: Forever (2)

Putting the water away, Ling Lian took the people out silently and closed the door.
Yun Qianyue threw Juanpa, took Rong Jing to the screen, lifted the screen, pushed him inside, and said with command: "Hurry in and soak, you are inside and out All the cold will come out and come out again."
"You accompany me." Rong Jing stood still and looked at Yun Qianyue.
"No!" Yun Qianyue shook her head.
"Then I won't wash it." Rong Jing held Yun Qianyue not to let go, his tone was stubborn.
"Rong Jing, you are not a child!" Yun Qianyue pushed him again with the hand that was not held by him. "Go! I'm already warm all over, and I'll be hotter with you!"
Rong Jing seemed to think about it for a moment, glanced at Yun Qiangyue's slightly reddish complexion, and finally let go, nodded, and walked into the screen. The voice came after two steps, and said to her warmly: "Then you go to bed and lie down! The ground is cold and you are not wearing shoes."
"Got it!" Yun Qiangyue turned and walked to the bed.
There was a subtle sound of ripping off the robe behind the screen, and then there was a slow and slow movement. After a while, a subtle sound of water was heard. Apparently the man was soaked in the water.
Yun Qianyue was lying on the bed, but her eyes involuntarily looked behind the screen. Suddenly felt that she can really be with Rong Jingtian for a long time. It will really be the kind of Shangqiangbi falling Huangquan, life and death. In the past twenty years or so, she and Xiaoqi had nothing to say, nothing to talk about, their affection was vague, and their heart and lungs were as good as a person. But it seems that I never thought about the word forever. But Rong Jing is different, no matter what happened, small things, big things, when there are too many troubles, she can't count them, and she can't remember them so many times, but there will always be a person going forward step. It’s not her, it’s him. Every time he was cruel, he was cruel, but walked back. Although the two are stronger, they are not stronger than the other. Whatever face is in front of them is empty talk, but it can't be touched by the heart.
Thinking this way, my heart warmed up, very warm and very warm.
"Yun Qianyue, what are you thinking?" Rong Jing suddenly asked.
"Miss you!" Yun Qianyue answered without thinking.
The corner of Rongjing's mouth was slightly hooked after the screen. The look was a little drunk and pleasant in the water vapor and mist. The voice could not help but softly, "What do you think of me?"
"Just miss you! What else can you think of?" Yun Qianyue stared at the hazy figure behind the screen. Thinking of Rong Jing's good speech, after a lot of tossing, she might be more popular! It is mainly because of this man that she has to be popular.
"Even if I think I should have something special to think about!" Rong Jing laughed at Yun Qiangyue's tone.
"There's no place to think about it in particular!" Yun Qianyue withdrew her eyes and closed her eyes.
Rong Jing seemed to laugh and stopped talking.
The heavy rain outside was still falling, the sky was dim, and the crackling raindrops formed a line, it seemed to wash the dust of all things in the world, as well as the old dirt in the bottom of the net. Suddenly I didn't want to think of anything in my mind. Listening to the rain quietly, I felt very quiet.
I don't know how long it has passed, and after the screen, there was a voice again, "Yun Qianyue, give me a dress!"
Yun Qiangyue recovered, remembering that Rong Jing’s clothes were soaked and she couldn’t wear them. She remembered that he lived here last time and she seemed to have put a few clothes on her, so she pushed the quilt out of bed and walked to When the closet opened, she saw that there were several Rongjing's clothes stacked inside. She took out a soft brocade and threw it into the screen behind her.
"I thought you would send me in!" Rong Jing took the soft robe and mumbled.
Yun Qianyue was about to answer the call, and heard the voice of Ling Lian outside, "Miss, give Jing Shizi the medicine!"
Yun Qianyue stepped up to the door, opened the door, and reached for it, "Give me!"
Ling Lian handed the medicine bowl to Yun Qianyue. Yun Qianyue took the medicine bowl, closed the door, walked back to the house, put it on the table, walked up to the bed again, walked to the bed and lay down, I saw Rong Jing from behind the screen When he walked out, he apparently had dried his hair with internal force, and he was soft and gentle, gentle and gentle. She stared at him, her heart suddenly jumped twice, and said to her: "Drink medicine!"
Yung nodded, walked to the table, picked up the medicine bowl, and drank it very well. Drink it and walk towards the bed. He came to the bed a few steps, lifted Yun Qianyue's quilt, and slowly went to bed. Because he had just taken a bath, his body was warm, and because he drank the medicine, he carried a faint fragrance.
Yun Qianyue moved inwards, and when he lay down, he naturally buried himself in his arms, and his heart trembling slightly, suddenly felt really missed, this kind of miss became more and more uncontrollable, even if he was by his side , Also miss the bone.
