Chapter 45:

Chapter 45
Perhaps there is such a departure in the world, no farewell, no hysterical break, even when everything happens, calmly makes you feel the sorrow in a moment.
It’s like a sunny day when it’s sunny, like a vase that your most cherished suddenly falls when you wipe it. In such a process, you can feel nothing but the infinite silence.
Jiang Wenxu was standing in an empty living room, and he couldn't help it in the face of such a thing. His mind is still in a state of chaos. He can't understand why He Zhishu is going to go, and where can he go alone?
He only stood there and suddenly felt helpless. Jiang Wenxu has never been lonely and lonely. When he was not at home with his family, there was no time for a poor bowl to split into two bowls. When he said that he was not at home for ten days and a half. But now, because He Zhishu is not behind him.
Ai Ziyu went to the rest station, and the more the car went south, the warmer it felt. At least it was already more than ten degrees higher than Beijing.
Ai Ziyu took the He Zhishu to get off and stretch, whether it is driving or taking a car is very tired. He handed the dog rope to He Zhishu: "Are you holding it?"
He Zhishu did not answer, but he took the leash, and he was very cautious and groaning. There were some rare hidden anger and clarity on his face.
"So like a dog, don't you raise one?" Ai Ziyu smiled and followed the He Zhishu.
He Zhishu shook his head: "The family doesn't like it."
How can Ai Ziyu not understand what it means, and his heart is sour and awkward. I couldn’t get the topic at the moment.
When I got on the bus, Ai Ziyu opened up some warm winds. He said that He Zhishu had neatly folded the folded coats, but he still did not control what he actually cares about: "...if anyone else If you just play, you can't take it with you. Knowing the book, the man I know is clear, but the lover is in the third harem. If you are particularly interested, you can use your words to discuss it. You are not a young child, you should always be There is a plan."
He Zhishu listened and laughed. There was not much malicious ridicule. He simply thought that these things sounded funny. He Zhishu looked at Ai Ziyu with his head tilted. The darkness of the black man had a shattered light. He asked, "Do you think I am being taken care of?"
The word is not good for a man, Ai Ziyu frowned a few invisible: "I am afraid you are cheated."
He knows that the reflective strip on the highway outside the window has flashed off, and Ai Ziyu’s speed is really fast. He frowned. "Doctor, what do you want to hear?"
He Zhishu sighed: "You don't have to guess, and you don't have to use it for yourself. It's all true."
When the two dogs woke up and walked away, it was the time of the spirit, and they passed through the seat gap. He knows that he has taken some dried fruit for it to eat. His tone is very gentle: "I have been with Jiang Wenxu for more than ten years. He has become a habit of derailment. Can I have any solution? But I have not been arrogant in these years, I love him. Willing to be a woman in the feudal era, no career, relying on people to raise, waiting for him to get tired of going home to cook a warm bed. Also, no difference with the package?" He Zhishu gently patted the dog's head, see the doctor: "things That's it, are you satisfied?"
He knows that he doesn't care, he can't put it too far to use such a careless attitude to say such a mean word, killing one thousand and losing one hundred.
How can it be considered as a package? The house should have been half of the two people. The company originally had shares in He Zhishu. Even if the homosexuality is not accepted by ordinary people, they are also called love, and they have faced their parents face to face the world.
It’s just changed now. Only one side of the relationship is not so deep, just a few years of hard work, the man has capital. But these are not able to, and can not accommodate the feelings of the situation.
In fact, Ai Ziyu only said that paragraph of the book will understand. The doctor did not say anything, but it does not mean that he did not think so. Ai Ziyu may really have a feeling for himself, but how many of them are wishful thinking that the brain is over-filled.
Ai Ziyu also has some regrets. He is not exactly what He Zhishu thinks. He is just stupid, and his IQ is falling in the face of his favorite people. And he really cares, but he only cares that He Zhishu is deceived and bullied. What he cares about is that the heart of a person who likes it will not be given to himself.
Men face cherished things, and saints will have more or less possessiveness. The Beast Enclosure wants to be taken as its own, does not want to be touched by people, does not want to be jealous, and even people can not see it.
Ai Ziyu listened to this paragraph, how could he be satisfied. He would rather have a miserable book, isn’t he just being raised? The infatuation of He Zhishu is that there is a ten-year premise that no one can stand in, the most beautiful and purest and most obsessed, and fall in love with a person, that is, love for a lifetime.
Happiness can only last a lifetime if it is not a lifetime.
"I'm sorry." Ai Ziyu's dry mouth, the whole person is embarrassed.
He knows that he doesn't care. He licks the fat face of the two dogs and smiles. "Nothing is sorry. I have troubled you so much, and there is a right to know."
It doesn't matter if you don't care, because people don't take your heart at all. This kind of temper is actually the most difficult to compromise. It is still dark and scornful. Your heart doesn't open the door for you. You can't hurt him with your sword and sword.
But Rao is Ai Ziyu does not understand, a person who laughs and looks blushing to the earlobe, how can it be so cold and straightforward to say that it is a kind of warm bed. Perhaps it has been changed by life to something that has been used, perhaps it is really more than sorrow.
This is the consequence of having opened the door for people. The wound is incomplete.