Chapter 213: Run away from home (9)

Is it because of money?
As soon as this thought flashed, Ji Xinxin directly denied that Ling Chuxia was not such a person at all, not because of love, not because of money, so what could be there?
Ji Xinxin suddenly thought of something, her eyes drenched, and she sat down next to Ling Chuxia, and crossed her shoulders with her hands, forcing her to face her. She narrowed her eyes and said in a deep voice, "Early summer, you tell me honestly. I, you have been holding on for so long, what is the real reason for not being able to divorce?"
After a pause, Ji Xinxin swallowed her saliva, half a test and half affirmative, "Is it related to your sister?"
No matter what Ji Xinxin said before, Ling Chuxia didn't respond. However, when Ji Xinxin said this, Ling Chuxia's dead eyes fluctuated slightly, but soon disappeared.
But Ji Xinxin was still aware of it, and the doubt in her heart gradually became affirmation. For Ling Chuxia, the most important person in her life is Ling Yunshu, no one can surpass her sister's position in her heart.
Ji Xinxin was silent for a while and looked up at Ling Chuxia, her voice lowered unconsciously, "Xia Xia, what happened back then?"
Back then, Shi Che and Ling Yunshu were a recognized pair. Everyone thought they would get married in the end, but then it was Shi Che and Chuxia who got married and Yun Shu went abroad.
Everyone said that it was Ling Chuxia who was shameless. She squeezed her sister away for the sake of the young lady at the time, but Ji Xinxin knew that Ling Chuxia could not do that. She loved her sister so much, it was impossible. Hurt her.
She had asked her about this matter, but she was only silent and didn’t want to say anything. She couldn’t ask her anymore, but now, she had to ask, this matter really made her suffer. I was wronged.
Ling Chuxia's hands were squeezed firmly, her red lips pressed tightly. Many things, she had been hiding in her heart, and she was so crushed that she seemed to have become a habit. She was accustomed to being saddened by wounds and swallowing them all in her stomach.
But today, she really feels that these grievances are too sad, too depressing, too heavy, and they are about to make her whole body collapse, she really can't hold it down.
She didn't look at Ji Xinxin, her eyes fell into the void, and her voice sounded faintly as if she had fallen into a distant memory.
"Xinxin, you know, since I was a child, I have been dependent on my sister. We are each other's only relatives. My sister is very kind to me. If there is no sister, I might not have been in this world. I love her very much. I love her, but, I didn't expect, it was me who hurt her the most."
The corners of Ling Chuxia's eyes gradually moistened, "I actually took her husband away, her happiness, do you know how sad and upset my sister was at that time? I still dare not think of her then."
"Early summer, it's not your fault."
"This is my fault. Without me, my sister would marry Shi Che smoothly, and Shi Che would not be forced to marry me, and they would not separate." Ling Chuxia almost broke down and shouted, this guilt pressed down. For so many years in her heart, she could hardly breathe. Why did she bear it, because she was guilty, that guilt swallowed her every day, and was about to swallow her whole person.
Tears fell suddenly, and Ling Chuxia's voice was choked, and she was almost speechless. "And I am even more guilty that I want to give up now, and I can't make it anymore."
(Updated today~~~ Xia Xia can't hold it anymore, what should I do if it’s swollen, ~~o(>_<)o~~)