Chapter 220: Can't let go

Ji Zilin knew that Ji Xuan's words were not to comfort her. If she really hated her, Ji Xuan would not have such an attitude, her eyes were red for a while.
"Xuan Xuan, I'm sorry. Actually, I was also wrong about this matter. If I could tell you at that time, I wouldn't have reached this point."
Ji Xuan put down the things in her hand, handed Ji Zilin a tissue, and patted her shoulder.
"Don't blame yourself like this. It has nothing to do with you. This is just human nature. After all, I was in your eyes at the time, but I was like an enemy."
Ji Xuan really thinks this way. Speaking of what happened back then, Ji Zilin is not an insider. After all, if she knew it, she wouldn't have thought of marrying Sheng Zeyan with all her heart, and it was even more unlikely that the Ji family would end up like that.
Speaking of these now, it seems like a world away.
"I didn't think you were an enemy at the time. At that time, after all, I didn't know anything. I thought you were here to grab what I had, so I would treat you like that."
Ji Zilin was also very embarrassed. At that time, after all, she was young, so she would have such thoughts, but she won't be able to change it now, not to mention that she now has a boyfriend, and they love each other very much.
Ji Xuan doesn't care about these things now, no matter what happened before, many things have changed in four years, and she can't care about the previous things.
Besides, did she really treat Ji Zilin at that time? Of course it's impossible. Don't mention how much you hate her at that time, and you wouldn't have thought that two people would have such a good relationship as they are today, as if they really became sisters.
"Forget it, don't talk about the previous things, anyway, I don't hate anyone now, and I'm on your side."
Ji Xuan was a little dumbfounded. She didn't expect to see Ji Zilin again four years later, she would prove it to her.
"Well, I see, you are on my side, I am very happy."
Ji Zilin finally laughed. This matter has been in her heart for four years. She has always wanted to apologize to Ji Xuan and explain it to her, but this idea simply cannot be realized.
Now that she finally said it, her hanging heart could finally let go.
"Xuan Xuan, how have you been all these years, my child, is it hard for you to take the child alone?"
Knowing what happened to Ji Xuan, Ji Zilin didn't want to stay in the imperial capital anymore. Both came to get her phone number through other talents, and the two got in touch.
But Ji Xuan did not tell her the specific situation.
Thinking of Ling Jiaqi's attitude just now, she might have guessed something, but she still wanted to ask Ji Xuan.
"There is also Xiaoyou. In fact, she has shared a lot with me over the years. Maybe in your opinion, I am not doing well, but I am very satisfied with this life."
Ji Xuan's words are sincere. She is satisfied to have such a peaceful life now and will not ask for more.
Contentment with Changle is also the thing that she understands most thoroughly after experiencing so much pain.
"But with the attitude of the person in charge of Rui'an just now, is it the same to you normally?" Ji Zilin was still thinking about it.
"No, you are misunderstood. She is actually not my immediate boss." Ji Xuan couldn't laugh or cry. Sheng Zeyan was to blame for this matter.
If he hadn't insisted on her coming to the imperial capital as the person in charge of Rui'an, how could she be Ling Jiaqi's assistant and be angry with her.
Ji Zilin is puzzled. If it wasn't for her boss, why did she talk like that just now?
"In fact, this is the case." Ji Xuan reluctantly told Ji Zilin about Sheng Zeyan's arrangements, and also about Gu Chengyan's arrangements on Ruian's side.
Knowing the truth, Ji Zilin's face is not pretty.
After all, this was caused by Sheng Zeyan.
But from another perspective, if Sheng Zeyan didn't insist on doing this, Ji Xuan would not return to the imperial capital, and she would never see her.
So speaking, I don’t know whether it is a good thing or a bad thing.
"At that time, these will all be counted on Mr. Sheng, let him handle the work for you in the Imperial City."
Ji Zilin made the decision without authorization, and she thought this was helping Ji Xuan.
"No need, I'm pretty good in Ruian, the boss is very good, and I don't have any plans to come back to the Imperial Capital now, so I appreciate your kindness." Ji Xuan refused politely.
Ji Zilin discovered at this time that she had mentioned Sheng Zeyan too naturally, and had not considered Ji Xuan's thoughts at all.
For Ji Xuan, I don't want to hear Sheng Zeyan's name at all, right?
"Xuan Xuan, sorry, I..."
"Why did you apologize to me again? You didn't do anything wrong, don't do that." Ji Xuan didn't want Ji Zilin to have too much psychological burden when facing her, after all, she did not do those things.
On the contrary, Sheng Zeyan was at peace of mind and had no guilty conscience when facing her.
Perhaps in his opinion, what he did was just to get justice for himself, and he did nothing wrong at all.
Anyway, each will look at the problem from their own perspective, so there is no way to investigate who is right and who is wrong.
"Okay, don't talk about it anymore, let's go to dinner." Ji Zilin swept away the loss just now, and she said that she would buy gifts for Ji Wenyu.
Ji Xuan has been on the plane for so long, and her whole person feels very tired, and she has been supplementing her knowledge for the past few days. She didn't sleep well at night, and she didn't want to move at all.
"Let’s call to the room to eat, and Xiaoyu is very tired now, so let’s go out tomorrow when I have time."
Seeing Ji Xuan look tired, Ji Zilin didn't insist.
"Then I'm going to call, you rest first."
In fact, Ji Zilin still wants to talk to Ji Xuan more, but seeing her now, I know that she must be tired, so she just gave it up and let her rest first.
After making arrangements, Ji Zilin returned to the company.
During this period, Mu Nanfeng called her and asked her if she had received anyone. She told him about Ji Xuan and Ji Wenyu.
"You said Ji Xuan has a son? That must be your President Sheng."
"You think so too?" Ji Zilin was a little surprised, "but Xuan Xuan said no."
"Of course she won't tell you. If you know, you can tell Mr. Sheng, so Mr. Sheng won't be able to the baby from her."
Shu Yujue’s tone was very determined, and Ji Zilin immediately retorted:
How could I tell Mr. Sheng, besides, does he have the face to a child? The child is raised by Xuan Xuan alone, so why?

"Just because he is Sheng Zeyan's child, what do you think he can't do?" What Shu Yujue didn't say was that Sheng Zeyan couldn't do anything.
When something like that happened four years ago, Mu Nanfeng felt that for so many years, he didn't seem to really understand Sheng Zeyan, otherwise how could he be so surprised after knowing such a thing.