Chapter 258: doubt

"Do you know what it means to give everything? You are still so young, so it's better to think about it. It's worth doing it for one person." Tang Susu looked down at it, the surprise in his eyes converged and gradually calmed down.
"I will." This time, it didn't stammer or hesitate. In the black eyes like glass beads, there was a light that others could not understand, "I do." It repeated it again.
"What if you regret it in the future? I'm never allowed to regret the deal here."
"I won't regret it. He saved me in the fire, and now I want to save him."
Tang Susu looked at it and said nothing for a long time.
She didn't understand the motivation for this misfortune to pay everything, just because Xu Hao was so soft-hearted for a while that he saved it who was not afraid of fire?
But she is a businessman, and she will definitely meet the needs of her clients.
"I can make you grow up, but the cost of pushing time is great."
The little black dog fixedly looked at Tang Susu, without avoiding her gaze, it did not waver.
Tang Susu lowered his eyes, "You need to pay a lot of life."
"Just leave me with enough lifespan to accompany him. You can take everything else."
"Is there a pit in its brain? For someone who doesn't even know who it is?" Dog Dan suddenly said, a trace of incomprehensible irritation in its heart.
Every time a transaction is completed, it is very happy, only this time, it feels inexplicably angry.
A misfortune, for a ridiculous reason, has to pay a huge price to save a person who has only known him for more than ten days.
No love, no affection, no getting along day and night, nothing.
"Let's sign the contract." Tang Susu squatted down, took the bowl out of the bag and placed it in front of the little black dog.
It lifted a claw and placed it on the gap at the edge of the bowl, drop by drop, like a red diamond, rolled down on the bottom of the bowl.
A white, almost transparent flame spread out from the bowl, and has been completely enveloping the little black dog in front of Tang Susu, and its tiny body slowly became twisted in the flame.
Then for a moment, the flame rose sharply, and a vague human figure appeared in the flame.
When the flames gradually receded, a short-haired girl appeared in front of Tang Susu.
She was wearing a black dress, standing barefoot on the ground, her eyes were bright and clear, as if she could look to the bottom at a glance.
"I...I'm an adult." The girl's crisp voice sounded in the ward. She looked at her hands and feet in surprise, and there was a black plum blossom mark on her ankle.
Tang Susu put the bowl away, straightened up, stood up from the ground, looked at the girl who was shorter than her, "What should I call you?"
"I..." She was in a daze, then turned to look at the man who didn't know the life or death on the hospital bed, and suddenly pulled out a smile, "My name is Yanyan, Xu Yan."
Yanyan is the name Xu Hao gave her. She is very happy to have this name and hopes to be Xu Hao's family.
It was not until this time that Xu Yan saw the dog egg standing on Tang Susu's shoulder and staring at her.
She was taken aback, took two steps back, and then asked hesitantly, "It is..."
"It? It's my family."
Tang Susu's answer made Xu Yan breathe a sigh of relief, resisting the fear in her heart, and smiled at the black cat that didn't look big, but exuded a frightening atmosphere.
Gougan still stared at her unkindly. For a long while, she almost couldn't stand it, and then asked, "Do you like this human?"
Xu Yan blinked, "What is like?"
Gou Dan was asked by her, frowning and raising his paw to pat Tang Susu, motioning for a remedy.
"I like it probably because I can't help but smile when I see a person. When he is away, I miss him, and when he appears, the whole world is him."
Xu Yan's eyes sparkled suddenly, and she said loudly, "I like him!"
"What if he doesn't like you?" Goudan asked.
"Why does he like me? I just like him."
This answer plunged the entire ward into silence. Perhaps, except for Xu Yan, everyone else would only find this idea ridiculous.
Is there really a feeling of giving and not wanting to gain?
She doesn't know, but she hopes this misfortune will not regret it.
Tang Susu did not refute anything, but reached out and handed her a note, and said to Xu Yan: "Miss Xu, our transaction is over here. If you have any troubles that cannot be resolved later, you can contact me at any time."
Xu Yan took the note with both hands, collected it very carefully, and showed her a bright smile, "Thank you."
Tang Susu waved his back to her, always feeling that he had done something bad.
When he walked out of the ward, Tang Susu remained silent, but the dog could not hold it back. He seemed to be angry and said, "She actually accepted the name given by the human being, idiot!"
Tang Susu paused, "Is there anything wrong with this name?"
After a long time, the dog said, "The name of the demon is a kind of inheritance. She abandoned the name given by her race, which means that she has lost her own ethnic group."
Tang Susu nodded and asked again, "Do you have a name that belongs only to you?"
Dog Dan froze for a moment, "Perhaps, I don't remember." It remembered things a long time ago, remembered the owners who had been with each other day and night, remembered their ups and downs for a few lifetimes, but many memories have disappeared in the past.
Among them, including its name.
"It's okay." Tang Susu rubbed its head, "The name Dog Dan must be better than your previous name."
The dog's mouth squashed, and he felt bullied.
On the way back, Tang Susu remained silent. There was a question in her heart that couldn't be solved, but she couldn't ask the dog.
Every previous transaction was set by her and executed by Goudan. Although she is the owner of the bowl, in fact, she has no sense of reality. Because everything absorbed in this bowl doesn't seem to belong to her.
She only needs to issue orders and the dog will do it for her.
But today, the deal came in haste. The dog egg has not done anything, the contract has been completed. She only moved a thought, and the Qiqing Bowl took the initiative to respond to her.
This is the first time she has truly communicated with Qiqing Bowl, not with the doggie who is a bowl spirit. That feeling is very strange, like this bowl, a part of her body.
Her eyes were heavy, her fingers slid on the edge of the bowl through the canvas bag.
Gougan told her that it is the bowl spirit of the Qiqing Bowl, so how long has it existed? What is the meaning of its existence? How did it choose the owner of the Qiqing Bowl?
It said that the previous owners were all one person, and they were reincarnated and would become the owners of the Seven Love Bowl again many years later.
And he is not one of their reincarnations.
Who is she?