Chapter 45:

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"Why is this?" My mind was blank, and I slowly walked to the bed, facing the man lying there, looking at his face, that familiar and kind face, but I even said "Dad" "Can't even shout.
"Why are you killing my dad?" My dad is not dead yet, but his face is pale and terrible, and he has entered a deep coma. It is difficult to say whether he will wake up. I know that this is because the ischemia has reached its limit. Even if the blood transfusion is performed immediately, it is not in a hurry. I raised my head and stared at her by the wall, and asked fiercely.
"I... I don't know... He is your father, I... I..." She looked pitiful, as if she had a lot of grievances.
"You..." I don't know what to say, is it really her fault? Or is it my own fault? I can no longer distinguish this line at all.
"Is it Jing'er?" Dad gradually woke up when he heard our loud conversation. When he saw my face, he asked gently.
"Dad, you finally woke up, how do you feel now?" I hurriedly suppressed the anger in my heart, turned my head and asked with concern.
"I'm sorry, I... I don't think Dad can take care of you anymore and cook for you." Dad said with difficulty, every word pierced my heart deeply, but it seemed I was already a little numb, and there was no pain at all.
"No, no, I will not let my father die like this. I have a way to keep my father alive, as long as..." I became very calm at this time, knowing that the only thing The way to prevent my father from dying like this is to use that forbidden power. But do I really have to do this? When I created Xiaojie, now that she kills my only relative, isn't it the cruel punishment for me to use that power? Now if I use it again, what punishment will be waiting for me? Until then, can I still bear it?
Looking back, when my father and mother, who loved me, left, I was too young and didn’t understand anything, so I had no choice but to let them go just like that, leaving me alone in this cold world. A wandering soul, an embellishment; and when Zhen left, he did not give me any time to redeem it, so he also left, making me feel the cold of the world again, the loneliness and fear of a person. But this time I don't want to let the people around me leave me, leaving me alive alone, without warmth but cold, and no joy but loneliness.
I never want to go back to that kind of life, so no matter what method I use, as long as I can keep my dad alive, I will do it desperately, even if doing so will bring me the "light of judgment" that destroys everything.
"No, don't do this." But before I could bite down, Dad stretched out his weakened hand, gently touched my head, and stopped speaking, as if he had already known it. What will happen next, but why? Obviously I never told him my true identity!
"Dad, you? How did you know?" I was very surprised. Dad, who originally didn’t know why, knew that I was a blood-sucking monster, but why he didn’t say or do anything. , On the contrary, he has been taking care of me as a little girl, loving me.
"Jing'er, my dad is always the most concerned about my daughter's affairs. In fact, in the two-year car accident, I have already discovered that you are somewhat different. With such a serious injury, the doctor said there may be no hope, but there is no difference Good day you are all right... But I still don't understand what this is all about, until I met Xiaojie, she should be the girl we saw on the roadside that day! She was originally She should be dead, but she is still alive and has become a vampire. When she told me that a little girl in a long black cloak had rescued her, I knew that you made her alive." Dad He said so much in one breath, although he spoke very slowly, but he had already said clearly what he meant.
"But, why does Dad take care of me so much? You already know that I am not a real human being. Don't you feel scared to be with me?" The more I think about it, the more I don't understand. I face a vampire every day. Why can an ordinary human being pretend to be so innocent, and love him so well?
"Dad will never be afraid of his daughter, no matter what she is, even if it is a devil, it is still his most beloved daughter." A slight smile appeared on his pale face.
"In this case, why don't you want to live anymore and live with me." I believe everything he said is true, so I don't understand why he didn't let me give him this "first embrace", as long as This way you can live happily with me forever, right?
"It's not that I don't want to live with Jing'er anymore, I just don't want to live like Xiaojie. Living like that will be more painful than death." Dad said and turned his face slowly and took a look. Xiaojie, the expression in her eyes is still the same that day, it should be regarded as pity!
"Why, didn't my dad really want her to live well and enjoy life?" That's what I thought at the time. In fact, I don't care about her life or death at all. I just don't want my dad to see her body the next day. , And sad again. And she was willing to become what she is now, and I didn't force her. Could it be that I did it wrong?
"But do you think she is truly alive and happily alive now?" Dad rarely asked so seriously.
"I, I don't know." I really don't know whether living like us is really alive and whether it will live happily.
"Jing'er, Dad doesn't want to live like this." Dad looked at me and said with a smile. That kind of laughter is so calm, there is a feeling of letting go of everything, but why is my heart so uncomfortable, it is clear that Dad is not in pain at all now!
"But, does my father really want to leave Jing'er alone? Jing'er doesn't want to be alone, Jing'er is afraid of being alone, Jing'er can no longer live alone, Jing'er..." My spirit Almost completely collapsed, I kept talking, saying those things that had been hidden in my heart for many years. I didn't want to say it before, but now I don't have the chance to say it again.
"Jing'er, do you really want my father to live like Xiaojie? Do you think she is doing well? You can only go out at night every day, and continue to live by hurting others, and often come back with scars. The place is hidden waiting for it to get dark, do you really want to let Dad live this way, suffer this torture?" Dad's eyes were full of expectation, looking forward to my answer-"No".
"No, I don't want Dad to live that kind of life, just... It's just... Without Dad, I don't know how to continue living alone." I always remember clearly what Dad said that day. I used to be too young and ignorant, so I can always live blindly, without reason, without expectations, but now I have really grown up, encountered too many things, and understood a lot of truth. People always need a reason to live, otherwise they can't live. This is the reason why there are not too many vampires for thousands of years. I remember that day when my dad said that we were living for each other, I believed it, so we have been living and happily living, but now my dad wants to leave me and leave, why should I be alone in living.
