Chapter 834: I am not good enough for you (7)

She could only suppress the collapse, trying to keep calm, analyzing: "Xia Xia, I think this is not what you think. Although you were drunk last night, you are not too drunk. In terms of personnel, you said that as soon as you enter the room, you don’t have much consciousness, don’t you?"
Ling Chuxia raised her eyes to look at Ji Xinxin in a daze. The desperate and silent bottom of her eyes seemed to slide a very faint light.
Ji Xinxin took a light breath and continued, "Your memory is intermittent. I just thought that the person who slept with you was Shi Che, Xia Xia, I guess you might be drugged, so you will be with others. Man... Xia Xia, it must not be your fault!"
Ji Xinxin said each word in order. Ling Chuxia looked at her as if a drowning man was holding the last driftwood, "Really?"
In fact, Ji Xinxin is not sure whether what she said is true, but she knows what Chu Xia is like, and she also knows Chu Xia’s feelings for Shi Che. If she has a little awareness, how could she have with other men- ?
Ji Xinxin held Ling Chuxia's hand. Her hands were very icy and cold, as if there was not the slightest temperature. Ji Xinxin's hands couldn't help but grasped a little tighter. Her eyes met Ling Chuxia's eyes, showing determination and courage. , Nodded heavily, "Well, it's true, Xia Xia, you must be a victim, you don't need to blame yourself."
She is a victim... Is she really a victim?
If she is a victim, why are all the images in her mind willingly? She and that man...like she was making love with Shi Che. Could it be that she was really drunk and treated that person as Shi Che?
She really wanted to believe all of Ji Xinxin's words, but the picture in her mind kept circling, she didn't know which one was true.
The clock on the wall was ticking, and the sky was getting brighter and brighter. Time began to approach one by one, and it was about nine o'clock soon, when Shi Che would come to marry her soon.
But now, how can she let him come? She didn't want him to see her such a filthy appearance.
Ling Chuxia raised her eyes, her voice was too low, "Xinxin, call and tell Shi Che to cancel the wedding."
Ji Xinxin has no gods in her eyes, her beautiful face is like a flower at the moment, lifeless, without the slightest brilliance. She fixedly looked at Ling Chuxia, her hands slightly clenched, "Xia Xia, are you sure? You... You and Shi Che finally got to this point, you...do you really plan to give up like this?
"Don't give up, do you want me to marry him like this? I cheated before marriage. What face do I have to marry him?"
"Xiaxia, I didn't say it, it may not be your fault."
"You also said that it may not be..."
Ling Chuxia stared at the floor blankly, his heart seemed to be torn little by little, "Anyway, I have done something like that with other men...how can I marry Shi Che? How can I marry……."
In this life, she originally thought that she would only be a man sometimes. Everything belongs to him, but now, she is already dirty.
"Xia Xia..." Ji Xinxin shouted, and the sadness and weakness in her heart surged. At this time, any words were so pale and weak.