Chapter 90:

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When I opened my eyes, it was darkness, maybe nothingness, so I couldn't see anything. I walked forward aimlessly, although I don’t know where this place is, why I am here, and where I am going now, but my feet still walk involuntarily. At this time, my mind is blank. I don't know if I don't think about anything, or can't remember anything, except for walking so confused, toward the unknown darkness, endless front.
I don't know how long I walked like this. A small bright spot suddenly appeared on the horizon in the distance. My heart suddenly told me gently, "Where to go! Go there!" So I speeded up without thinking. The bright spot is getting closer and bigger. When it becomes as big as me, I saw it. It is a mother who shines with dazzling light, but she is no longer the dress I usually do. . It was dressed as a medieval noblewoman, with a small top hat with feathers on her head, a dress that was tight and loose in the skirt, and she was holding a small and exquisite feather fan. The whole person was noble and elegant.
"Mom, are you a mother?" I looked at her in the light and asked loudly.
But she didn't answer anything, just smiled so softly, and kept beckoning me with one hand to come forward. As I got closer and closer to her, her whole body suddenly became brighter and brighter, so bright that my eyes could not look directly, but I still squinted my eyes and stepped forward, but when I opened it wide again In my eyes, what I saw was no longer the boundless darkness, nor her glowing, but the ancient oil painting on the bedside.
The glass on the painting is dazzlingly reflected by the sunlight, and the Duchess of Crowe in the painting is just like her in her dream, dressed in the same way, with the same gentle smile.
"Mom! Did you really come to my dream?" I asked softly, but no one answered me. Over the years, no matter what kind of dreams I have, I have never dreamed that my mother would wave to me.
"Does she have something to tell me?" I suddenly thought.
"But now the dream has woken up, where should I go to find her!" I sighed helplessly, slowly getting up from the bed, and taking advantage of the sunlight everywhere in the house, I looked at this brother's room at random.
The layout of this room is surprisingly simple. The only decoration on the wall is the oil painting, and there is only a noble bed in the whole room. There is a bedpost carved with patterns on the four corners. It looks like it should be used for beaming. In addition to the three-sided curtains, only a small table in the corner and four wooden chairs around it are left, and the colors of all these wooden products are the same, so on the whole, simple And neat.
"It turns out that this is the room of the secret party big man!" I couldn't help but sigh lightly.
At this time, I was the only person in the room, but it was in the broad daylight, and it was so sunny. It is conceivable that brother and Sinmo must be hiding in some dark place and sleeping!
So I gurgled off the bed, sorted out my messy clothes, put on my cloak, and walked out of the room.
The hall of the headquarters, which was very lively when it came, is now quiet and extremely empty. I walked slowly through the hall silently, because I didn't want to wake anyone up. When I wandered in a small town under the sun, I saw this scene as often described in horror novels-a small town outside the world, with complete houses and facilities, but there is no one person or a dog. , And apart from your own breathing, there is no other sound at all. If I didn't know in advance that this was a vampire town, I would definitely think that I had walked into a fake illusion.
The town has only one road to the outside, so I walked slowly along it. It felt like walking on the forest leading to the castle. So while admiring the surrounding scenery, I speeded up my pace imperceptibly, and soon I came to the virtual curtain. Looking at the airtight tree wall in front of me, I stretched out my hand to touch it, but it penetrated through it.
"It seems it's really nothing but nothing." I couldn't help but feel that way when I looked at the finger inserted into the tree wall.
I walked through this virtual screen created by my brother, and walked along the road when I came. At this moment, mine was like in a dream. Except that what I saw in front of me was not dark, I was still so Keep walking forward, step by step, step by step repeatedly, looking at the endless road in front of me, I am like a puppet, without thoughts, without perception, everything is in my mind at this time, It's all just lost.
I don’t know how long it has been, because I have never brought things for timekeeping, because if endless life is counted with that poorly slow timer, wouldn’t it make people feel more unable to live? Watching the sun in the sky gradually move to the west without knowing it, the light is getting darker and darker, until it turns into an orange-red ball, then I walked into the crowd and walked into what I had seen before. environment of.
Looking at the very familiar bus stop in front of me, it was the place where I took the bus every time I went to school, but now I don’t have to go there to wait for the bus.
People passed by in a hurry, just like time, I was just a bystander, watching it go by quickly or slowly without leaving a trace, but unable to make any changes to it. But when you stop feeling quietly, you find that it actually left a lot, especially the things that were burned on your mind, whether it’s pain or happiness, and whether it’s what you want to remember or forever The forgotten will follow you forever until you disappear or the end of the world.
And now I am standing here facing the rush of people, like a person facing the torrent of time, my heart is surging. Thinking back to the past two years or so, what happened to me is much more than in the past ten years. First I was pestered by Lisa, and then I met my adoptive father Lin Youcheng. My classmates Xiaoya, and in the last few months, they created Xiaojie, met the hunter Xiaoyu trio, as well as the vampire Byrne, Sinmo, which is now my guardian and his family, finally I lost my adoptive father again. I killed Xiaojie with my own hands yesterday, but I also found my half-brother because of this. The cause and effect of this is far-reaching. I only created Xiaojie for my adoptive father. Will kill the adoptive father, and I will kill Xiaojie. This has always been a pain in my heart, but now looking at the flow of people in front of me, it suddenly no longer hurts. Did I see through it? I don't know, but I know that I really put this matter down, so my heart won't hurt because of it now. But why in my heart, the deepest pain, the biggest wound, still hasn't healed after so many years of time, or is it stinging all the time?
Just when I couldn't figure it out, the familiar bus arrived.
"Forget it, since I don't understand it now, then don't think about it anymore!" I smiled comfortingly, and walked to the path next to the bus stop. Now I am no longer as confused as I was just now, because I have a clear direction.
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