Chapter 44:

The "Qing Qing" that Yan Qing previously thought about is now voluntarily spoken, with indescribable sadness and sense of belonging.
It turns out that this name really belongs to a special person.
Even if the memory is gone, the subconscious is defending him, remembering that he is unique, knowing that he has no sense of security, and has a strong desire for exclusivity, so he maintains his nickname and does not allow others to shout.
Huo Yun's deep black eyelashes were moistened, and his smile gradually widened.
Like a boy, he smiled openly and openly at his beloved girl, held her face and kissed it twice, his eyes bright: "My Qingqing admitted me."
It seemed that with her sentence, all the suffering he had suffered could be easily erased, as if it had never happened.
Huo Yun leaned over and hugged her: "I am not alone, I have a real home."
When the old house is gone, she is not considered a home. The villa is so large that she does not go back and is not considered a home, but as long as she is there, even if it is just the space of a car, it is also his dream home.
Yan Qing listened to him saying that the corners of her mouth were trembling, so sad that she could not speak.
Her two identities are gradually merging. In the past, many contradictions in resisting belief and association have become more and more rationalized in her active acceptance.
There has never been any brain filling and imitation, and she has never been possessed by Yun Qing. The feelings for him from time to time come from herself. She forgot, but her body and instinct remembered for her.
The DNA given by Huo Yunshen proved to be true. Every time she was said to be Yun Qing, it was all true.
And she ...
She scolded him, fell on his cherished glass ball, avoided him like the plague, and used many unpleasant words on him.
In order to let him give up, she also deliberately made troubles, told him the most hurtful words, tossed him in the cold winter, claiming that he would like other people in the future, he was very sick, and wanted her comfort, but could hug all She needs to tell him personally that she needs to pretend to be good to him.
She threw his heart in the mud and trampled it over and over again. He was bruised and stubbornly staying by his side, but when she gave a trace of tenderness, he felt happy.
Even at this moment, she believed that she was Yun Qing, but she couldn't find her memory and could not empathize with Yun Qing.
Yun Qing loves him and she loves it too, but differently, he wants a complete one, but she can't remember it and can't give him the feedback he deserves.
She owes too much.
Yan Qing's endurance is collapsing, and she just wants to find a place where no one can cry.
She endured as much as possible, unwilling to give Huo Yun any more of the negative state, he finally became a little happy, and could no longer be affected by her sorrow.
"I ..." Yan Qing said with a nasal voice, "I have to go to the end of the list, Sister An Lan told me at the airport, today is the penultimate period, I can not be absent."
Huo Yunshen nodded: "Well, I'll go with you. If you don't want me to show up, I'll wait outside."
Yan Qing could not hold back, and touched his back: "Your fever has just retreated, your body is not yet complete, and there is so much work to be busy, don't spend all your energy on me, I will go back immediately after I finish. "
She urgently needs some time to vent her emotions, and she has to learn how to get along with him in the future.
The identity has changed, too many things have to change.
Huo Yun fell silent, his eyes drooping, and promised: "Okay."
He understood that Qing Qing was too shocked and didn't want to face him for the time being.
He can't force it.
Yan Qing arrived at the show in the afternoon. When she got off the train, Huo Yunshen held her hand and restrainedly said, "Go home early, I will come and pick you up."
She was on the verge of a crash and her throat was so dumb because she had been holding back tears. She could n’t say too much. She only focused on her head and got off the bus and ran into the building. Many people greeted her on the road. In response, An Lan bumped into her and called her to start recording an hour later, and she did not say anything.
She has an hour.
Yan Qing rushed back to the dormitory in one breath, locked the door, turned the 16-year-old photo of Yun Qing out, hugged him in his arms, wrapped himself in the quilt, arched to the corner of the bed, and cried out.
Weeping deeply for Huo Yun, but also for myself.
I have to watch my watch while crying, I am afraid that my eyes will not swell for too long.
Later, she was crying tired, lying on the bed with her hands on her back. She lifted the picture with tearful eyes, looked at it for a long time, and kissed it fiercely.
She said that the goddess Yun Qing is so beautiful and so cute! At first sight, she wished she could not hold it up, but in fact it was her!
Everyone shouted that Huo Yunshen was fierce and perverted, and she preferred to not.
Why is her vision so great! The fancy woman is herself, the fancy man is her destined husband.
The radio in the dormitory suddenly sounded: "Emergency notice, please prepare for the players, and gather in ten minutes."
ten minutes!
