Chapter 1110: No resentment in this life, no regrets in this love (2)

Loving someone is a very happy thing. Start on the whole network, book guest!
But from the day of separation, he hasn’t been painless for a quarter of an hour. He knows that as long as he is alive, no matter what the way, no matter when he is still alive, whether he is transformed into a ghost, or is reincarnated, as long as He still exists in this world, he can't forget, can't let go.
So he has no choice, and doesn't want to choose.
He doesn't know how life will start again, whether there will be something like Han Jing said, waiting for a new beginning, he has no time or energy to think about it.
He was tired, tired, and wanted to end.
Shui Jingmo looked at Ning Xu quietly. He wanted to open his mouth and say, of course it is not ugly. Xiao Xu is the most beautiful in this world. How could he be ugly?
But those words seemed to be stuck in his throat and couldn't say a word. Start on the whole network, book guest!
He just stared at him quietly, saying a thousand words, until the end, till now, nothing can be said, no need to say.
At the end, there is only one sentence that can be said: "What's the matter? Ask me...what's the matter?"
In a few short words, the exit seemed to be cutting his own heart, one cut and one cut, and every cut hurts, just like when he came to Xiaoxu back then, he said cruelly, When everything in the past had never happened, he knew that he had exhausted all he had and could love his qualifications.
He was no longer qualified to love him. From then on, he knew that in his life, there was no way, no way to hug the person he really loved so much.
No matter what reason he had, no matter how much he wanted to make himself forget everything in the past, how could he actually forget all these years, or even more years in the past?
It's just that there are too many things in life that you can't resist. If you choose the same, you have to lose the other.
There are not so many things that have the best of both worlds waiting for you.
Shui Jingmo is a gentle gentleman who looks like a jade to outsiders, but only he and his little Xu know that he is not such a person. He is actually a person who loves to laugh, and is a little bit strong and domineering. He used to always It would be very reasonable to ask Xiao Xu to do a lot for him and enjoy it.
He never likes to trouble others. The most troublesome thing in his life is his little Xu.
But after all, he still didn’t have the chance to choose him, and he couldn’t give him a promise. He thought that they didn’t need that. He thought that time would prove his intentions. He thought that there would be forever between them. The true temperature of feelings.
He never thought that the person who hurt Xiao Xu the most in the end was him.
It’s just like in the past ten years, he didn’t miss him a day, but he didn’t have the courage to meet him. He was afraid that he would lose control. He would want to leave everything behind. He just wanted to lead. His hands are everywhere.
All of this is like a joke.
Just like in his heart, no matter what the pain looks like at this time, no matter how many thoughts he has at this time, when he finally sees him, at the moment facing him, when he finally stands in front of his little Xu At this time, he could only be cruel and cold, and asked, what's wrong, what can I do?
What an ordinary greeting, usually arrives,
Deeply biting.