: Like many years (2)
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The Anarchic Consort of the Prince
- Xi Zi Qing
- 1967 characters
- 2021-03-03 12:01:00
This time of silence is longer than the previous two times. The whole person was quiet. If the wind did not come out occasionally, he might not even move his hair.
Yun Qingyue was sleepy when he waited, and closed his eyes, thinking about torture, which turned out to be a master.
"It turns out there is no relationship at all! It is probably that the filial prince's government owed him debts in the previous life, or that he owed the filial prince's government debts. He has lived in this life for 20 years and has paid it back. Now pay off! Shao Zhuo suddenly made a noise when Yun Qiangyue was about to fall asleep.
Yun Qianyue was so sleepy that she didn't answer.
"Since you are sleepy, go back to the room and sleep! Now in late autumn, the air is too heavy, and I hurt my body carefully. I'm gone." Leng Shaozhuo stood up and looked at Yun Qiangyue.
Yun Qianyue closed her eyes and didn't open, and waved to Leng Shaozhuo.
Leng Shaozhuo saw that she had listened, and turned and walked out.
Yun Qianyue listened to his footsteps and walked away step by step, not much lighter than when he first came, and his steps were still a bit gloomy and heavy. It seemed that he had lost something important, and it was like stepping on cotton, one foot Step on the mud. She opened her eyes and called him, "Leng Shaozhuo!"
Leng Shaozhuo stopped and turned back.
Yun Qingyue sat up straight and looked at him: "Leng Shaozhuo, when you were bad, I just wanted to push you back into your mother's stomach, but I didn't look down on you. Do you know why?"
Leng Shaozhuo was stunned, looking at Yun Qianyue, not understanding how she said this suddenly.
"Because at that time, you lived arbitrarily. Although there was no evil, it was built on the suffering of others, but at least you live happily. You seek something new every day, which is better than all the children in Beijing. It is also a kind of play Skills. In this capital, if you say that you are second, you don’t dare to be the first. At that time, you didn’t have ideals, no revenge, everything was playing, and playing with concentration, no one could compare.
Yun Qianyue Looking at him and seeing him stunned, she said seriously: "But what about you now? Do you have ideals and goals? Do you know what you are doing every day? What do you think is the most meaningful to you? ?Do you know what you should do tomorrow after today? Or even what you should do today, don’t you know?"
Leng Shaozhuo's face was white, and his eyes showed confusion, just like a child who strayed into the lost place, chaotic.
"Do you think you are happier today than you were before?" Yun Qianyue raised her eyebrows.
Leng Shaozhuo shook his head, "Unhappy!"
"Why not happy?" Yun Qianyue looked at him.
Leng Shaozhuo opened his mouth and wanted to say something, but he didn't seem to know how to say it, and was too confused to answer.
"Can't you say it? You don't know what you are unhappy about?" Yun Qingyue stood up and walked to Leng Shaozhuo, looking at him, how he looked like Xi Yanyue left more than twenty days ago. Although they are not brothers, they have been entangled with each other for so many years from the filial prince Wangfu to Wangchunlou, have they shared some common atmosphere with each other?
Leng Shaozhuo nodded noddingly.
"Sometimes, it is not someone else who traps a person, not the trivial things that are entangled and unclear, but the heart. The width of the heart is wide, and the heart is narrow, it is difficult to move." Yun Qianyue put his hand on Leng Shaozhuo. It seems that the power on his shoulders is passed on to him, "How many people are carved into a mold in Shengjing City today, and you really don’t need more than one of you."
Leng Shaozhuo looked at Yun Qingyue staring blankly, seeming to be ignorant.
"No matter how the people and things around you happen or change, you must always remember to be yourself." Yun Qianyue looked at him and smiled: "Our identity and surrounding environment have made us so depressed, if We suppress ourselves again, what's the taste of being alive? You are Leng Shaozhuo, the things you did in the past can only be your mirror, so you remember not to do the wrong thing again, not become you The taint of a person. For a lifetime, in this life, who could not do something wrong and stupid? Who can say that everything is done right? Even Rong Jing, how many people in the world think he is perfect Is that really the case? His shortcomings are just buried by the advantages."
Leng Shaozhuo was silent.
"So, whether he is Jiao Jiao, or the three sons of the filial princess, your brother, or Xiyan Yue, the crown prince of Xiyan, what are the unsolvable puzzles? He is just him, just like It’s a person’s past, present, and future. It’s just a person. The former Leng Shaozhuo was Leng Shaozhuo, and today’s Leng Shaozhuo is still Leng Shaozhuo. You can’t get entangled in past mistakes every day, and get stuck You can’t help yourself. You are suffering from the past every day.
Yun Qianyue persuaded slowly.
Leng Shaozhuo's chaotic eyes cracked a crack, and there seemed to be something breaking through the clouds.
