Chapter 50: : Heart of Chi Zi

　　 Pure white shirt, light blue jeans, a pair of white canvas shoes.
　　 has no makeup and no styling. At this time, Li Zi'an's image is really like a teenager, revealing a little greenness in the tenderness.
　　 The only place that does not match his age is perhaps the deep eyes. The dark eyes are not surprised by the ancient waves. The bland look is as if the person who suffered the injustice has nothing to do with him.
　　 "Brother, I said I can catch up..."
　　Li Zian said calmly, at the same time he took off the guitar jacket behind him, and carried the beige guitar his shoulder.
　　 "Come on, your ears back!" Shi Liang wore a grief to pass back Li Zi'an's ears, and then said: "You boy, haven't come to a rehearsal, are you going to sing like this?"
　　Li Zian nodded gently: "Give me a microphone stand, and another microphone will do."
"it is good……"
　　Shi Liang leaned on the equipment box beside him, and he waved his hands weakly, instructing the on-site staff to do it in accordance with Li Zi'an's request.
　　 "Zi An..."
　　Li Zian heard the prestige and saw that Li Zimu hurried over with the skirt in his skirt, his eyes full of worry.
　　Looking at Li Zimu's delicate and pretty face, Li Zi'an's eyes flickered slightly, and before Li Zimu spoke, he whispered: "If there is anything to say, wait, let me go on stage..."
　　 "Then... then you cheer!"
　　Li Zimu didn't know what to say, or he wanted to say too much, so that in the end only these four words were spoken.
　　Li Zi'an nodded slightly, and walked directly towards the stage with his guitar on his back.
　　 The host only reported Li Zian to play, but did not report the program information, because there is no program information about Li Zian's current program. He only knew that Li Zian wanted to sing, but he didn't know what the song title was.
　　 No gorgeous lights, no gorgeous dancing.
　　In the light of an incandescent lamp, Li Zian walked slowly to the center of the stage in the eyes of everyone.
The whole studio was silent, and the staff, contestants and judges who knew a little inside were looking at Li Zi'an with complicated eyes. The audience under the audience, although they didn't know it, also felt something was wrong. The heavy atmosphere of unclear ambiguity shrouded everyone.
　　The four judges above the judges' seats were all sullen and silent.
　　 "A Dream of Chi Zixin" is for everyone, I hope that life is like I saw it first, and I hope I can look back on the years!"
　　Li Zi'an's voice was very soft. After reporting to himself, he gently moved the strings in his right hand.
　　 In the next second, the accompaniment of the live band followed.
　　 The soothing piano sounds, the drums roar, the guitar sound is wrapped around people's ears, and the music is soothing and melodious.
　　……
　　 Where is the world full of flowers
　　 If it really exists then I will definitely go
　　 I want the highest mountain to stand there
　　Don't care if it is a cliff
　　……
　　Li Zi'an's singing is soft and light, like whispers, like whispers, no flashy words, no flashy skills.
　　 For many viewers, perhaps there is no deep feeling.
　　 But for many insiders who knew the inside story, they listened to Li Zian's singing, but they all shuddered in their hearts.
　　 looked at the boy shrouded in countless incandescent lamps.
　　At this time, they only felt that the boy's body was radiating a faint light.
　　 On him, they saw the sadness and the loss, but they didn't see the slightest decadence.
　　 The singing voice reveals a tenaciousness, and a tenacity in the body!
　　 He...
　　 is singing to everyone...
　　 Never fail!
　　……
　　 Hard to live hard to love even if the liver and brain are smeared
　　I don’t want anyone to be satisfied as long as I am worthy of myself
　　 I never choose to give up about ideals
　　 Even in the gray-faced days
　　……
　　Looking at the hundreds of lights in front of the stage that were shining, Li Zi'an's vision gradually blurred.
　　 In the light, he seemed to see the figure of a little boy.
　　While all his peers are resting, he still trains hard in the dance studio. Even if the sweat soaks the placket, even if the body is exhausted, he still uses the most standard movements to demand himself.
When all the peers could not bear the pain of stretching the legs and pressing his legs, he silently gritted his teeth and red his eyes. Even if the tears could not stop falling from his ears, even if the pain in his body was like a heart, he still said nothing and tried hard to endure it. .
　　Everyone said that he was very talented, and he was able to surpass the skill level of his peers because of good fortune, but who knows how much sweat and tears he shed in those boring days and nights.
　　Working so hard...
　　 Only for the dream in my heart!
　　……
　　 Maybe I have no talent
　　 But I have a naive dream
　　 I will prove my life
　　 Maybe I'm stupid
　　 But I want to keep searching
　　 Give all your youth without regret
　　……
　　He was born in a small county and had no father since he was a child.
　　 He vaguely remembered that every time he asked his mother about his father when he was young, his mother always looked at him tenderly and never had any answers, but every time after the incident, his mother would always cry in silence.
　　He grew up gradually, and one day he finally knew the truth.
　　 He hated the man, but not because the man failed to fulfill his father’s responsibility, but because the man failed to fulfill the husband’s responsibility, so that her mother lived in regret and loneliness all her life.
　　 From that day on, he made up his mind that one day he would stand taller than that man, for his mother...
　　 Discuss a fair!
　　 It's a pity...
　　 He can never realize this dream.
A picture flashed through Li Zian's mind. When he realized the blur, he seemed to see the sensible young boy, looking at him with a smile on his face, hoping that he could take his dream and be his mother. Correct the name!
　　Unconsciously, Li Zi'an's eyes were red and his eyes became wet.
