Chapter 200: You are not worthy to have my child (6)

Is it true that without expectation, there will be no injury?
To marry Shi Che, the feelings in her heart are very complicated. For her, Shi Che is a good friend of hers, and she was also a person who had been her brother-in-law since she was young.
However, no one thought that he would marry her in the end.
At that time, she was extremely angry with him because he betrayed her favorite sister, and she had always been a good friend to him, a good buddy, but he became her husband. She felt very awkward. .
She wanted to know exactly what Shi Che thought, but her sister wouldn't let her ask, so she could only suffocate her in her heart, and she couldn't ask clearly even if she struggled with herself.
However, she felt resentment towards Shi Che. After she got married, although she could not ignore Shi Che, she was mostly yin and yang strange to him, neither cold nor hot.
However, Shi Che at that time was very good to her, very good, so good that every time she tantrums unreasonably, she has no confidence.
Before marriage, she and Shi Che had a very good relationship. The friendship formed by Yiwanmian lasted until she grew up, but this kind of goodness is different from the goodness after marriage.
She could feel his tenderness, his pampering, and his tenderness. At that time, he would always laugh, look at her tenderly, touch her face gently, kiss her in the morning light, and in the dark night Cover her with a quilt.
In fact, she has always been a person who loves warmth especially since she was a child. She doesn't need much money, luxurious life, luxurious material, and a little warmth is enough to capture her heart.
She couldn't resist Shi Che's warmth at all, it was like air, infiltrating her life little by little. At that time, she felt that Shi Che treated her as a sister, so she treated her like that. However, she longed faintly in her heart, hoping that he would just treat her as her, not her sister. Because she really loves this little warmth.
But later, everything changed. He suddenly lost his temper at her, indifferent, and verbal abuse. She no longer dared to be presumptuous, no longer daring to be arbitrary. In order to please him, she even forced herself to learn deliberately. The appearance of the elder sister, learning the dignity of the elder sister, learning the dignity of the elder sister, learning the indifferent handling of the elder sister, learning the manner of the elder sister, learning the tone of the elder sister, she has almost become her elder sister, but... she can no longer Let Shi Che be satisfied with her.
In fact, she also understands why Shi Che is like this, because she Ling Chuxia is Ling Chuxia, she has learned the same again, she is still a fake, she will never be Ling Yunshu, she can not be his beloved sister.
However, she has worked very hard, hasn't she? In order to hold this position, in order to wait for her sister to come back, to get everything back to the original point, she did everything she could do, why did he have to be so cruel?
Ling Chuxia’s tears were like broken pearls, and she couldn’t stop her. She trembled so much that she couldn’t even get herself up. She looked at Shi Che dimly with tears, her lips biting her lower lip, and her lips were pale. She was pale, but she still quivered her lips and opened her mouth diligently, "I know you don't like me... But, I am still your wife at least now."
I know you don't like me...
Shi Che thought his words were enough to hurt people, but what was he worth compared to Ling Chuxia's words?
She knows he doesn't like her?