: April days on earth (39)

Chu Luomu has been leaning on An Xinyue's side without speaking, because he has no idea what to say now.
His promise has not been fulfilled, but the person who needs him to fulfill his promise is gone. What should he do?
An Xinyue was always with Chu Luo in the room, and they were not needed outside.
On the day when the ink cloud was buried, the first spring rain began.
Shui Anluo always stood in front of the tombstone and did not leave. Chu Cuiyi stood beside her with an umbrella and did not persuade him.
Gu Xicheng looked down at Chu Luoyi: "Let's go back."
He thought that his mother-in-law probably didn't want them to be here to disturb her.
Chu Luo nodded and looked at the man in the military uniform on the tombstone again. When she was a child, she liked to go to play with her grandfather because she was loved by her grandfather since she was a child.
But the one who loved her the most was gone, and never appeared again.
Gu Xicheng held an umbrella in one hand and slowly walked down holding her in one hand.
After they left, Chu Luomu and Chu Luowei also left.
Shui Anluo squatted in front of the tombstone, and Chu Cuiyi stayed with him.
Chu Cuiyi squatted beside her, preventing the biting spring rain from hitting her.
"I don't have a father, I don't have a father anymore." Shui Anluo whispered.
Chu Cuiyi put one hand on her shoulder and did not immediately speak, just to comfort her almost collapsed mood.
Chu Cuiyi knows how depressed Shui Anluo's mood has been recently. Just yesterday, she had a quarrel with Long Manyu on the phone, and finally dropped her phone.
The relationship between her parents was the deepest thorn in her heart.
Now that the ink cloud is gone, the thorn seems to have been pulled out by someone. She hurts. She doesn't know how to relieve the pain, so she mistakenly transferred this feeling to another person who made her hurt.
"It will be okay, it will be okay, you and me." Chu Cuiyi put his hand into the building and put kisses one after another on her forehead.
After Shui Moyun's funeral, Chu Luomu continued his search for recruits almost without stopping. This time, An Xinyue stayed with him without any complaints, looking for the third and fourth—
Chu Luomu also knew for the first time that An Xinyue really spoke, she didn't need him to speak at all, she could let people go without knowing the fog in the clouds.
This is also the first time Chu Luomu saw such a powerful An Xinyue.
Returning to the guest house at night, Chu Luoxi hugged An Xinyue and whispered, "I think now, Dou Bao is right, I'm waiting for you to hit me."
An Xinyue said that holding Chuluo's muddy hand, he said apologetically: "If it wasn't for me at the beginning, maybe—"
"No matter what you do, it's too late." Chu Luoqui tightened the person in her arms and put her chin on her shoulder. "It's really too late, so you don't need to blame yourself for this matter?"
An Xinyue no longer spoke her lips, but she repeatedly told herself that no matter what, this time, she would help Chu Luomu to take these people away.
The two casually ate a dinner, and then got into the bed. Next, three people were looking for them.
An Xinyue, because of the past few days, the whole person has become thinner.
Chu Luomu touched her instead of gaining weight, but thin arms. She hadn't noticed before, she had lost so much weight.