Chapter 357: The final farewell (9)

Ling Chuxia clenched her hand tightly and poked her nail fiercely, but she was ignorant.
Can't ask, this kid can't ask! She doesn't want this child to be like her, without a family, without a father, without dependence!
"I have surgery, I don't want this child, help me arrange it as soon as possible!"
Ling Chuxia squeezed out these words again, then stood up and ran out of the consulting room quickly.
She wants to get rid of this child, she can't hesitate anymore, because once she hesitates, maybe, she can't get rid of this child.
Ling Chuxia ran a long distance in one breath, and she stopped panting, her stomach tingled with tingling pains, she couldn't help but leaned on the wall and fell weakly and sat down.
At the beginning, this child was just a tool and a task for her. She clearly looked at it without any emotion, but why, now she wants to take it away, she is so reluctant? So sad?
Ling Chuxia's eyes drooped and landed on the flat lower abdomen, mist gradually rising in front of her eyes, blurring her vision, her hand slowly touching her belly, the voice of her mouth trembled severely.
"I'm sorry...baby, I'm sorry, mom can't help you come into this world, sorry..."
At the end of the conversation, I was sobbing, tears pattered on the back of my hand.
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Ling Chuxia insisted on performing the operation. The doctor had to arrange the operation for her as soon as possible. The operation time was set two days later, and she was told that she must take a good rest during these two days, tidy up her mood, and adjust her mentality.
However, for these two days, Ling Chuxia was basically in a muddle-headed state. As long as he closed his eyes, a vague child's voice appeared in his mind involuntarily, asking her, mother, why don't you want me, Why not me...
That voice, sadness, resentment, sadness, despair...
Ling Chuxia couldn't say anything, so she could only say sorry, sorry, sorry...
"Early summer, wake up, early summer! Wake up!"
In the ear, I heard the familiar anxious voice faintly, Ling Chuxia wanted to open her eyes very much, but she seemed to be trapped by something, she was still trapped in that painful dream.
Shi Che looked at Ling Chuxia, his expression was painful, his facial features were almost entangled, his forehead was full of cold sweat, his mouth was closed, and he mumbled not knowing what he was talking about. The whole figure seemed to have suffered an extremely painful and terrible thing. , He watched, his heart was stinging fiercely.
She has been restless in sleep for these two nights, but she did not expect to fall into such a nightmare.
He frowned, but his movements became more gentle. He patted her face lightly with a low voice, "Early summer, don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare. Just wake up and wake up."
Listening to his voice, the pain on Ling Chuxia's face disappeared little by little unconsciously, her eyebrows stretched, her long curly eyelashes trembled, and she slowly opened it.
Her eyes were still confused, with the panic after the nightmare, she stared at him blankly, but there was no focus.
Shi Che was not in a hurry either, just opened his arms, gently hugged her into his arms, and then stroked her back with a big palm, gently and slowly, with a low voice whispering in her ear, "Don't I'm afraid, it's just a nightmare, I'm..."