Chapter 961: He is really alive enough

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"Seeing my drug addiction attack, biting like a mad dog?" Qin Chong continued, the tone was still so salty and light, he said, he put the tea bowl in his hand on the small table, and then Leaning on the pillow, he looked at Gu Qingtong sarcastically, "You must be terrified, right? How can I recruit someone who is not clean like me, is it ..."
"I didn't ..." Gu Qingtong was too busy to cut off Qin Chong's words, but as soon as the words started, she couldn't say anything. Qin Chong was right. She just saw Qin Chong's drug addiction. She was really terrified, not only at the beginning, but even now she was terrified. At that time, she even wanted to bring Chen Qingxuan over and throw this person out, so Qin Chong was right, She couldn't even refute it.
"You're nothing? Haven't you seen me like a drug addict? I still have no plans to take me in again? You can rest assured that although I'm a visceral person, I have the self-knowledge that will never make you embarrassed." With a smile, he lifted the blanket and got out of bed, but he was too weak to stand up at all, sitting on the bed again, he might feel embarrassed and his eyebrows were upright And pressed his hands against the edge of the bed, clenched his teeth and stood up again, this time he did stand up, but his forehead was soaked with fine sweat beads, the whole person was crumbling, and he seemed to collapse at any time .
"Sit down, sit down!" Gu Qingtong was too busy to help Qin Chong, but Qin Chong pushed him away. Gu Qingtong looked at his pair who was almost tolerant to the extreme, and was sad and anxious. She wanted to comfort Qin Chong with two words, but looking at his gritted teeth, she dared not say anything. In the final analysis, she knew nothing about this man, if it was n’t for the sudden change last night She would always think he was a poor criminal slave, but now, she knows that he must be more than a criminal slave, he may be far more terrible than she thought.
Qin Chong panted violently. He supported the table and tried his best to adjust every bit of strength all over his body. The harder he was, the more he gasped, almost like a dehydrated fish In general, feelings of powerlessness and sorrow filled his heart. This was not his first drug addiction. He used to be in southern Xinjiang. He had not experienced such an embarrassing and embarrassing situation. He knelt like a dog in front of Xu Chengjin, shaking his tail and begging. He spent 15 years in those days. At the beginning, he still knew humiliation, but gradually, he became numb, and he did n’t care about what he did n’t eat. Just to live, even if he lived like a dog, he did n’t expect to die, but he did n’t dare to seek death, he thought how heartbroken his father and mother would be when he heard his bad news ... he did n’t dare much at all. I thought, so, he just lived like a dog.
But today and now, he feels ashamed and sad, but what is this? In the past fifteen years, such a situation has happened every few days. He has been numb and used to it. So, what is so shameful and sad?
But he couldn't help it. The tragic sadness made him think of death again. He didn't think he had any meaning to live anymore. Even though this life was bought by his father and mother, it was too painful and tortured to live. He couldn't see any hope, even ...
Not long ago, there was such a ray of sunlight on him, which made him feel warm and abnormal, but now, this ray of sunlight is gone, his world is still gray, still cold, he is really alive enough .
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