Yan Qing didn't know what was happening, so she quickly got up and rushed to make up for herself with ice and makeup.
She opened the dormitory door and ran into a small curly hair head-on, looking panicked.
"What's wrong? Did something happen?"
Little Curly Mao grabbed her and whispered: "It seems that the fifth-ranked man broke out in love. She has a very high popularity, her debut position is stable, and there are many fans. The result is that it is estimated to be over. "
Yan Qing frowned: "What will happen?"
"Fans and netizens who eat melons are extremely strict with idols, and dating is taboo, because everyone sells girls, and they want to satisfy fantasy, clean themselves, and falling in love is equivalent to idol disqualification, especially-she has not yet become true The idol, this time, is expected to be forced to quit. "
Sure enough, at the meeting place, the top of the program team and five mentors including Zurich were present. The fifth-ranked player cried out of gait, and the other girls looked ugly.
The seniors were angry, and when they saw everyone, Zhangkou cursed at the fifth place: "What do you do not understand ?! Since you want to debut, want to be red, want to earn this money, dare to talk about love and participate in the show ?!" The key to the end of the show is when you make such a comeback, who will be responsible for the negative impact! Do n’t hurt everyone if you do n’t behave yourself!

No one said anything, only the person's sobbing: "I, I didn't expect him to pit me so much for red ..."
Yan Qing pursed her lips and her heart sank slightly.
Inexplicably feeling a little discomfort, she raised her head and looked at the complicated sight that Zuli had seen.
Yan Qing started to annoy him last time. After confirming that she was Yun Qing, she was even more annoyed. She turned away and did not want to give him a look.
The senior executives shouted angrily: "Unexpected ?! You do n’t know what is the basic idol? Why did the fans vote for you? Should n’t you think of your strength? A group of little girl films, what strength are you! There are a few people who really sing and dance, but the selling points are not all faces and people! "
"In love, when talking about the show, don't you wait for being publicly sentenced! At this stage, you are in love, and apologize early to quit, and don't think about your debut in the future, you have to suffer when you are called by everyone!"
"The rest of the people also weighed themselves. Whoever is still in love, or have the ability to not be exposed, really exposed, netizens are treated equally, and will not miss any one, it will be finished!"
Su Li's gaze followed, and the more Yan Qing avoided it, the more he stared.
When the senior executive left angrily and took the fifth place to deal with the subsequent apology statement and retirement, the scene was only slightly rejuvenated. Some people were quietly aiming at Yan Qing, but they did not dare to be blatant.
Due to sudden bad events, the recording of the program was forced to be postponed, the players were all gathered together and waited, Yan Qing came out without a mobile phone, and could not tell Huo Yunshen that she was taking longer than expected.
In the dignified atmosphere, the instructors arranged the players to divide into several practice rooms to train first. First of all, she read the name of Yan Qing. She cooperated to go out to the corridor, but was pulled out by Zuri who was waiting for it.
Yan Qing shook his hand: "Mr. Su, is there something wrong?"
Su Li whispered: "You should also be careful. Netizens will not tolerate you because of Huo. If the relationship is exposed, as his identity, there will only be more malicious speculations about you online."
The lover climbed the bed and thought about what was on the top. There was no unspeakable evil.
Yan Qing officially smiled: "Thank you for reminding you, you are worried."
Su Li stared at her face: "You look so similar to her, she has a lot of bad personality, she used to be very soft, if I persuade her to be kind, she will listen. Huo Yunshen's temperament is human, paranoid and authoritarian. , He refuses to give you freedom, you mix in this circle, want to be an idol, he will only bring you more and more trouble. "
Yan Qing said, "If you told me that yesterday, I might still be more convergent, but today, I can tell you clearly."
"No matter how soft Yun Qing was before, she also has her own right and wrong views. You devalue Huo Yunshen in front of her. She likes you the same, do you believe it or not," she grunted, "Come on, Teacher Su, don't think about it Yun Qing, your brain makes up, no matter what she was in the past, or me now, can only be regarded as Huo Yunshen, will not like you, and do not need you to worry. "
She took a step back: "You are a mentor and I am a player. Once the show is over, it's irrelevant. How good."
When Yan Qing finished, he went to his practice room.
The program of the day was delayed quite seriously, and a large part of the daily routine was supplemented in the middle. Everyone was in a bad mood and was forced to open business. It was already five o'clock in the morning when all the positive films and tidbits had ended.
