Chapter 139: Inexplicable feelings

Zhang Yunyan has always remembered the life-saving benefactor since he met the young monk.
In addition to the cause of gratitude, she has no reason to forget about Shi Kong. When she first met her benefactor, she had a feeling. That feeling was a bit special, because of release.
Yun Yan didn't know what it was like and why she felt that way.
She thinks that feeling is not imaginary, it is not nothing, it does exist. Although the feeling is inexplicable, it can be considered that it was caused by the young monk's release, because when I think of others or contact with others, I don't feel that way.
After acquaintance with Shikong, when Zhang Yunyan thought of the benefactor, she had that inexplicable feeling, she was also skeptical, but she did not know why.
This inexplicable feeling, and the natural suspicion, she couldn't forget, and would continue, wondering when and if she could know the cause.
Zhang Yunyan remembered the trip to the other world, and tears flowed down, and she had endless thoughts on Xiao Tianlong. Forgotten friends saved her life, otherwise he would have been bullied and died in the alchemy furnace.
She remembered the beautiful elf Yue Hanmei and sighed again and again, her sister was also a life-saving benefactor, a good friend at the end of life and death, and could no longer gather with her sister. Not to mention she is dead. Even if she is still alive, she cannot travel through thousands of years to visit her sister.
A handsome figure flashed out, the second prince of the Kingdom of Heaven and Moon. Yun Yan smiled silently, with endless pain and thoughts ...
She and the second prince have deep friendships and hard-to-reach love, but they are unable to fulfill their husband and wife dreams.
She is deeply in love with her brother from a different world. Although she has passed away, she is still thinking about fruitless love, and is still tortured endlessly, I do not know when.
Yunyan has resentment and hatred. Since she can't accompany her for life, why should she meet and love each other?
It is said that marriage is God's providence. Is it because the two heavens separated by thousands of years are torture the brother and sister?
Treating two loved ones like this should be too unbearable and ruthless.
However, the two heavens blocked by thousands of years of time and space are so ruthless, Zhang Yunyan lost everything in the other world. Now she doesn't stop there, and she has lost everything in this life.
At this point, she has only one soul left, and she has come to the underworld. Everything in the two worlds that have been blocked for thousands of years has been wiped out ...
Yun Yan was completely desperate, sitting on the ground in a decadent spirit.
Her eyes were dull, looking at the dimness of the hole and the rocks, and there was nothing in her eyes. Her heart was full of grief and pain, with endless pain ...
Zhang Yunyan came to Hades at the beginning and knew nothing about the things here.
She had fallen into a closed cave and wondered what her soul would be like. The soul has been imprisoned, I wonder if it can give a way of life, will it be imprisoned until the smoke disappears.
Yunyan really couldn't figure out that her soul had just arrived in the underworld without breaking any rules or offending any ghosts. Why did she suffer such terrible punishment?
Zhang Yunyan's soul was indignant and sorrowful. She hated her incompetence, and hated her short life so hard and so miserable. She did not expect that the soul after death was too fateful, so sad.
When she was alive, she had endured numerous sufferings and dangers, and was tortured physically and mentally. The soul after death is so miserable that it still cannot escape the pain and suffering.
Yun Yan has no ability to change the world of the Yang world, nor the reality of the world of the underworld, and can only be tortured ruthlessly until the spirit
The soul is gone.
At this moment, Zhang Yunyan remembered the past and the present, remembered those unfulfilled vows, and thought of the undead of the two loved ones, with endless sadness.
She is dead, unable to avenge her father and mother, unable to find her brother Yuntian and sister Yunxia, ​​nor capable of vengeance against her righteous father ...
She originally had a glimmer of hope, hoping that she could walk around the world like the devil of Jiuyou Shengjun and continue to fulfill her mission.
This was her only wish after death, and it was also a beautiful fantasy. The reality of the underworld was so cruel that she could no longer fulfill her wish, and her beautiful wish was as shattered as soap bubbles.
Zhang Yunyan was imprisoned in a closed cave, and his soul was about to die. He talked about revenge and searching for relatives, and even his dream could not be achieved.
Soon, she accepted the terrible reality and could only accept the upcoming ending. Before the soul died, she couldn't get rid of the mental torture.
The ruthless world is so ruthless, and the ruthless world is so ruthless, her soul is lonely and helpless and will perish on its own.
Zhang Yunyan didn't know how the soul would die, whether the soul would feel hungry or what to eat.
She remembered that the devil was bloodthirsty. Did the ghosts like blood like them?
Thinking of this, she turned her belly a little disgustingly, and sighed silently. When she was alive, she removed evil and promoted good.
When Yun Yan thought of eating and drinking, she screamed twice in her stomach, and she really felt hungry.
She looked at the closed cave, and had nothing but rocks to fill her hunger. She understood that the soul must also eat, otherwise it would die of hunger and thirst.
