Chapter 88: Memories

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"Sometimes growing up in such a family is actually very tragic. If I can choose, I would rather be a daughter of an ordinary family. In this way, I don't have to bear the burden of the family." Lin softly smiled and said, "I I have an agreement with my parents. I can marry the person I don't love, but they have to give me two years to let me pursue my life. Two years, although not very long, it will be my life. An important memory in the middle. I thought that I would not fall in love with anyone. Two years later, I married the provincial party committee according to the family arrangement, and then I used to teach my son. I have passed this life. However, I did not expect that. When the hospital first saw you, when you saw a big man crying like a child, my heart seemed to be suddenly stabbed. I know, I fell in love with you, no. Rescuing is in love with you. In fact, people like me should not love you, aren't they?"
Lin's soft eyelids sparkled with crystal tears, and she was always under tremendous pressure. She couldn't support it anymore, so she sobbed low. Although she was free for two years, this freedom was exchanged for the happiness of her next life.
Ye Qian gently licked her, let her climb on her chest, sobbing low. Ye Qian’s heart hurts, as if he had been stabbed with a knife and a knife. He did not think that Lin Rurou actually had such a story, but also bear the pressure that ordinary girls can not afford. In comparison, Zhao Ya and Qin Yue did not know how much better than her.
For a long time, Lin gently raised his head slowly, staring at Ye Qian’s eyes and said: "Ye Qian, please forgive my selfishness, but I really can't control myself. Promise me, if I leave you in the future, you Don't be sad, because no matter where I am, my heart will always belong to you. Although there are only half a year left, I believe that this half year will be the happiest memory of my life, is it? Know that you will not let me down."
"Stupid, I won't let you leave me, I won't let go in my life." Ye Qian said firmly.
Lin smiled softly and said: "I know, you love me as much as I love you, but I can't help but think about my family. The biggest pain of people is not helpless? Some things are not Ye Qian, don't let me look down on you. Ye Qian, who I know, is not a person who can't afford to be indecisive. It doesn't mean that if the two feelings are long, they will linger in the dynasty, as long as this Half a year we are happy, it is enough. Ye Qian, love me, I have to remember your bit by bit, melt your whole person into my memory."
Lin softly said that he sat up and slowly faded his clothes.
Ye Qian shook his head slightly, and got up and stopped Lin’s soft move. He said,
Put it out!

Lin softly glimpsed, then sobbed.
Ye Qian slowly passed her and said: "Soft, I did not think that your heart has been under such pressure, it is my incompetence to be a boyfriend. Maybe you will say that I am stupid, but I don't want You hand me over to me in this situation, I will let you be happy without any worries, and then happily put yourself in my hands. Speaking, I also seem to have never followed You talked about my story, do you want to hear it?"
Lin softly nodded slightly, Ye Qian smiled and said: "Can you smoke? Oh, it doesn't seem to have the atmosphere and feeling without smoking." After that, Ye Qian took out a cigarette and ignited it. One bite.
"I believe you also know that I have left the city for eight years. Do you know why? Oh, when I was young and angry, there was a big brother who beat my three brothers. I couldn’t see it, so I was at the door of his house. After three days and three nights, I finally found an opportunity to marry him. He had a big life and didn't die. If my knife was one inch away, he went to see the king of the king. He didn't die, it meant I don't want to go to the city again, I don't want to be tired because I am tired of them, so I secretly left the sh city. At that time, I was young and had no money. I had to sleep on the road, the bridge hole, and go to the restaurant door. The leftovers in the trash cans are full of hunger and are driven like a stray dog. Think about it at that time, what life is fucking, sometimes even the heart of death."
"Perhaps it is destined to be saved. I was saved by one person. He changed everything. He used to be the captain of the Special Forces of the Chinese Wolf Spike. He made a mistake and was expelled from the military. He took me to the Middle East. I went to a mercenary group that he had created. At that time, I was seventeen years old. I lived with the soldiers who were retired from various national armies and trained with them. In the eyes of outsiders, they may all kill. Blinking criminals, but in my eyes, they are the most lovely people in the world. They taught me fighting, taught me gun knowledge, taught me the language of each country, and they also taught me to kill. I killed people for the first time. It’s eighteen years old. I don’t remember the situation at the time. It may be too nervous. In the past eight years, I have seen more deaths and deaths, and my hands are covered with blood. But I also understand that the world is The world of personal eating, the strength of the weak and the strong, the unchanging truth of the ages."
"Two years ago, the captain who took me out was killed by the enemy in a mission. There were at least forty gunshots on my body. When I was holding his body, I thought I would cry, but I No. Maybe you will be ruthless, but I was really a tear without flowing. Because, I remember he told me that men, bleeding without tears. Going to bloodshed without tears, I am not iron. People, I also have feelings. When I took the players to destroy all the enemies, I cried. Do you know the name of our mercenary? Spike! Perhaps because the captain had been in the special wolf of the Chinese wolf before, So there are feelings, and the name of the organization is also named. But in our opinion, the Spike represents a kind of spirit, a kind of unity, like the spirit of the wild wolf teeth can tear the enemy. Later, I was elected as the captain of the organization. I know that the burden on my body is heavier. I have to complete the legacy of the former captain and let the wolf teeth shine in the world."