But it doesn't count as an end, you have to go directly to the location.
Because of the bad influence of love exposure, online debate and scolding have continued. The program team has been implicated, and more materials must be released urgently, and even a new feature film should be launched in advance to create new topics as soon as possible to correct public opinion.
Yan Qing died in a hurry and could not find a chance to return to the dormitory.
She is the most important player, and the program team will naturally try to drain her. The most important task is her. Even if others can take a short break, she is arranged to be extremely compact.
An Lan was afraid of her tiredness and came to comfort: "Persevere and persevere, this afternoon will be done."
Yan Qing said uncomfortably: "I want to use my mobile phone."
An Lan took out her own generously: "Do you surf the Internet? Rest assured, your fans are rising fast, and many of the fans who have gone off-powder have come to follow you, saying that it's better to like fairies than to love coffee."
Yan Qing shook his head.
She wants to call, but the dangers of using others are too great, bear it.
Huo Yunshen should know that she is forced to work overtime, and she won't be thinking about it.
Yan Qing tried her best to catch up with the progress. She only fell asleep on the chair halfway through, and the single part was completed a lot in advance. But it was already the next evening, and then returned to the program group from the location. It was dark.
She sprinted back to the dormitory 100 meters to get her mobile phone, and did not bombard her expected phone call and information. Huo Yunshen was very decent. She only made two calls at night, and WeChat asked only five.
"Qingqing, do you go home at night?"
"I didn't go downstairs to wait for you, don't be burdened, just ask."
"Is it too tired to shoot, already asleep."
"If you wake up at night, give me one."
"Qing Qing."
Why doesn't it seem right?
Yan Qing couldn't wait to call him and rang a lot, and finally Jing Min took it: "Mrs. Shen Brother is drunk."
"……drunk?!"
"Today an important contract of the group was settled. At night there was a reception that had to attend. Shen Brother drank a little more. There was nothing on the spot. It was normal to get on the car in advance. I thought it was fine. As a result, he was very uncomfortable in the car. Yes, I just sent him home, his condition ... "
While listening to him, Yan Qing quickly armed himself: "How is he doing! I will go back now!"
Min Jing crouched next to Huo Yunshen, covering his head a little annoyingly: "The situation is hard to say, but he will get drunk, the root cause is you."
"There was something wrong with the program group yesterday. I was afraid that the influence would be too bad. Brother Shen will pursue it. As a result, I cleverly didn't say anything. I arranged for you to work overtime for another day. When I went to ask, I still painted Taiping and said that you had finished work and rested early. "
"It wasn't until they urgently cut the new part and put it on the Internet that they came to apologize and admit that you are still turning around. Isn't that what you want to die? Unfortunately, now Brother Shen is drunk and can't hear those explanations anymore."
God knows, Brother Shen cares whether you influence or not, he only cares what Yan Qing is doing.
Yan Qing couldn't wait for anyone to pick it up, and asked An Lan to find a car to take her to the vicinity of the villa area. She didn't dare to expose it too carefully. She ran the rest of the way herself.
The road was quiet, and the wind scraped across the ear.
Her heart tugged and kept speeding up.
Somehow I recalled the words of Zurich yesterday, and he described Huo Yunshen's words badly, but in fact, he really disregarded the influence on her, and it was Suli himself who had previously made ambiguous topics.
Huo Yunshen ...
Love her every character and change, always respect her wishes, silently protect her, bless her.
He was eager to monopolize in his bones, but because she refused, he endured, and everything should be her first, and she had to be cautious every time she appeared, not letting her fall into any predicament.
Until yesterday ...
She got out in a hurry and left. He seemed to agree, but he should be very upset.
Turning her head for one day, she couldn't get in touch. Did she think she was tangling something and deliberately ignore him?
Yan Qing thought about his emotions for a moment, and the content contained in those WeChats felt a pain in his heart.
She's stupid, what can she adjust, what can't you say to him! What he wants is for her, whether she is happy or sad, and share with him, he will be really happy.
Guan Yunqing loved her in the past. Since she can't remember it for the time being, she loves him in a new way.
As long as it is love.
Yan Qing rushed to her door, took a few breaths, calmed down slightly, and rushed into the living room immediately.
Unexpectedly, Min Jing saw Min Jing for the first time. Min Jing also held a pillow sadly, staring at the back of the sofa as an enemy.
