Chapter 1213: The wind blows gently, my heart hurts slowly

Chapter 1213 The wind blows gently, and the heart slowly hurts
Zhang Nian's eyes were red, and the feeling of suffocation abruptly tore her heart apart.
"There are too many things between us. Even if there are too many, I still love, but I can't approach you...because I'm too tired." Zhang Nian watched Chu Zixiao slowly turned to face her, and the corners of her mouth laughed at herself. Later, the tears fell hot.
"Not every fairy tale has a beautiful ending, and not every love has a result." Zhang Nian sniffed firmly, and smiled, even with tears in his eyes. "No one has investigated on the Internet. , Up to 95% of first loves are fruitless? You and Jian Mo, you and me..."
When the words fell, Zhang Nian only felt that the heartache could not be added.
It turned out that she could face him becoming alienated and indifferent, but she could not stop the heart that loved him.
This relationship has finally come to an end...
She thought that even if she was sad, she would become indifferent because of the bad things.
But it turns out that she has forgotten the human heart. If it is filled with another person, when it is forced to be pulled out, it will be bloody...
The expression on Chu Zixiao's face gradually cracked. He looked at Zhang Nian, stepped forward, and gently raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face.
"I don't want such a result." Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with sadness, "I couldn't see clearly at the beginning, and it became where I am now... Zhang Nian, I don't mind the hardship of this road, but I want a chance."
Zhang Nian couldn't help crying all the time, she was about to suffocate in pain.
"No!" Zhang Nian closed his eyes and squeezed all the tears from his eyes.
She kept shaking her head, even if her heartache was suffocating.
Chu Zixiao hugged Zhang Nian, and his arms circled her body fiercely, as if he wanted to rub her into his body.
"I won't apologize for what happened at the beginning. After all, I was angry and disgusted in that situation." Chu Zixiao's eyes were scarlet, "But, I ignored that you are also a victim. I didn't take into account your feelings. Even, It made you suffer twice as much pain than mine..."
Chu Zixiao's voice was filled with deep sadness and regret.
If it wasn't because of the obsession with Momo, if it wasn't because of the anger that night, he and Zhang Nian might start slowly, and everything could be fine over time.
But what happened, neither he nor Zhang Nian could change it.
Even, he could guess the answer, but didn't want to face...
So he was struggling.
"At that time, I was also a victim. Now I don't have a chance. How cruel to me?" Chu Zixiao asked sadly, "And how innocent are we?"
Zhang Nian kept crying, and in Chu Zixiao's arms, her tears seemed to burst, and they flowed vigorously.
Once, how much she wished for this embrace.
She had imagined that if she was held in her arms by Chu Zixiao, she would be able to faint happily...
Qing Cong's love, all the girl's dreams of love, she did in Chu Zixiao.
Because she had all these beautiful dreams, when she woke up from the dream, she realized how strong her strength was.
"None of us is wrong, the only thing wrong is that time can't always get a fit..." Zhang Nian endured the urge to hug Chu Zixiao. She knew that at this moment, she was going to drag her feet, and it would only make herself and him even worse. pain.
"The time is wrong, you can correct it." Chu Zixiao gritted his teeth, "I missed it, you can wait, you can look back...If we didn't work hard, how would we know that it was always wrong?"
Zhang Nian was already crying and sobbing, "There is no way..." She suddenly pushed Chu Zixiao away vigorously, "Can you give me a dad? Can you keep my mother from lying in bed all year round? !"
Zhang Nian yelled, "Chu Zixiao, you are not me, you don't know how embarrassed I am in the middle... I even thought, if it wasn't my unreasonable request at the beginning, if it wasn't for my so-called dream, if there wasn't that Scene, can I be a little happier today instead?!"
She laughed at herself, "How could there be a if? Everything has happened, and we are unable to change..." Zhang Nian wiped away tears, "Once, between Jian Mo and Gu Beichen, then Many problems, but they are in love with each other, so they must be overcome, but what about us? No, no unforgettable, how can we join hands to overcome the thorns?"
"We can now write our unforgettable memories!" Chu Zixiao growled.
Zhang Nian shook his head, "You don't understand...Only when there is no impurities between each other, can it be possible to unforgettable. There is a gap between us. How to portray each other's bones and remember each other's hearts?"
A question made Chu Zixiao feel weak.
He understands everything Zhang Nian said, just because he understands, he is even weaker.
"Everyone is well..." Zhang Nian smiled hard, even if his nose was sore, "Maybe, one day I will be able to forget the thoughts I have for you, and you can also find a peaceful one that belongs to you. Love... we bless each other and keep our memories today."
Chu Zixiao's eyes were red, and the corners of his mouth moved, wanting to do something forcibly.
But at this moment, he could not move.
Zhang Nian in front of him was so strong. He looked at her eyes, the tears in her eyes, and the smile at the corner of her mouth. He couldn't do anything to hurt the girl.
The night breeze in winter is biting.
All of a sudden, across the face, just like the tip of a small needle fell on the skin.
But how can this kind of pain compare to the pain at this moment in my heart?
Starting from returning to China, he mishandled Momo's feelings, and finally extended the mistake to Zhang Nian.
He is innocent, but Zhang Nian is more innocent than him.
But now that I understand, everything is too late...
Even if Zhang Nian barely stayed with him, she would be unhappy, torturing herself because of her behavior ashamed of her parents every day.
Is this what he can give for love?
Just like the original Momo, can his love only bring harm?
no……
He can also give in or give in silently, right? !
Not every relationship, all he can do, is love but the sharpness...
Time, a little bit passed.
The winter night is getting deeper and deeper, and the wind is getting more and more bitter.
Chu Zixiao leaned on the car, smoking cigarettes, one after another, and when Zhang Nian got off work, he had already fallen in front of his heels.
Zhang Nian felt complicated when he saw Chu Zixiao.
She didn't know what to do to completely push Chu Zixiao away...
"You don't have to be burdened," Chu Zixiao saw Zhang Nian standing still, and said softly, "I will give you one last time in an embarrassing capacity, okay?"