Chapter 1195: Door is not right

With Yang Keying's sharp voice, what Zhou Zekai saw was a tearful face, and the eyes that were originally full of smiles were now full of pain, with a hint of expectation, and looked at himself with tears like this, It is inevitable for Zhou Zekai to feel uncomfortable.
"If it was because I lied to you before, would I apologize to you? Don't break up, A Kai, I really don't want to break up with you, I never thought we would break up ..."
Yang Keying reached out and held the man's hand. Yang Keying wanted to see the soft heart in the eyes of the boyfriend in front of him. He also wanted to see the other person's tolerant smile, but now, the other person is indifferent, like treating any girl same.
At first, Yang Keying was envied by everyone because she could be the only one who was tenderly treated by Zhou Zekai alone, but now, once Zhou Zekai has taken back her tenderness, Yang Keying feels like a man now Like a stranger.
No, maybe at the moment when the other party broke up, he was probably even a stranger ...
Thinking of this possibility, Yang Keying's hands flinched, but finally she held Zhou Zekai tightly, a pair of eyes stubbornly looking at the man in front of her. She really didn't want to break up with the other party, even if she knew the other party early Yang Keying's family never thought about breaking up in the future, but now, just because a friend said he broke his identity, his boyfriend said he wanted to break up with him. Didn't he really love himself?
Zhou Kaikai can feel Yang Keying's soft fingers. Many times, he pulls this hand like this. Yang Keying is a road idiot. He doesn't look at the road when he walks, and the buses don't sit. These are all taught by him. So, most of the time, Zhou Zekai was holding this hand, as if as long as he was holding it, he could protect this little girl to the old days.
Zhou Zekai can perceive these feelings, but this does not affect the decision made by Zhou Zekai. Since not to hurt two people, the best way is to disappear in the world of these two people and secretly guard the two behind them. Girls are fine, because no matter which one you choose, it's a harm to the other.
At least for Zhou Zekai, this is the case.
Wishing people's three views are not correct and their spirits are derailed, but Zhou Zekai will not.
"Yingying, I never thought we would break up, but we still have to break up. In addition to the situation in your family, there are actually situations in my family. I have told you that there is a sister in my family, and my parents’ The conditions are even worse. In this Shanghai city, if I want to buy a house to marry you, I may have to struggle for five or six years. You may be able to wait, but your family will not allow you to marry someone like me. I ca n’t give you happiness, even if we love each other, but oftentimes, it is not that we can be together. "
Zhou Zekai said here, paused, and continued.
"Actually, I've always been an inferior person. I always look cold in school because I don't know how to make friends with people. Later, things like that came out. I didn't know what to do after I heard you. Explain. Maybe your girlfriend is right, I probably can see this face, so you like me at first, but I ca n’t give you the future. When I think of your identity, your family, I ca n’t control myself. You know, I've always been a little cowardly ... "
Listening to what his favorite person said, Yang Keying's tears slowly dropped, and Zhou Zekai's hand was gradually released.
She has understood Zhou Zekai's meaning. The reason for the two of them breaking up may be because of her family, but also has a lot to do with Zhou Zekai's and Zhou Zekai's family, especially when they hear that the other party cannot give themselves a future Yang Keying actually wanted to say that she could buy a house or even take over Zhou Zekai's parents, but she knew that if she really said that, she would be the most saddening of the other person.
The so-called inferiority and cowardice are due to different classes and uncertainty about the future. Even Yang Keying is not sure whether she can always stay with Zhou Zekai. She does not want to break up with Zhou Zekai, but she does not expect to follow. Zhou Zekai's future.
For a moment, Yang Keying felt like he was a selfish person. He tried hard to enjoy each other's goodness, and rightfully wanted to make the other person what kind of person he was for himself, but never thought about whether the other person was willing or not.
After a while of silence, Yang Keying slowly wiped away his tears. At this time, his mood had finally calmed down, and he nodded towards Zhou Zekai.
"I know, then I wish you happiness and find a better person, A Kai, you are the first person I fall in love with, even if you can't be together, I hope you can be happy."
At this time, Yang Keying picked up her little self-esteem, knowing that she would not be able to say anything, and finally chose blessing.
The two sat there dull again, and after drinking the last cup of coffee quietly, Yang Keying took the lead.
