looks similar to her boyfriend will accompany him. In this case, even if he is dead, he is happy. some.
When people knew that they were about to die, they were not so scared. Xu Jiayin forgot her family, her boyfriend who she really broke up with, and then she played from home to abroad with this man he bought for himself. They seemed to be Real lovers are average and do what all lovers need to do.
They kissed in a hot air balloon over 100,000 feet, they played paraglider from the highest ascent in Britain, they went diving in the most romantic ocean, they saw the aurora in the snow and ice ...
These are the craziest things that Xu Jiayin once did not dare to think. At this time, they were all completed with a person who was not her boyfriend. She also released her enthusiasm for the first time. Those who wanted to do with Xiao Qingrong, but Everything he couldn't do was done with this man.
The man also fell in love with Xu Jiayin in this situation. Although the other person regarded him as a duck, such a strong and brilliant girl was never seen by this man. Confession.
Xu Jiayin looked at this man who looks similar to her boyfriend. In fact, it was false to say that he was not good at heart. Compared with the boyfriend who always made her dare not to approach too much, although the boy was a duck, but Xu Jiayin told him This person is more comfortable when getting along.
She didn't want to admit that she was in love with this person. In just a few months, she liked the old and the new and fell in love with other men.
After watching the Aurora, Xu Jiayin chose to return home and say goodbye to the man who made himself short-lived.
She did not choose to say goodbye to the man in person, but chose a way that everyone would not be embarrassed, secretly left the man, and then returned home alone.
After returning to China, she found that her mobile phone had many phone calls from her boyfriend, as well as her parents. When she received a call from her girlfriend, she knew that her boyfriend was going crazy to find her. In particular, what she had diagnosed at the hospital was also investigated by her boyfriend, and now almost all friends know about her illness.
Looking at the messages sent by my parents and boyfriend, those words of intimate encouragement, Xu Jiayin felt that he was the most selfish and cruel person in the world. He said that he was good to others, but what he actually did was It is something that hurts others.
Because of this, Xu Jiayin eventually did not choose to go home, but calmly chose to send a message to everyone to bid farewell, and then throw away the mobile phone card.
She did not return to her hometown, nor did she return to her boyfriend. Because of her discomfort, she was taken directly to the hospital by a passerby. Under the hospital's diagnosis, Xu Jiayin did not get her cancer worsening, but she became pregnant. Things.
Probably because I was pregnant at the beginning, it is now three months, and it is because of this that Xu Jiayin fainted.
After receiving this news, Xu Jiayin was happy and happy in her heart. She did not expect that at the end of her life, there would be a baby to accompany her, so she was actually a little scared in her heart. She checked her body again in detail. No Know if your body with cancer can have children.
It ’s just that this test really made people feel like God ’s will, because after the hospital inspection, Xu Jiayin ’s body turned out to be intact, and she did n’t have any cancer or the like. She was very healthy, and even the children in her stomach were healthy. Very ...
This news made Xu Jiayin cry and laugh a little. She thought of the child in her belly, the boyfriend she couldn't bear, and the man who had spent months with herself. This situation made her feel helpless.
Sometimes destiny is so confusing, even when Xu Jiayin arrives in a city like this, when he is sure that he intends to secretly give birth to a child in this city, he meets the baby's father again, the person who made Xu Jiayin heartbeat .
His name was Huo Yize. He was the young master of the Huo family. Huo Yize was looking for Xu Jiayin, but suddenly he met and found that Xu Jiayin was pregnant!
This news was a surprise to Huo Yize. Later, he entangled with Xu Jiayin, explained his identity, and said that he would marry Xu Jiayin home.
Xu Jiayin knew that he was already sorry for her boyfriend. If you were with the person in front of you, what would it look like? In the end, I explained why I bought him to play together. Huo Yize heard that he was just a man's substitute, although he said it was uncomfortable, but the first time I thought of Xu Jiayin was my own, and the child in Xu Jiayin's belly. It's my own, and eventually I'm entangled with Xu Jiayin every day.
Xu Jiayin's lack of affection for this man is false. In her love story with Xiao Qingrong, Xu Jiayin always thought that she was the one who paid the most, so when being so pleased by a man, Xu Jiayin enjoyed and was afraid, she did n’t Know how to face life later.
In the end, Xu Jiayin still couldn't hold his own heart, and finally admitted that he liked Huo Yize in front of her. Maybe she used to like Xiao Qingrong, but then she changed her heart. When she was with Huo Yize, she Began to enjoy the feeling of being liked, instead of chasing someone like dust, always looking at a person's back, she finally had a person willing to guard behind her.
After Huo Yize knew the ins and outs of everything, he loved Xu Jiayin even more. The two finally decided to get married and couldn't let his son become an illegitimate child.
Huo Yize took Xu Jiayin's parents and explained it. Xu Jiayin's parents thought her daughter was dead, but now her daughter is good, and there is a person who really loves her to accompany her. Therefore, there is nothing to say, even if I feel sorry for Xiao Qingrong, but people are always selfish. Of course, the couple are helping their daughter.
