Chapter 823: Not what she wants

Xia Ji's body was a bit vain, but she was the kind of person who would never allow herself to fall. Start on the whole network, book guest!
The resentment in her eyes has not yet dissipated, she just stood by the lake, wearing a red dress, making her skin whiter, white to a bit dazzling, even at this moment, the sky is dark, but in faint Among the light source, she can still be amazed by her stunning appearance at this time.
She is very tall, standing there at this moment, quite a sense of loneliness and independence.
At the corner of her lips, a sarcasm smile appeared.
How could she not think about it?
From the beginning, she thought about everything.
She knew better than anyone that what her father wanted was never a high-powered, prosperous and wealthy. He was proud of her and worried about her even more. What he hopes is that she can live a happy and fulfilling life. Start on the whole network, book guest! In his expectation, she should find a reliable man to marry, give birth to lovely children, and be a happy woman.
It's not that she was admired and expected by the people to become a saint.
He didn't want her to live that kind of life.
But because she thought, she needed those to prove herself and realize her value, and she needed strength to make herself stronger, so that no one would dare to bully them.
She wants a superior position.
And because he cares about her too much, even if he is reluctant in his heart, he never mentions it in front of her. He can even ran to guard the mausoleum alone in order to perfect her, to prevent her from being ridiculed and disturbed.
He knew he was happy even then, because in his eyes, as long as she was happy, he would be happy.
For her, let alone die, even if he does anything, he is willing.
She has the best father in the world, even if he has nothing, he still gives her everything he can give.
So? So she just understood too much to accept and face it.
She was reluctant to accept that he died for her in the end, and she could even imagine that even at the moment of death, he would feel happy and comforted, because she could finally be saved, and she could follow what he did. As expected, she has lived a stable and happy life, and even her husband is still the best man in the Xia family. He is gentle and kind and has a sense of responsibility. He can take good care of her. Even if he doesn't fall in love with her, he can give her willingly. This is something that many people can't get envious of!
Look, how good it is!
So she could fully imagine how gratified and satisfied her father was when she left.
But none of this is what she wants!
She would rather not have all of this, and she didn't fall in love with Xia Qingcheng, so how about he is the best man in the entire Xia clan? What she likes is cultivation, to make herself stronger, she doesn't care about her own life or death, she doesn't care at all.
So why should he be so good at advocating, trading his life for everything she doesn't want, how can he let her enjoy all this willingly!
As long as she saw Xia Qingcheng, she would remember how the person she cared about the most died, and she would remember how her lifelong dream was broken!
She couldn't endure such a life for even a moment!