"Jing'er, people's life and death order cannot be randomly disturbed. If it is disturbed, there will be no good results. So Dad does not want to use your power to make me live, unnaturally. But Jinger, you don't The same, you are living so naturally, you shouldn’t give up your life. Dad hopes that after Dad is gone, you can still live the same carefree life as when I was there. One day there will be someone who can truly live. The person who has taken care of you for the rest of your life appears. By then, all the pain you have endured will no longer make you sad and painful." Dad's hands are still so warm, touching my hair lightly, this feeling is so comfortable , But it won’t happen again.
"But, Dad, Jing'er doesn't want you to die like this, just like Mom and Dad used to die, one by one, Jing'er's heart will be..." I want to say "It hurts very much." , But I didn't say it, since my father has already decided, why should he leave him so uneasy! I should show him the calmness and arrogance that I usually have. Only in this way can I repay the kindness I have received over the past two years.
"Child, I can see you again before I die. Dad already feels very happy, so you don’t have to be so sad. And I hope you don’t blame Xiaojie for my business. I let her blood on my own accord, so My death was not her fault." Dad is always so kind, and he is still begging for the murderer who killed him.
"No, she can't cherish other people's lives at all. I have warned her that it is okay to blood, but she must have a certain degree, but she always keeps changing her teachings. In less than a month, she has become what she is now. , It can be seen that she does not know how many people have been killed, and now she is hurting you. I know now that everything is my fault. I shouldn’t violate the laws of nature and give her another life. Now God has given her My cruelest punishment, I definitely can’t let her live in this world again, to kill more people.
I have completely restored the calm and decisiveness I used to be, and I feel that the last time I let her go was already I made another mistake after saving her, so I have to make a decision with her today, and I can't make repeated mistakes.
"However, she is also very pitiful. Since you have given her life, don't take it away. This is too cruel." Dad still favors Xiaojie.
"But..." I was about to refute.
"Promise Dad that you will not hurt her today. As for in the future, if you take back her life when you encounter her hurting others, Dad will not blame you. This is to satisfy Dad's only wish before death, OK? "My father interrupted me and said, maybe because I was talking too quickly, maybe my body has reached the limit, and after talking, I kept panting, as if he was very tired.
"Okay! Dad, don’t rush and speak slowly. I promise you that I will let her go today." I really don’t want Dad to leave regrets when he leaves, so I only have to agree to his request, although I know that I might commit another crime. Made an error. Then turned his head and stared at Xiaojie and said, "Although I only used a few drops of blood to create you, you should already know how powerful you are. It will not be difficult for you to kill anyone in the future, but I still want to warn you, don’t indulge yourself to hurt others, otherwise I will never let you go, no matter whether you are willing to leave or not, I will let you disappear directly, disappear from this world forever without leaving a trace . You go! Hope we won't see you again!"
"That's good, now let my dad take a good look at my Jing'er, if there is another life, I will still be your dad, OK?" My dad is obviously already a little bit unable to support it, his eyes are getting darker and the words are getting worse. The lower and the lower, the weaker and weaker.
"Okay, if there is another life." Although I was still so cold when talking, but I was already choking and a little speechless, because I know very well that this is the last thing my father said to me. words.
"That's great, but there is one more thing I can't worry about. If I'm gone, who will take care of you and cook for you?" Dad cares about me all the time, even now. He let go of everything, but still can't let me down.
"Don't worry, Mr. Lin, I will take good care of Jing'er." Sinmo said to my dad when he was standing next to me.
"You are, you are the president?" Dad's faint voice suddenly raised a lot, perhaps because of surprise.
"Yes, I am Sinmo." Sinmo is still gentle, without the air of a president, even facing his old employee.
"You, you... Why are you with Jing'er?" Dad insisted on asking, because if he didn't figure out what kind of person Jing'er would live with in the future, he couldn't feel at ease. Died.
"A few days ago, I met Jing'er. Now we are very close friends. I promise to take good care of her like you in the future, cook for her and let her live a happy life as before. Now." Sinmo said sincerely, his expression for a while will make anyone who doesn't know him fall in love with him.
"Since you... Say so... I too... Just... Don't worry..." Dad said this almost word by word, and then just stared at me with a smile. , But didn't say anything again, until he closed his eyes forever, with his characteristic loving smile on his face.
"Dad!" I yelled loudly in my heart, but on the surface it was so indifferent to watch him take the last breath. He walked very peacefully and didn't suffer at all. It should be considered a good death! I obviously thought so, but my heart suddenly twitched, and a sharp pain struck me. I couldn't stand anymore and fell slowly. After that, he couldn't move, but he could clearly hear the voices of Sinmo and Xiaojie.
"Jing'er, how are you?" Sinmo seemed to be holding me and shouting constantly.
"She, will she be okay?" Xiaojie also asked, her tone of voice even had some caring meaning, it was really rare, she was obviously the one who caused me to be like this.
"Your name is Xiaojie?" Sinmo asked, hugging me.
"Yes, she helped me get up." Xiaojie replied timidly.
"Her heart is just too tired, so she fainted. I think as long as she sleeps well, nothing will happen when she wakes up." Sinmo stroked my head, although his hands were not warm. Yes, but there is still a kind of warmth of father.
"You go first! Since Jing'er has promised not to shoot you today, then I won't embarrass you. But you will know yourself well in the future." Sinmo asked Xiaojie to leave first, maybe he didn't want me to wake up See her again later.
"Then... I'll go now. Please take good care of her." Xiaojie's tone suddenly became very strong at this time, completely different from the way he was just now, as if he was being cautious and obedient from one place. Suddenly became a responsible and independent master.
At this time, the entire bedroom, the entire room, and the entire 105th is only me and sinmo. I was still so comatose that I didn't wake up, maybe I didn't want to wake up.
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