Vol 10 Chapter 1: Eschatology

In the mirror was a slightly vicissitudes, but very easy-going face, exactly what Grandpa Chen Yan looked like.
I opened my mouth wide in horror. For a while, my brain went blank.
"Grandpa, what's the matter with you? Is it uncomfortable?" The little girl who was only a teenager was shocked when she saw my trance and didn't dare to approach me.
My brain is in chaos and I am not in the mood to communicate with her at all.
After a while, I reluctantly calmed down. The first thought that came to my mind was that Grandpa gave up his life and let me take him away.
He gave his body to me, and he may have exploded in that black hole, and his soul flew away at the moment I filled the sky with my body.
Thinking of this, it hurts me immensely. I hate my weakness and incompetence.
Even if I replenish the sky with my body and save the entire world, why not?
The world is peaceful, and humanity is preserved, but what about me? But I still can't get rid of the fate of relying on my dear ones to exchange their lives.
Not only that, but the three most important people in my life, my wife Ye Hongyu, my brother Ao Ze, and my grandfather... They are separated from me by nature, life and death are uncertain, and they will never meet.
What's the point of being alive like this?
At this moment, I even thought of committing suicide, the catastrophe had been eliminated, the sky hole had been repaired, and the things I remembered were gone in this world, and there was no faith to support me.
But in the end, I couldn't be cruel to defend myself. It wasn't that I was greedy for life and fear of death, but because I was so cowardly.
My fate was given to me by my grandfather, and my mother was still suppressed at the bottom of the Nine Soul Towers of Fusang, and Xixia Takei would give birth to offspring for me at any time, so what right do I have to end?
At the very least, I have to determine whether the world is truly peaceful, and after I make sure that those people who need my care are safe and sound, then I can decide what to do next.
After I figured it out, I suppressed the sadness in my heart, and rushed to the innocent little girl beside me and said: "Girl, I'm all right, mainly because I just walked through a ghost gate, and I was a little bit unbelievable after returning from the dead, not scared. Is it to you?"
I just said casually. I didn't expect her small cherry mouth to be wide open, and her face was incredible: "Grandpa, did you really go to Guimenguan? That is the place where the Xeon is only qualified to go after his death." , Are you a monk too? Are you a Feng Shui master or a warrior?"
After listening to her, I burst into laughter, and her originally gloomy mood was stretched a lot by her.
I said to my heart, is this a remote mountain village, a remote village? How do you feel that this little girl is a little out of touch with society.
She didn't know what kind of education she received, but thought that the Yin Cao Jifu was a place where the strong could only go after their death.
I came to her, smiled and patted her little head, and said, "Go, I drank with Yan Wangye, and I dare not take my life. Little girl, you saved me, I turn around. Say hello to Lord Yan, and give you a hundred years of life, so that you can live a long life."
She laughed, spit out her cute little tongue, and said, "Grandpa, you can really laugh, but although you know that grandpa you are bragging. But when Linger helped you to see a doctor before, she also found that you were incurable. , But your body is not as old as it looks. It is still young and energetic. That's why you can wake up. You should indeed be considered a strong one."
After listening to her, I suddenly realized something was wrong. She didn't seem to be joking with me. I always felt that there seemed to be a huge information gap between me and her.
So I immediately refreshed my luck, qi went through my whole body, and soon I realized that it was indeed my own body. I did not take Grandpa, I am still me.
But since I didn't take away grandpa's body, why did I become grandpa's appearance?
Suddenly, an absurd idea abruptly came up in my mind, making me startled in a cold sweat.
Could this be what I should have?
In other words, this is how I am now when I am old?
To put it more bluntly, will Grandpa be me decades later?
Although this idea is unusually absurd, it is not impossible for the future ‘I’ to return to my time since the ‘I’ was once able to take a big boat back to the ancient times.
When I think of my grandfather's close knowledge of my experience, he will appear at every moment of life and death, and I feel that this is more likely.
When I first went to the evil world, I had similar thoughts. At that time, I thought I had died countless times. Grandpa used his way to alive again and again.
Now it seems that it may be even more bizarre, he may be me, or even me who has lived decades longer than me.
If this is the case, everything is more reasonable.
But why should I return to my time in the future? Is it to help me solve the catastrophe? But it stands to reason that I can live into the future, which means that the catastrophe has been lifted, and he has no reason to come back.
What's more, even if he comes back, he is him and I am me, why did I suddenly become so old?
In order to verify this answer, I suddenly asked the girl named Ling'er: "Ling'er, grandpa, I am confused. What year is it now?"
She didn't laugh at me like a fool, but she was very honest and stared at me with a dazed expression, saying: "In 2065, to be precise, it is the forty-fourth year of Nirvana."
Forty-four years of Nirvana, 2065!
After listening to her, I was completely stunned. She obviously didn't lie to me. I really am no longer in the real time when I am, and I have come to the future.
Although I don't know how I came here, it must be related to the black hole of the last days and the "Grandpa". I should have come to his true age.
If normal people can go to the future by chance, they must be ecstatic. That is a better age, which means more advanced science, more sophisticated medicine, and a more beautiful world.
But the scene before me is obviously different from the future I imagined. It looks very rudimentary here. It is a very dark basement and there is nothing valuable. I believe it is back before liberation.
Could it be that although I solved the end-time catastrophe, people did not move toward the light, but encountered a new existential crisis?
I hurriedly asked this little girl: "Ling'er, why did you just say that only the strong can go to the ghost gate? Shouldn't normal people be reincarnated?"
She opened her eyes wide and said, "How is it possible? Our human resources are so limited. Only the strong are qualified to go to reincarnation. Small people will be sacrificed to the gods when they die."
I gasped. The future world is worse than I thought.
Here, ordinary people don't even have the right to die, they are not allowed to reincarnate after death, and their souls are sacrificed.
How could this be? In the end what happened?
I think I have brought light to the world, so why do people's living environment become so bad?
Although I was frightened, I quickly calmed down. Perhaps this is the reason why the future "I" has returned to my time.
And I have to figure out the reason before thinking about going back to the era when I should go, maybe only that is the real salvation.
Fortunately, although this is the future, it hasn't been many years since Wen Chaoyang should be alive. When I find a way to find them, I can naturally figure out the ins and outs.
Thinking of this, I thought of a crucial clue, the USB flash drive my grandfather left for me.
So I immediately said to Ling'er: "Ling'er, let me use the computer."