She didn't say goodbye, just like knowing that she would never see the person she loved for the first time, she turned away and never looked back.
Zhou Zekai sat there, not looking at Yang Keying's departure, but staring at the coffee in the cup, and suddenly felt that today's coffee seemed more bitter.
The days later became a bit busy. Zhou Zekai moved out of the school and bought a computer. Now in addition to stock trading, he also makes some small software. He received a phone call from his home saying that his father wanted to be a farm. A small uncle helped, and the family suddenly took out 200,000.
After hearing this news, Zhou Zekai sounded. Their family will support the farm and other things vigorously in the next ten years, and even the government will approve the loan. Finally, they chose to go back and take a trip.
With 300,000 in his hand and 200,000 in his family, it was considered that he had temporarily invested in these, and set up a farm, and by the way loaned two million from the government, which was very simple for Zhou Zekai.
When Zhou Zekai's younger sister secretly played Zhou Zekai's mobile phone at home, she suddenly saw a picture of her brother and a girl, and was curious to ask. Zhou Zekai said that he was an ordinary classmate, and then deleted the picture.
He didn't want to delay anyone.
At the end of the year, Zhou Zekai contacted Xie Jiajia and prepared 500,000 for Xie Jiajia. Her father's operation required at least 500,000, so Zhou Zekai had already inquired about it.
After receiving the call, Xie Jiajia was surprised, but refused Zhou Zekai's help.
"My dad's surgery fee has been collected. Don't worry, Akai ... This may be the last time I called you Akai. You were right. Before, in the dream, neither of us was in the dream. Happiness, you have someone you cherish and want to put in your heart. I can only endure jealous, and I dare not even ask a question. When I saw you a few days ago, you asked me a few words and I came back After thinking about it for a long time, now I can finally tell you. "
"The one in my dream was not happy at all. When I was married, I knew that my husband had someone in my heart. When my child grew up, my husband still cared for others, so that I always felt that my life was too failed. It is too difficult to love someone. Maybe you are right. I should learn to love myself first. Only by loving myself can I be happy. I also wish you happiness and hope you are well. "
After seeing Zhou Zekai going back that time, Xie Jiajia thought about Zhou Zekai's problems for a long time, only to find that the years when she married Zhou Zekai were actually not happy at all. She endured too many things and was used to enduring those. Forced myself a bit nervous. After the rebirth, I rushed to Zhou Zekai, and I couldn't get rid of my previous life. But when I saw Zhou Zekai's strange appearance, and then returned home to see my parents, Xie Jiajia knew that in the new life, what she needs to do is not just Just pursue your own love.
In her last life, she missed too many things, about her father, her mother, and a lot of things. In this life, she can slowly make up for it.
When Zhou Zekai heard what she meant, she felt relieved in her heart, but just explained that if she needed any help, she would speak and he would definitely help.
This couple who used to 'dream' seems to have become friends. In the days that followed, Xie Jiajia would occasionally call or send something to Zhou Zekai's parents.
Yang Keying did not contact Zhou Zekai again. After the New Year, Zhou Zekai heard that Yang Keying had gone abroad. It seemed that her grandfather had a company abroad that required Yang Keying to take care of him. Hearing this, Zhou Zekai didn't know what he thought, but Thinking of the other party as long as there is no flash marriage, then nothing strange happens.
As Zhou Zekai ’s business grows bigger and bigger, in addition to his company, the scale of the Zhou family ’s farms is also getting bigger and bigger, making a lot of money. After a few years, Xie Jiajia has found her true destiny. After knowing that Zhou Zekai is always alone, he will occasionally encourage Zhou Zekai to let him know his heart and pursue the happiness he wants.
But where else is there the happiness you want? Zhou Zekai lived comfortably by himself. After seeing his sister getting married, she was in a good mood.
He found someone to stare at Yang Keying secretly, knowing that Yang Keying had returned to China and married a family similar to the Yang family. The life was very good. Her husband loved her very much and gave birth to twins after two years of marriage.
Everything changed and became the best look. Only Zhou Zekai, an lonely and widowed person, occasionally had to face the weekly father and mother's urge to get married, but this was nothing to him. He didn't plan to get married and guard the two. The lovely woman has made him feel so comfortable ...