Waiting for Yan Qing to ask questions, another pillow flew out from behind the sofa, hit Min Jing's face accurately: "I let you go out!"
The dumb voice was polished like sandstone.
It's him……
Yan Qing shuddered and ran over in anxiety. Min Jing saw her when she arrived, relieved, and whispered: "I'll withdraw first, it's nearby, if you really can't get it, call me again."
He disappeared quickly and dropped all the curtains before leaving, the door closed tightly.
Yan Qing froze around the sofa.
Huo Yunshen was originally wearing a formal dress, but now his suit is off and thrown aside, his tie is loose, the lead gray shirt is open with a few buttons, and his chest is rapidly undulating.
Yan Qing's breath was shaking: "Deep."
Huo Yun was shocked and looked up sharply. His white complexion was slightly red, and mottled congestion accumulated in his eyes. As soon as she saw her, there was light in the empty pupil. Hold firmly.
"I didn't go to the program group to find you. I know you don't like me. I have been waiting. I am very obedient this time."
His voice was so inaudible that he struggled to bite.
"Why are you obedient, you still ignore me."
Yan Qing's five internal organs and six internal organs were pumped together and hugged him eagerly. He was drunk and stubborn. He refused to hug her leg, and her voice became more and more broken.
"Qingqing, did you blame me? I blamed me for not protecting you, losing you for so long, and suffering so many sins ..."
"Still angry with me, complaining that I lied to you to get married. Before, you really promised to marry me ..."
"You said divorce that day."
"Divorce ..." His hands were trembling, and his tone was suddenly harsh, "I don't allow it, I live a day, don't even think about it!"
He was unconscious, the topic was jumping back and forth, and he wanted to talk to her whenever he thought about it. He trembles in tone, showing the toughness of bare support, desperately hiding panic, afraid of being recovered, and abandoned.
"Don't neglect me, if you're not happy, just lose your temper with me, don't leave ... don't leave me."
Yan Qing's throat seemed to be pinched fiercely, stinging and unbearable.
He opened his broken heart bit by bit to show her, unloaded everything, and begged humblely.
Yan Qing moved, and she wanted to prove with action that she wanted to pounce into his arms.
But she tried to earn a bit. Huo Yunshen's expression suddenly changed. He got up together, but didn't stand still. He grabbed her floating skirt corner. He was out of control or homeopathic, and knelt before her.
Yan Qing froze and went to help him.
His scarlet eyes stared at her with fierce eyes, but his words were extremely low: "Qingqing, please, don't leave me anymore."
Yan Qing cried all at once. He could n’t bear it anymore. He broke free with his hand and knelt on the floor, squeezing his arms tightly, and tightly holding his waist. I will not ignore you, I am— "
Huo Yunshen could not hear anything else, but firmly carved "do not leave" into his consciousness.
He was so drunk that he buried his head in her neck and let out a sobbing voice that he would never have.
For only a few seconds, he lifted up in a panic again, dragging her to stand high, trapping her with one hand, and hurriedly groping on the coffee table with the other hand, bumping the display upside down.
"What are you looking for," Yan Qing asked distressedly, "Don't worry, I'll find it for you."
"Anxious ... I am anxious ..."
Huo Yun deeply turned over himself and finally turned out the paper and pen at the lower level. He took Yan Qing back on the floor, embraced her from behind, grasped her hand, and stuffed the pen into it.
"Qingqing, write to me and write a note."
Tears of tears: "What letter."
Huo Yunshen landed on the paper with her hand, and took her to write: "Qing Qing promised that he will not leave for a lifetime, Huo Yunshen."
Yan Qing shed tears while writing, blurring the words.
"No, I can't see clearly, I can't see Qingqing and I don't recognize it," he breathed hot, and changed another one. "Write it again, OK."
He bit her, and his voice was ruthless and pitiful, and he begged pleadingly: "Write again."
Yan Qing's strokes are very heavy, and he writes more than he asked: "Qing Qing promises not to leave Huo Yunshen all his life, loves him to hurt him, and will be his wife all his life."
She didn't think it was enough. She put her lips on again at the check-out and left a red mark.
Huo Yunshen carefully held the paper.
Yan Qing turned to touch his face.
He took the paper closer and kissed it gently on the lip print.
"what are you doing."
Huo Yun shined in the dark pupils, solemnly said: "Dear wife."
Yan Qing's heart was so soft that he wrapped his neck and kissed him firmly: "Deeply, my wife is here."