Chapter 1228: Only feelings cannot be controlled

He thought she would never leave him, never. First on the whole network, book guest!
No matter what happens, whether he can give him a result or not.
She will never change, and her feelings for him will never change.
even……
Before he decided to get married, that night, he also knew it was her. He was not really drunk, but he really wanted to numb himself once. He didn’t think about anything and didn’t hesitate, as if he was once. Countless times, I want to do what I want to do, take her as my own.
He was married, and she was drunk day and night, and he knew it too.
He knows everything but can't do anything.
Everyone is born with his own responsibilities that he must bear. After all, he has no way to let go of everything and just have her.
So when he learned that she was heartbroken and left, he was still indifferent. First on the whole network, book guest!
He thought that maybe he could let her go, he could let him go, and he could forget each other like this.
He really thought so.
He didn't try to find out about her, and he hasn't seen her come back since.
He even thought about living a good life with Yue Xiangru, doing his responsibilities like all couples, supporting each other, and having children.
But he found very sad that he couldn't do it.
He tried many times and tried for a long time, but he still couldn't do it. Whenever he held another woman in his arms, what appeared in his mind for no reason was the gentle appearance of Xia Wu.
He thought it was just not long enough.
Later, I accidentally heard that she had resigned from her position as the owner of Xiagui Island and left.
There was a faint expectation in his heart, looking forward to her coming back again.
It's just that he still... still knows that this is wrong with him, he can't go on like this, feelings... Of course he has feelings for her. It's just that he always thought that feelings can be controlled. He seems to have been in control very well, at least, he didn't really give up everything in his hands absurdly to do a dream of double stay and double flight.
So he didn't inquire about her. He thought that as long as the time was long enough, he could finally let go.
He didn't realize he was wrong until she reappeared in front of him.
It's completely wrong.
Everything can be controlled, but emotions cannot be controlled.
God knows how jealous and unwilling he was when she hugged another man's arm and called him mate. He thought that maybe they would never see each other again, but he never thought that one day she would marry someone else, one day she would not love him.
This was a matter of course, he didn't know why he couldn't accept it, even... completely unable to control his heart.
So after all, he did something out of control. After she left, he quickly found out where she was staying. Then he visited her room at night and found that she was alone. He didn't know what the stone in his heart was. So it fell.
But her phrase "Is it related to you?" still irritated him. The ironic smile on the corner of her lips made him flustered. Suddenly he couldn't bear it for a moment. He didn't know what he wanted, he only knew this time. At this moment, he only wants her, crazily.
He wanted to rub her into his body, and even wished to take her apart and eat her, as long as she was his.
She should be his. After so many years, who can really let go?