Chapter 75: do you still love me?

Zhao Xia Nuan's sudden move completely exceeded Wu Yan's expectations. He was taken aback for a moment, and then pushed her away, with a little anger in his voice:
"How can you be like this? At the beginning, I was living a good life alone, and I never thought of you at all. You suddenly broke into my life, not only writing love letters to me, but also following me home from get off work every day.
I have said that you are too young to understand feelings, and you just don't believe it. Now that you are grown up, mature and sensible, you choose to give up on me in order to protect your family. OK, that's okay, I will let you go! But what are you doing now?
Come as you want, leave as you want, coax me a few words when you are happy, let go immediately when you are upset, and walk in and out of my life at will.
Zhao Xia Nuan, what do you think of me as Wu Yan? A machine without emotion, or an old toy that can be thrown away at will? "
I still remember the first time I saw her, she was a student in his tutoring class.
She is very beautiful, the kind of rare beauty, so he has an impression of her.
However, it was just a thought in my mind that this student is beautiful, nothing more.
When I received her confession letter, my heart was not without waves. Thinking about it, he has a good impression of her too! Otherwise, when I opened the textbook and saw the signature on the letter, I wouldn't be mixed up with that secret joy in my shock.
The words are full of affectionate verses, he, a science student, only read it once and remembered it. However, for her future, he can't let her temper. She is young and ignorant, but he is an adult, and he must keep his distance from her.
When she handed him the umbrella and turned and ran into the rain, a trace of distress flashed clearly in his heart, and he couldn't help calling her to go with him, but she didn't hear it because she ran too fast.
I accidentally heard a student say that Zhao Xia Nuan was ill, so he bought fruit to see her.
When she took the initiative to kiss him that time, he almost couldn't help hugging her. But when they thought that there were many obstacles besides their age, they desperately restrained their feelings.
As a result, they had a graduation date.
When she appeared in front of him with the admission notice from the university, Wu Yan knew that he had no excuses or reasons to push her away. The emotion in his eyes for her can no longer be hidden.
It's not that no girls have confessed to him, but he politely refused.
Wu Yan doesn't want to fall in love too early. He hopes to accumulate work experience and open his own counseling school in the future. When you have a career and the ability to bring others a happy life, consider falling in love and getting married.
However, the appearance of this persistent girl completely disrupted his plan. Although they knew that they did not fit well in the family and there was a gap in age, the teacher-student relationship might cause criticism, but she still accepted her feelings.
In order to stay with her for a long time, he gave up his ideals and ran to do business, hoping to achieve something in his career and be recognized by the Zhao family.
It is a pity that after so much effort, the two of them still failed to reach the end.
Seeing her so capricious at the moment, he was really annoyed.
Zhao Xia Nuan was pushed away by him, her face turned pink instantly. After the farewell, she mustered up great courage to make an initiative to kiss him.
She groaned, leaned her body against the wall, and said every word:
"Wu Yan, although I must marry someone I don't love for the sake of my family. However, I want to dedicate the first time to someone I like so that I won't leave regrets.
I have always been in fear, avoiding an intimate relationship with the marriage partner. Now it seems that I do this is unnecessary! If you don't want it, let me regret it for life! "
After all, she opened the door and was ready to go out. After two steps, he was dragged back.
Wu Yan angrily pulled her into the private room, locked the door, and said breathlessly:
"Who said I don't want it anymore!"
She laid her down on the soft carpet, raised her hand to caress her cheek, and gently kissed her sweet lips. Zhao Xia Nuan wrapped her arms around his neck and responded to his kiss.
While Wu Yan kissed her carefully, he couldn't help thinking:
Xiao Nuan today seems to be different from usual, being very active and enthusiastic towards him. Although in front of him, she occasionally acted like a baby, but in this regard she was still very reserved. Not only did I actively kiss him today, but...
As if dissatisfied that he was distracted at this moment, Zhao Xia Nuan took a bite on his lips.
Wu Yan's lips hurt and numb after being bitten by her, so she stopped thinking about it and hugged the girl in her arms with one hand.
Like opening a fragile gift, he slowly took off her clothes. Knowing that his arm was injured and the inconvenience of one hand, Zhao Xia Nuan thoughtfully cooperated with his movements and raised his hand to let him take off his sweater smoothly. Immediately, he helped him unbutton the trench coat.
When the two were frankly facing each other, looking at her white and flawless skin, his reason was instantly swallowed by desire.
However, he was still a gentle man in his bones. Because she was afraid of scaring her, she always kept her movements gentle and gradual. A little bit of a kiss spread from the tip of the nose to the chin, and her warm lips covered every inch of her skin.
Wu Yan knew that a woman would be very painful for the first time, so the action could not be lighter. At the moment when she bit her lower lip with terrible pain, he couldn't wait to hurt her, and stopped immediately.
After seeing her brows stretched slightly, she dared to continue.
"If it hurts, tell me right away!"
After that, he led Zhao Xia Nuan to the high clouds, exploring the mysterious and beautiful world.
Although Zhao Xia Nuan's heart trembles with pain, lying in the arms of her beloved, her heart is extremely happy, and her tight body gradually relaxes.
She became Wu Yan's woman and finally had no regrets. The corners of her lips raised a smile, and she closed her eyes contentedly.
After the passion, Wu Yan lay on his back on the carpet, staring at the ceiling blankly.
Zhao Xia Nuan lay on his chest, carefully avoiding his injured arm.
Her heart was beating very fast at the moment. Although the courage was so great that she was caught off guard, she had no regrets at all.
As if aware of his silence, her cheek rubbed against his chest twice:
"Ayan, why don't you speak?"
"Sorry."
Upon hearing this, she immediately sat up from him, her beautiful eyes widened:
"Why do you have to apologize? Do you regret it?"
"Don't worry! I really regret it, but it's not what you mean."
Wu Yan sighed and said with great self-blame:
"We have been dating for so long, but we haven't done this step because I am worried that if we cannot be together in the future, there will be a gap between you and your future husband because of this incident.
I can't be responsible to you, how can I be so to you? When we were dating in the past, I didn’t do this to you. Now that you are separated, you have decided to marry someone else, but...
Alas, I'm all to blame, I killed you! "
In the future, after she marries to Mu's family, will that person despise her for it?
Damn it, he didn't hold back at such a critical moment, it really shouldn't be!
"Silly Ayan, it's not your fault, it's my voluntary!
Now, you answer me a question, do you still love me? "
Facing such Wu Yan, Zhao Xia Nuan was both distressed and happy.
"Does it make sense to say this now?"
What about love or not, she will marry someone else.
"Just say love or not!"
Asking this kind of question, she couldn't help blushing, buried her face in his chest and dared not look up at him.