　　 Just when his mood fluctuated sharply, the chorus part came quietly.
　　……
run ahead
　　 meets cold eyes and ridicule
　　 How vast can life feel without suffering
　　Fate It can't make us beg for mercy
　　 Even if the blood is full of arms
　　……
　　 The loud treble burst out of Li Zi'an's mouth, with a trace of hoarseness, with a trace of broken sound.
　　 He tried his best, he was responding to the little boy.
　　 "From today, your life will let me continue, and your dream will let me bear it, for...our mother!"
　　 looked at the little boy in the light and shadow, Li Zian said silently in his heart.
　　 At the next moment, Li Zian just felt that his heart was completely relaxed at once, and some kind of obsession in his body disappeared.
　　He seemed to see the little figure in the light and shadow, with a smile on his face, slowly scattered into countless light spots, and went away with the wind.
　　 From this moment, Li Zi'an has fully integrated into this world.
　　 He is no longer a passer-by.
　　 He is no longer a bystander.
　　He has his responsibility!
　　 He has his ties!
　　He wants to write a beautiful life in this world!
　　……
　　 continue running
　　 With Ako's pride
　　 How can I see the shine of life
　　It's better to burn indulgently than to linger
　　 one day will germinate again
　　……
　　Li Zian's face rose red, and his sings were exhausted.
　　What about forced withdrawal?
　　What about forced elimination?
　　As long as you can't completely defeat me, then I will get up from the ground again and again!
What about the bruises?
What about the hardships?
　　 As long as he runs with pride and never stops running, one day, the flower of dreams will blossom!
　　 All the resentment, all unwillingness, was vented out of Li Zian's body by singing.
　　 This song is over, this journey is over.
　　 But a new journey is about to start, he will start again and continue to run!
　　……
　　 Unhappy after failure
　　 That is the performance of a coward
　　 As long as you breathe, please clenched your fists
　　 Before dawn
　　 We have to be braver
　　 Waiting for the most dazzling moment at sunrise
　　……
　　Everyone in the studio was shocked, but only felt the soul was trembling, looking at the young boy in white on the stage, listening to the exhausted song, many people unknowingly burst into tears.
　　Li Zimu in the background, exquisite makeup has long been crying flowers.
　　She can feel the tenaciousness in Li Zi'an's singing voice, and she can also feel the unspoken momentum in Li Zi'an's singing voice.
　　 She suddenly understood why she had lost to Li Zi'an, because she had never experienced what is called despair, and naturally she would not understand what kind of courage and strength she needed to regain courage from despair.
　　 This is the gap between her and Li Zi'an, and something she may never realize.
　　 Five years ago, he was forced to leave the group!
　　 Five years later, he was forced out!
　　 has made two major blows in a row, but he is still so powerful.
　　 That is not a tall body, but has infinite strength and fighting spirit.
　　Looking at the boy on the stage, Li Zimu suddenly urged an urge to hug him and wanted to give him some warmth.
　　……
run ahead
　　 greeted with cold eyes and ridicule
　　 How vast can life feel without suffering
　　Fate It can't make us beg for mercy
　　 Even if the blood is full of arms
　　……
　　 Jury seat.
　　Gao Baisong silently took off his glasses, his hands wiped the tears on his face.
　　 Zhang Junhao stared at Li Zian on the stage for a moment, sighing in his heart, and his eyes were equally red.
　　Feng Yueqiu and Bai Jingyun, the tears flowed out of the eye sockets.
　　 This song is full of tenacity that never gives in to fate.
　　 The person who sings such a song is only 18 years old. They are unimaginable. What kind of hardship did the teenagers who are about the age of their children experience to sing such an exciting song.
　　 Throughout the studio, everyone seemed to be performing a stabilization technique, all staring at Li Zian on stage.
　　 They suddenly understood the meaning of what Li Zian said before singing.
　　 May life be like the first sight, may the years look back!
　　If you give them another chance, maybe many people will try their best like this.
　　Under the stage, the uncle of the handheld camera, wiping tears, while holding the plane;
　　 Entrance of the studio~EbookFREE.me~Hua Ning squatted on the ground, tears spilled on his cheeks;
　　 At the backstage door, Wang Juan couldn't cry, but clapped as if desperately;
　　 In the director's room, Lu Leshan clutched the walkie-talkie in his hand tightly, his eyes full of red, desperately trying not to let the tears slip.
　　 At the end of the song, Li Zi'an's voice has begun to show a hint of hoarse metal texture, which shows that the voice has reached the physiological limit, but Li Zi'an has no worries, and continues to sing with exhaustion.
　　 Sing to hearty!
　　 Sing to no regrets!
　　He wanted to tell the man through this song!
　　You can't beat me!
　　 can't beat me!
　　 As long as there is a trace of strength, I will climb up again!
　　He will never lose!
forever and always……
　　 refused to accept the defeat!
　　……
　　 continue running
　　 With Ako's pride
　　 How can I see the shine of life
　　It's better to burn indulgently than to linger
　　 For the good in my heart
　　Uncompromising until I get old
　　……
　　 When the last note fell, the sweat had already wet the hair in front of Li Zian and flowed down the cheek, making it difficult to tell whether it was his sweat or tears.
　　He gasped heavily, looking at the silent audience.
　　 There was a pure smile on his face.
　　On this stage...
　　 He has no regrets!
　　 has no regrets!
PS: Today the two chapters were published together, with a total of more than 6,000 words. This program will come to an end here. The next episode will only be more exciting. If you feel that you can see it in person, I hope you can vote for it. , Qing Feng thanks.