Chapter 678: Many times, he is lonely

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"Oh," Chen Qingxuan turned over again, kicking one leg against the wall of the carriage, while reaching out to caress his messy hair. He was usually not a talkative person, but once he was drunk, he couldn't stop talking. "I ... I don't have any hobbies, I just love reading, I have loved it since I was a kid, and I have no father or mother ... I only have a large cabinet of books. When I put down the books, I feel so lonely. In fact, I do n’t really like reading books anymore, just, I do n’t know what to do besides reading me ... I can do anything, I ’m a sour talent, Kong, Kong Wenmin, you ’re right! I ’m just a shoulder. The sour talent of mentioning! I ... I work on the ground, but I ca n’t do my grandma, I ... I am ashamed, and ... I am also afraid, afraid ... I am afraid that I will not have grandma in the future ... How should I live, I am really I especially want to meet someone who can and can accompany me, let me not be afraid, let me feel at ease ... "
Kong Wenmin listened to him saying so intermittently, he became more and more not a taste in his heart. He felt that Chen Qingxuan was not talking about himself, but about him.
Yeah, really talking about him.
Since he lost his father and mother since childhood, is he not afraid or sad? But he could n’t, even if he was afraid and sad, he could n’t show it. There was a younger brother under him. Without his father and mother, he was the only reliance of his younger brother. He was his brother ’s father and mother. The children of the peasant family are now venerable and even terrible, and the hardships are countless.
Many times, he is lonely. When he is younger, clearer and more honest than him, he feels relieved and very lonely. That is not the loneliness that Kong Wenjie can understand and solve for him, and his Tired of his vicissitudes, he never wanted Kong Wenjie to know, but wasn't he weak? Is there no time to find someone to talk to or rely on?
Of course there are, but ... never met that person.
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"I'm home," the carriage stopped steadily at the door of Chen Qingxuan's house. Kong Wenmin jumped out of the carriage and leaned over the carriage to see that Chen Qingxuan was sleeping soundly, probably because it was too hot. The sweat on his face was so white that his face was steamed, the mouth was slightly dry, and there was a soft snoring sound, and a line of bright saliva came out. Kong Wenmin looked at him like this It looked like, I couldn't help but laughed, "I only wear a well-dressed person as a scholar. I didn't expect that this is a virtue if I drink too much."
Kong Wenmin took out the veil and wiped Chen Qingxuan's face, then went to call the door, only to find that the door was actually locked. Kong Wenmin looked at the lock on the door, and then looked back at the sleeping man in the carriage. , He turned and got on the carriage again, and then drove away slowly.
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Jiasheng thirty-three years of August tenth.
Jingshi.
Yu Study.
After the early dynasty, Zhong Zhiheng left the left phase and the right phase together. The Yushan room prepared the morning meal and delivered it. Zhong Zhiheng gave them two meals together.
"Long live Lord, this time when King Pingxi returned to Beijing, within a few days, Nanjiang had a big deal, and King Pingxi made preparations early in the morning and sent a hundred thousand troops to wait in the south of Qinghai. Long live here. Is your head a little bit weird? "You Xiang Zhao Changrong drank the honey bean lily porridge in a small sip bowl and carefully asked Zhong Hengheng.
"The right phase means that King Pingxi returned to Beijing not for the birthday of the Queen Mother, but for Xu Chengjin?" Zhong Zhiheng looked at Zhao Changrong, eating fish fillets slowly and wiping with a veil Wipe your mouth.
"Yes, Weichen does have this worry," Zhao Changrong looked carefully at Zhong Hengheng, and carefully said, "In the end, King Pingxi is not an ordinary courtier. He holds 300,000 Northwest Army in his hand. Hundreds of thousands of troops, don't you care about the safety of the frontier? Please also ask Long Live Lord to learn from it. "
"What selfishness?" Zhong Zhiheng looked at Zhao Changrong and said lightly, "Is Xu Chengjin wronged? Or is King Pingxi forcing him to swallow eleven tribes?"
Zhao Changrong burst into a "chuck" in his heart, and got up busy now, kneeling down on his knees, saying: "Yes, what the long lived man said is very, it is a thoughtful thought by the micro minister."
"I don't blame you at all. This time, Wang Pingxi is really so passionate about Nanjiang," Zhong Zhiheng said slowly, looking at the left side, "Zuo Xiang, what do you think of Pingxi King's actions this time?" What about? "