She was so frustrated that she was confined to nowhere to go. There was no way to eat or drink, but to wait for death, waiting for the soul to die silently.
In the cave, dim, silent, full of grief and despair.
In pain and despair, Zhang Yunyan remembered the young monk to let go, and was saddened by the death of the benefactor.
Shi Kong is not only young, but also an admirable beautiful man. Even the flowers in the mist of the fox are so fascinated. It's not that much, he has a remarkable ability, very extraordinary.
However, such a young hero beauty is unexpectedly withered like a flower that has just bloomed, which is a pity and it is too sad.
When Yun Yan thought of release, the inexplicable feeling followed, both suspicious and strange. Why do I have this feeling every time I think of release?
What kind of feeling was this? She still couldn't say clearly, she could only suspect.
Is that feeling due to gratitude? Is it because you are not new? Is it because of the envy of benefactors? Is it because of love? Because of……
Zhang Yunyan does not deny her deep gratitude for benevolent release, but not that feeling.
She did not think that she had become familiar with Shikong. It was the first time she met and met on Qinglong Mountain. It was so short.
Not to mention, she hasn't seen Shikong's true content so far. She doesn't know what a benefactor looks like.
Of course, she and Shi Kong have mutual salvation. Although they don't know each other's appearance, they also leave a deep mark in their hearts. The mark was the other's vague figure and name, not a clear face, and they didn't know each other even if they walked across.
Such "familiarity" would never make her feel that way.
Yun Yan was really envious of the ability to release air, but that inexplicable feeling had nothing to do with it. Besides, she admires more people and doesn't feel that way to anyone.
Speaking of love, she smiled silently, not saying that she was right
Is it true that Shi Kong has love, or even face a disciple, it is impossible to fall in love. If that is the case, wouldn't it make people laugh.
In a word that shouldn't be said, in order to keep the boy's body, Shi Kong would not leave the door untouched in the face of the beautiful misty flowers, how could he touch his soul.
After thinking about it, Zhang Yunyan still didn't know what the feeling was and why. In this regard, she herself felt somewhat inexplicable.
However, she believes that the inexplicable feelings exist, or are real, and are not conceived out of thin air, because she does not feel that way when she sees others.
The feeling was puzzling. She didn't know where it came from and could not help but wonder.
Shi Kong died long ago, and she also passed away. No matter what the inexplicable feeling is, it doesn't make sense. Why bother to worry about it again, let's think about reality.
Zhang Yunyan wanted to return to the revenge in the sun, and wanted to find revenge on the demon monkey, as well as the sika deer. That deer is probably a companion of the demon monkey, who also participated in killing himself.
She lamented that she was delusional and could not do the same, not to mention that she was a soul, and even her own ability could not be compared with the two monsters.
As for returning to Yangjian, I'm afraid it's even harder. I don't know what kind of advanced skills need to be cultivated. Can I get to meet the masters of Yinchuan and what path to go to earth?
The delusion is short-lived, the unrealistic desire is quickly melted away, and she has endless pain ...
In the cave, dim and horrible, there was also tension and grief, which was frightening. The lonely soul is stagnant. In addition to the endless pain, there is also anxiety, and there is also a dream of craving.
In grief and indignation, Zhang Yunyan was not completely disappointed. She was still fantasizing that a miracle would occur, and she could escape the closed cave and walk in the underworld.
She is going to worship a teacher to learn art, and she will master the ability to return to the Yangtze as soon as possible, to kill the enemies Yan Xiaopeng and Feng Jiabao, and look for Yuntian brother and Yunxia sister. When he has developed a profound ability, he will go to the demon monkey and deer to claim his life.
Zhang Yunyan was imprisoned here, struggling hard, and there was little hope of escape. Nevertheless, it was necessary to persist.
She was waiting, hoping that a miracle would happen suddenly and give the soul a way out. This is the pursuit at this moment, the only wish, and a hopeless dream.
Dreams are beautiful and eager, and the soul will pursue them without dying.
As the saying goes, death is worse than living. This is by nature, no matter who, but with a glimmer of hope, they will do their best to live without being slaughtered by anyone.
The worm twitches and struggles before it dies, not to mention people. This is true when living, so is the soul after death.
In the dimness, Zhang Yunyan's expression was tragic, thinking and waiting, hoping that the closed cave would change, even if it was amazing.
Based on her life experience, she knows that only change has hope. Perhaps hope is in danger.
Although she is dead now, her soul is still there. The soul inherited the nature of life, and did not give up, still eager to survive, and still pursuing a beautiful dream.
Zhang Yunyan has fallen into a desperate situation of death. She has already set aside life and death, and her faith in the soul is the same as when she was alive.
Her soul must live strong, strive to fulfill those missions, and continue to fight for great ambitions.
Suddenly, the sluggish soul moved, and the godless eyes instantly opened to the boss, staring at a place.
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