With the blessings of her parents, Xu Jiayin married Huo Yize happily. Although she felt a little sorry for Xiao Qingrong, she had no face to contact Xiao Qingrong. As for those friends who did not dare to contact, they should have liked Xiao Qingrong. That Xu Jiayin is dead. The Xu Jiayin left now is happy. He married Huo Yize and became Mrs. Huo.
Until the end, Xiao Qingrong didn't know that his girlfriend wasn't dead at all, but moved to marry another man instead of love.
He was originally an unemotional person. Once he was moved, it was a lifetime thing. So he secretly called Xu Jiayin's parents. After learning that Xu Jiayin had died, he didn't talk to other women all his life. Together, it is so lonely and old.
After reading these materials, Xiao Qingrong remembered the feeling of loving someone in his body. As long as Xu Jiayin was with other people, the momentary heartache made Xiao Qingrong frown.
Love someone ... Is this how it feels?
Whenever I think of her, I feel heartache.
Now ... it's time for Xu Jiayin to detect cancer?
Xiao Qingrong sitting there suddenly reached out his hand, picked up the goblet, and drank the red wine in the glass.
"618, I like this feeling so much. What about you? What do you want me to do?"
618 Hearing this question, I do n’t know why, suddenly I do n’t understand how to answer it. In the past, he would give an existence similar to ‘mission’, but now? Do you have to influence each other?
Hearing 618 without answering, Xiao Qingrong laughed.
"Is the system upgraded again? I now feel that this body is gradually affecting me, affecting my thinking, affecting my thoughts, and even affecting my behavior. Then you say, what should I do?"
The so-called super male system, is it really just a system? The so-called shuttle of each world, if it is just a performance, and the existence of the male value is like a reward given by people after watching a performance, Xiao Qingrong did not realize it at the beginning, but with The transformation of these worlds is different from each time 618 proposes a task, and he discovers that his life is like a play on the stage, waiting to be criticized by various people, and then given Have a different level ending.
From the beginning of life in prison, about a lot of people like it, but it seems to be a bit bloody. In order to change his behavior, the system forced several of his personalities, and then made these personalities have self-awareness, and even reached a sound. In the world of spirit and twins, even he began to coexist with personality, because ... the audience probably wanted to see this.
They do n’t want to see those smooth stories, they like to fight face to face, and they also like to change the whole world. So there are saviors, scientists, etc. Although the knowledge is real, it ’s all like a stage play. Through 618, everyone can see Xiao Qingrong's life.
In other words, seeing one's self-transformation after struggling in various worlds.
The appearance of each personality makes Xiao Qingrong less like himself. In order to suppress the Xiao Qingrong who likes to move the knife, which is incompatible with these worlds, the existence of these worlds has also begun to have a target for Xiao Qingrong. Less impact.
618 dull, don't know how to answer the host's words, it thought that everything will gradually get better, it thought that this is important to the host.
[Host, I just want to keep you alive. 】
For the first time, 618's voice was full of sorrow. After it was created, although the first host I met was Xiao Qingrong, I also knew how to make the host survive the world shuttle once and for all. Letting the host survive, it changed the choices of several worlds, and even released the host's other personality, but ... as long as the host can survive, everything will be fine, isn't it?
When Xiao Qingrong heard 618, he could more or less guess the meaning of 618. I am afraid that if he wants to live with the system, he must constantly move through various worlds, and the male value is to keep him alive. Something, and this male value is in the hands of others.
"618, thank you."
He laughed, with a smile in his eyes, and let 618 look for a while. Apart from other personalities, it first saw the smile of the master, and his eyes seemed to be sprinkled with stars. 618 I don't know why, I just want to look at this person all the time, just look at it like this.
"No matter how it changes, I am after all, and ... they want to see it, too? I love to look like someone."
Otherwise, such a world would not be arranged.
The memory of this body is so clear, the feelings are so clear, Xu Jiayin looks like the mind, the girl who chased behind her from behind when she was young and shouted her name, even after working, she still looks like Chasing the people behind him like the sun.
Such a person is waiting for him to save on the edge of the abyss.
This time the world mission is not to face anyone or make any achievements, but to face this choice.
With such a blazing love, how will Xiao Qingrong choose the ending of this world.
618 did not answer. It had imagined how crazy it would be when its host fell in love with a person, but this matter was too difficult. He did n’t even dare to imagine it, but at this time, everyone All force the host to make a choice.
Choose love or continue to be lonely?
Or ... is it survival or death?
Xiao Qingrong sat up there, his hair was still wet, but it was not a problem for him at all. He took the coat and walked out the door. It was firmer than ever.
After going downstairs, Xiao Qingrong drove directly to Xu Jiayin's house. He knew that Xu Jiayin must not have returned home at this time, but he had to wait there.
The call was no longer available. This was the only way to find Xu Jiayin.
Choose? He also wanted to ask his heart this time, what would he choose.