"Some people can't see through and are entangled with the past, some people can see through, the same is entangled in the past, but whether it's through or not, it's just the past. Why bother with it? Or think the other way round Think, do you really need to see everything so clearly? How much less fun will there be? Everything in the world has always had two sides, with advantages and disadvantages. It depends on how you look!" Yun Qianyue clearly sees Leng Shaozhuo The light shattered in his eyes continued with a smile: "You are Leng Shaozhuo only, the little prince of the filial princess is only an identity of your origin. What is the identity? It is nothing more than an embellishment. It is without it, you are all You. Just like I am Yun Qingyue, Miss Yun Wangfu, this identity is also an embellishment for me. One day, Yun Wangfu is no longer there, or I am married, my identity has changed, then you can say that I am not Yun Qianyue? So, for Jiao Jiao, San Gongzi, or Xiyan Yue today, it’s all just one person. What can’t you think about, don’t think about it? It’s not such a thing. To put it plainly, God Big things are not called things as long as your heart is wide. Your head has only a big scar on the bowl. Your thoughts determine your behavior. How wide your eyes are and how far you will go. Do you understand?"
Leng Shaozhuo nodded, the light spreading a little in his eyes, "Understood!"
Yun Qianyue was relieved and smiled: "You just understand! Leng Shaozhuo, I have never been so patient and enlightened to anyone. Even if I had a ten-year-old night with me, I haven't. Don’t waste my bitterness.
Leng Shaozhuo nodded heavily, seeing Yun Qianyue's tone easily referring to Ye Tianyi, and he asked tentatively, "Why didn't you enlighten him then? If so, if he could figure it out, it wouldn't be you now..."
"We are not tolerant now, are we?" Yun Qianyue smiled faintly. "He is different from you."
Leng Shaozhuo looked at Yun Qingyue. Although she smiled, she didn't have a smile. The whole person didn't persuade him to feel like he was idle, but the sentence went to the ground. But there is an indescribable melancholy and desolation, which is a deep helplessness.
"You don't ask me anything, but he asks. I can't give him what he asks for. So, I can only do this." Yun Qianyue put away her emotions and reached out to pat Leng Shaozhuo, "It is estimated that the two people in the palace are still waiting It’s up to you! Go!"
"You know?" Leng Shaozhuo looked at Yun Qingyue in surprise.
Yun Qianyue looked at him with amusement, "You are a dragon sandalwood, come to me in this way again, can I not know?"
Leng Shaozhuo's face turned slightly red, and he never saw the gloomy heavyness and depression again, whispering: "I do have to go to the palace to reinstate the purpose. The purpose of the emperor and the seven princes asking me to go is naturally to lend me some information from you Or the Seventh Prince has already obtained it, but I just want to confirm it with me. I know clearly in my heart, but I can’t help but come to you. If I don’t come to you, I will be unstable about day and night.
"Now it's stable?" Yun Qingyue looked at him with a smile.
Leng Shaozhuo also smiled and nodded, "I know how to do it!"
"I told you a lot of things. Fortunately, I didn't say it in vain. I was thirsty and went into the house to drink some water. Are you going into the house with me to drink water, or are you going now?" Yun Qianyue asked Leng Shaozhuo.
"I'm going to the palace now!" Leng Shaozhuo said.
"Then go quickly!" Yun Qianyue waved to him, and walked up to the house.
Leng Shaozhuo looked at Yun Qingyue, saw him enter the house, and walked outwards. When the steps changed, the weight was different, and there was no lack of stability.
Yun Qingyue returned to the room, just sat at the table, picked up the tea cup, a strange wind in the courtyard was scraped off, and a figure of Jinpao Yudai appeared at the door. She looked up and saw that it was the night light that had not been seen for a few days. dye. From that day at Ye Tianyu's mansion, he shot her and saved her from the royal guard, and they never met again. She raised her eyebrows quietly and didn't speak.
After the night lightly dyed his feet and touched the ground, he leaned lazily on the door frame and looked at Yun Qingyue through the bead curtain. The eyes were faint and the voice was quiet. "Little girl, you can unwind Shao Zhuo, So bitter-spoken and long-spoken, can you also untie me?"
Yun Qianyue took a sip of tea, put down the tea cup, the tea cup touched the table case, and made a "ding" sound. She looked at Ye Qingran and smiled lightly, "Do you still need me to explain?"
"Need!" Ye Qingran looked straight at Yun Qianyue.
"How do I need it? I know Leng Shaozhuo's crux, so I can unblock him, but I don't know your crux, how can I get rid of you?" Yun Qiangyue also looked at him.
The eyes are opposite, the night light dyes the eyes deep and dark, and the cloud light moonlights light in color.
"Little girl, to be honest, can you try to enter my heart to understand me seriously?" Ye Qingran suddenly lowered her head, not looking at Yun Qianyue, but looking at her toes and asked in a low voice.
Yun Qianyue's eyes flashed slightly, and she didn't answer.
"No? You have never tried to enter my heart to understand me seriously, right?" Ye Qingran's voice was much lower.
Yun Qianyue withdrew his gaze from him and looked at the tea cup in front of him. The water in the cup was light blue, just like Rong Jing's cup of tea that day. She picked up the tea cup again, put it in her hand, and gently swayed it. The tea in the cup rippled with her shaking, and a circle of light blue tea circle was swayed, which was extraordinarily beautiful.