Rong Jing reached out and hugged Yun Qianyue to snuggle into his body, and sighed with satisfaction. "Yun Qianyue, if it weren't for your fever today, I must have bullied and bullied you. Who asked you to torture me like that. "
Yun Qianyue's face was red, and she whispered: "You can bully now."
Rong Jing's arms around her waist tightened, as if her body tightened because of her words, and then relaxed again, shook her head and sighed: "Forget it, come to Japan for a long time. Afterwards, I will bully you slowly. You have been bullied for eight thousand years."
Yun Qianyue thumped him with his hand and blushed: "I didn't even know you would say love."
"I didn't know it before. I probably met all the love words you haven't said in my life." Rong Jing chuckled.
Yun Qianyue squeezed into his arms, wrapped his breath around him, and said softly: "Rong Jing, shall we not fight, okay?"
Rong Jing thought, and looked down at the person in his arms.
"For so many years, Xiaoqi has always lived in my memory. Maybe I don't want to forget him, but I don't want to forget, from the bottom of my heart. We can say that we have lived together since birth and never left. So many years, it is not overnight. We are not lovers, not couples, we have never made a vow, and have never said anything about love. Our feelings are between loved ones, friends, lovers, lovers, partners, partners. I I even thought that he must be an indispensable person in my life. But it is not." Yun Qianyue's voice was low, but it was very clear, "After that incident, I still have the responsibility and responsibility and the belief that the country has given me. He pushed it out. Only because he was the most suitable person. Later he didn’t come back, and I watched him disappear with my own eyes. Afterwards, I realized that one person can live a life, not two people, nor You can’t have a small seventh."
Rong Jing still looked at her silently.
"Once I made that decision, how many people were shocked, but I still decided that way. I might have thought that he would die with him if he didn't come back. Maybe later when I jumped off the skyscraper with a time bomb Relaxation is the real relief. At that moment, I found that I was not guilty about him, but I could not tell what kind of feelings, that kind of feelings were too complicated, and even now I think it is too complicated, so I can’t guess. Maybe I have already It has been expected that it will be the end. Our identity is always clear to me. My life is not my own. I am always ready to dedicate it to the country when it is most needed. If you change him to my position, I think he will also be about It will do that. Therefore, the two of us never thought of being together, even if we are together every day, but the relationship only ends here. That kind of dark and hazy affection can only be born in the bud, longer than the bud, only Yu Bud, no matter how long, will be in the bud, will not bloom and bear fruit." Yun Qianyue said again.
Rongjing's lips flicked slightly.
"But it is undeniable that although I want to forget, I never want to forget it in my heart, so I always remember, just want to remember. I forget, I am sorry for myself and him." Yun Qianyue glanced at Rong Jing and saw his lips Qin Qiqi didn't interrupt her, she continued in a low voice: "Maybe I will never forget this life and life. But I know clearly that the past will pass, even if Xiao Qi is really alive like me, Also live in this world, maybe one day we will meet, but how about that? We can only meet, maybe relatives, friends, or... no matter what, it is impossible for us to be in this relationship. Than Like deeper, deeper than deep love, and deeper than hard-working."
Rong Jing's fingers shrank suddenly, and his breath changed slightly.
"To this life, you have walked with me. We secretly hid me and hid for ten years. I still did not escape your palm, nor my own heart. I was destined to be a lifetime, In another ten years, twenty years, the result is about the same." Yun Qianyue's voice was low, but very calm. "I have lived in this world for fifteen years now. You can have no faith, you can no longer sacrifice yourself for the conviction of righteousness, you can use my preferences to decide the fate of a person at will, but you can also become soft, or you can instantly kill others and become selfish. The most important thing is , Even if I have a good heart, it is also conditional. I will no longer pay unconditionally for any righteous beliefs. I once told you affirmatively that I will not make you a necessity for me, and never will. That is not to comfort you , But that's what I thought in my heart. Really not."
Rong Jing still didn't speak, and the slightly changing breath was slightly stable.
"You are Rongjing, Rongjing. I dare kiss five-year-old me when I'm eight years old. I haven't dared to get close to me after ten years of cold poison, but I can see your wandering figure everywhere I go. I can feel me These ten years have lived under your watch. You have spread a large net, and my heart caught in the net makes me unable to help you, and disturbs me. You are still standing outside the net Looking at me struggling quietly. I started the Phoenix Tribulation in desperation, just to give you a chance to exhaust my 15 years of memory. Do you know that you have someone in your heart who wants to be completely grasped? For a lifetime, I don’t even feel enough. I want to have a lifetime. If I have a lifetime, I still want to hold you." Yun Qianyue looked up to meet Rongjing's eyes. "I thought my soul might never be I fall in love with someone again, but there is a you. You said, what poison did you poison me?"