: Fanwai: Comrades, this is the lesson of blood (4)

"You didn't see it when the two of us quarreled. It was a difficult story for every family." An Xinyue said with a smile, and then took her into a nearby hotel because she was afraid she would be recognized. So I took her to the private room.
"How is it possible that I haven't seen Big Brother get angry with someone with such a good temper." Shi Nian exclaimed.
"He has a good temper? He dares to take a picture of the leader's table. What kind of temper is he?" An Xin yelled, "You haven't seen him look like a soldier."
"It must be handsome, too." Shi Nian asked, looking at An Xinyue.
An Xinyue: "..."
She is very handsome. In her heart, Chu Luomu is very handsome.
"By the way, I remember someone mentioning what made you a soldier." An Xinyue asked suddenly.
"Don't, I'm fine now." Shi Nian hurriedly refused. "And, what ability do I have, I'm just acting."
An Xinyue glanced at her and handed the menu to her, "Why do they look for you as a soldier, do you think I don't know?"
"Maybe it's because I look good. After all, recruiting now lets handsome men and women go." Shi Nian said for granted.
An Xinyue sneered, leaning on a chair and watching Shinian, "You are still resisting this status, because if your father is not a soldier, your mother will not make such a sacrifice for him, and your mother is' eyes 'So you are actually rejecting this status from your heart. You would rather live with your aunt than live in the army. You and Chu Xuning are married, and you are also avoiding the intersection with his work. You are trying to reject this. Occupation. "
Shi Nian paused, looked at An Xinyue after ordering the dishes, and honestly said, "Sometimes, I would wake up because I dreamed that I was a traitor, what a terrible thing."
An Xinyue didn't speak. This time, instead, she listened quietly. She knew when she could talk and when she should remain silent.
"When I was in kindergarten, the teacher would ask what I would do in the future. I said that I would be a soldier like my dad. When my dad picked me up the other day, the teacher told him about it. My dad didn't speak that day, but It was the most difficult day for me. Later, my dad did n’t let me touch any training equipment. He only let me run. He said that I hope that one day I will really run into trouble. Running is the only thing I can do. You know, my mother carried the insult of the traitor. "
An Xinyue listened to the teacher's self-deprecating words, "But she also built credit for you and your father, didn't she? It's not her, and the 'eye' base cannot be pulled out, why should you always remember your mother's mistakes? In fact, she is a hero in many ways. "
Shi Nian looked up and looked at An Xinyue.
"Then we come back to the first question, you want your dad to be with your aunt. In the final analysis, it is because you are rejecting your mother. In your subconscious, you feel that your father is not worth it for your mother. You Dad deserves the best, like your aunt, is that so? "
"I didn't exclude my mother, I know she really loves me, just--"
Shi Nian said something eager, but suddenly stopped when she said the other side, because she didn't know how she would say the next words.