Chapter 136: If you can do it again

Pei Yujin's voice turned too fast, and Ji Xuan couldn't react for a while.
Just now she was accusing her of ruthlessness, and now she is showing a pitiful look. Which one should she believe?
But no matter which one, it doesn't make any sense to Ji Xuan. In short, she and Pei Yujin will not go back to the past, and becoming strangers is the best result.
"You just feel unwilling because of my sudden departure. You can treat me as a vanity person and not worthy of being with you. That's it."
Not to mention Chai Xiujing's physical condition, it is indeed the case in the eyes of others.
After all, Ji Xuan was Pei Yujin who had dumped the poor students and turned around to marry Sheng Zeyan. In the eyes of those who did not know, that was the case.
And didn't Pei Yujin also said before, before he knew the truth, he thought she was greedy for vanity.
"You are not such a person, why should I treat you as such? I can't do it."
Ji Xuan really didn't know what to say, she would persuade Pei Yujin like this, but she just wanted to solve the matter properly.
Although reason tells her that Pei Yujin's appearance is not easy, she still doesn't want to think of him too badly, so she hopes to communicate well and try to avoid antagonism.
"But actually I did something like this. I kicked you on the front foot and married Sheng Zeyan on the back foot."
"But in fact you are not voluntary. You just obeyed the arrangement. I understand you." Pei Yujin made an affectionate appearance, as if he could forgive Ji Xuan for separating from him and marrying Sheng Zeyan instead.
Ji Xuan's face was a little uncomfortable, she didn't want to see such an expression on Pei Yujin's face.
After all, the two are in the past, and she does not have any feelings for Pei Yujin, at most, she has a little memory of the past.
Seeing Pei Yujin showing such an expression to her now, she would only feel uncomfortable.
"The cause of the matter may be the same as you said, but it is different now. I have been married to Sheng Zeyan for more than half a year. It doesn't matter how I started it. The important thing is that I have a good relationship with him now."
It might be embarrassing to say this by himself, but Ji Xuan felt that if he didn't make it clear to Pei Yujin, he might think that she and Sheng Zeyan were just a business marriage, and there was no relationship.
More importantly, she wants Pei Yu to understand that she now has no feelings for him.
Memories do not play a role, and one cannot live by the past.
Pei Yu stayed silent for a while, after all, he was not stupid, it was impossible not to understand what Ji Xuan meant.
However, what he thought in his heart was obviously different from what Ji Xuan thought. He was not sad at all because Ji Xuan had no feelings for him, but was thinking about how to approach Ji Xuan again.
Regardless of whether it is subdued or pressured, what should be said has already been said, but Ji Xuan's attitude is still very obvious, that is, he does not want to have any relationship with him.
"So in your opinion, we can't even do friends?" Pei Yu smiled bitterly, and Ji Xuan couldn't bear it.
Anyway, it was her fault in this relationship at the beginning, and Pei Yujin shouldn't pay for it.
"I didn't mean that either."
Speaking of this, Ji Xuan couldn't help but began to reflect on her behavior.
It seems that I met Pei Yujin again from the beginning, her performance was very cold, and it seemed that it was all Pei Yujin's fault.
If she thinks in another position, she will definitely feel uncomfortable standing in Pei Yujin's position.
Thinking about this, Ji Xuan's attitude softened.
Pei Yujin obviously noticed that Ji Xuan's attitude had changed, and naturally he would climb along the way.
"Then you mean you don't reject being friends with me?"
Ji Xuan didn't know how to answer. If she followed what she just said, it was exactly what Pei Yujin thought.
But being friends with Pei Yu is not realistic anyway.
Putting aside other things, Pei Yujin has something to do with Ji Ziliang now. If he doesn't think he is too bad, it doesn't mean that he is a fool and let him deceive him.
But now if you say that you can't be friends with him, it will go on endlessly, and the two are now at the front door of the training institution. It is not a good thing to say too much to be heard.
"If you think we can be friends, then so be it." Ji Xuan also didn't want to say something dead, but didn't want to follow Pei Yujin's words, so she said.
Now she just wants to fool around quickly, as long as Pei Yu is satisfied and stops pestering her, that's fine.
As for what to do later, let's think of a solution later.
Hearing what Ji Xuan said, Pei Yujin seemed very happy, "You can still treat me as a friend. It seems that my return this time is worthwhile."
Ji Xuan heard what Pei Yujin's words meant, and couldn't help but ask: "Speaking of which, where were you before?"
In the final analysis, Ji Xuan still has guilt in her heart, so she will show it unconsciously.
Pei Yujin smiled in her heart, but did not show it on her face.
"In the beginning, you disappeared in my life inexplicably, which caused me to be in a downturn for a long time. After graduation, I left the imperial capital and moved between several cities."
As soon as Pei Yujin's words fell, Ji Xuan began to feel annoyed. What was wrong to mention, didn't she make trouble for herself if she had to mention this?
"I said these didn't mean to complain to you. In fact, I don't regret this experience. I just regret not knowing that you were in such a predicament at the time. If you had known it earlier, would everything become like this? "
Pei Yujin's expression was very serious, as if he had really considered this issue.
Ji Xuan bit her lip and said nothing, she really didn't know what to pick up.
What Pei Yujin meant was that she didn't trust him at the beginning and made the decision by herself without telling him about the difficulties.
But at that time, all she wanted was not to drag Pei Yujin, and she wanted to ask Ji Zhenchuan for help, but she never thought that Ji Zhenchuan would ask her to marry Sheng Zeyan.
The final decision to separate from Pei Yujin and marry Sheng Zeyan was the result of her repeated consideration.
After all, in that situation, she couldn't just watch Chai Xiujing's condition worsen, and she didn't want Pei Yu to bear such a burden with her.
So at that time, following Ji Zhenchuan's instructions was the best choice.
It's just that it's useless to tell Pei Yujin these things now, what has happened is impossible to change.
Ji Xuan woke up suddenly, she unexpectedly fell into the quagmire of the past because of Pei Yujin's words.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help being wary.
Why do you always forget your original purpose every time you talk to him?
He always seemed to be able to find her weakness and lead the topic down.
"I'm going to class, let's talk when I have time."