Chapter 1127: Infatuation always pays wrong (5)

Han Jing was right. If this goes on, one day she will not be able to stand it.
She didn't know what she would do when she couldn't stand it.
She must not be able to continue to be rational.
Feng Peining closed her eyes, and the past scenes flashed through her mind quickly, but fortunately, most of them were very happy for her. As for those feelings of melancholy, if only as memories, they would not be so sad. .
On the contrary, if she continues to do this, there will eventually be a day when these happy times she thought will slowly deteriorate, her eyes will be completely blinded, and she will never see the beauty again.
She likes him, obviously it should be a happy thing, she really doesn't want to end up torturing each other.
Feng Peining covered her face, tears falling from the corners of her eyes, her distressed trembling, as if there were two villains arguing in her mind. Start on the whole network, book guest! One told her to stay so that at least I could see him every day and stay with him. And the other one said coldly to her, if you don’t let go, one day, you would rather end up being your end. You will collapse to the point where you lose your mind, and then you don’t know about life or death, and you will completely destroy everything between you. Beautiful.
It took a long time before Feng Peening wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, let go of her hand, and opened her eyes.
"Little Qi, Miss Jing, thank you for telling me this. I will ask someone to arrange for you to rest. I want to be alone for two days, and then tell you my decision, okay?" Feng Peining is still somewhat Desperate, even though she was struggling to go crazy in her heart, she still couldn't make a decision like this.
After all, it is the person she has loved for ten years, how can she let it go?
Xiao Qi saw her struggle and did not force it: "Auntie, take a good rest. Sister Jing and I will not stay here anymore. You will tell me when you decide that I have been in the garden outside the city for the past two days. Here. Oh, by the way, you don’t want to tell Shui Jingmo that he is dead. This is his wish before dying."
Feng Peining nodded, Xiao Qi and Han Jing had nothing to eat, and left with Feng Peining.
Leaving Feng Peining alone, she originally planned to go back to the room, but somehow she suddenly turned around and sat down at the dining table.
The food was a bit cold, but she seemed to have no feeling, and she ate it silently.
It is said that emotional matters are like people drinking water, knowing one's warmth and coldness.
She suddenly remembered that in the past ten years, she and Jing Mo had sat at the same table and had dinner countless times, but in fact, having dinner together was the thing she was looking forward to and fearing most.
Because he would often accompany her to dinner, and after dinner, he would leave without hesitation.
No matter how much she expected him to stay, he never made an exception.
Feng Pei Ning was eating without knowing the taste, and she suddenly realized that for the past ten years, sitting at the same table with him for dinner, she had never seriously tasted the taste of dinner. No matter if she is happy or melancholy, what it's like to eat, she has never felt it seriously.
Because she only had Jing Mo in her eyes, she liked him so much, and she was so happy to be able to see him, but she was so nervous and disappointed when she thought that he would leave soon.