Chapter 2095: Pain to tears

"Try to save it!" Shi Shaoqin spoke lightly while raising his eyes, "Star probably wants her to live."
Xi Cheng stunned, "What's the matter with Star?"
Shi Shaoqin's eyes swept across Xi Cheng. He immediately felt a cold wind passing behind him and swallowed secretly. Some scalp numb grinned and said, "Then go back to Mo Palace as soon as possible."
There is the best operating room over there, and there are a lot of medicines, and I can still struggle for a while.
Shi Shaoqin didn't speak, but just looked at the person on the side and motioned to arrange to return to Mo Palace.
It is up to their good fortune whether Ye Ziyu and the child in his stomach can live.
"Did Pei Nan deal with it?" Shi Shaoqin looked at Kani.
"Processed." Carney nodded. "The ghosts are really pervasive. Whether it is Huo Lianchen or Pei Shengyao, they think she is theirs, but she would never think that she has another identity."
Shi Shaoqin didn't talk to him, and people like Pei Nan didn't need to worry about him.
"Did Lin Xiangnan leave Feiluo City?" Shi Shaoqin nodded when he saw Kani, and looked in the direction where Ziziyu was placed. "It exploded unexpectedly. I'm afraid there will be many surprises waiting for him on the way back..."
Carney sighed, "Actually, from beginning to end, whether it's Lin Xiangnan looking..." He paused slightly, and finally didn't say Gu Beichen's name. "It's still adaptability. His whole plan is very successful. Unfortunately, he can't stand one. accident."
As he said that, he seemed to sigh with emotion, "Actually, what is good about being a soldier? No matter what you do, you don’t say anything. In the end, how much you endured, but you didn’t get the same return, and maybe even more. Lost a lot..."
Shi Shaoqin retracted his gaze and fell forward, "People are responsible for the path they choose."
In this world, if you are not in position, how can you understand what that person is doing?
Soldiers are sacred, but their sacredness is piled up by the admiration of many people and the incomprehension of some people.
For example, even if Lin Xiangnan completed this task, he saved thousands of people.
But he lost his grandfather, and now he might also lose his own woman and child...
From his standpoint, it is no longer worth it to be measured.
In this world, if one criminal person is brought down, there will be another person committing a crime.
There are benefits and temptations, and there will be people with mud feet deep in greed.
Regardless of whether it is a policeman or a soldier, how many people's happiness and well-being have been achieved by their existence while not being understood by some people?
A sneer flashed in Shi Shaoqin's eyes. Many people understand this truth. Unfortunately, many times, because it doesn't matter to them, everyone says things that are irrelevant but subjective.
This is the sadness of this world. It is sad that many people are happy, but they never think about how many people sacrificed their happiness, and they blindly use their own opinions to measure their contributions.
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The checkpoints set up everywhere made it extremely difficult for Lin Xiangnan to return to Jincheng.
He is an excellent special force, but he is not invincible.
When several groups of special forces came to encircle him at the same time, in addition to being embarrassed, he was the most extreme overdraft of the spirit.
Originally, the plane was only a few hours. Even if it was the most ordinary train, it would take two or three days. Lin Xiangnan had already "walked" for three days, but it was only a short and a half journey from Feiluo City to Fengcheng.
He doesn't know how many passers-by are besieging him. There are three special teams that have "fighted".
Lin Xiangnan leaned on the haystack for a few days, and averaged only two or three hours of sleep a day. Coupled with a high concentration of energy, he looked extremely tired and his eyes were covered with red blood.
But the body is overdrawn, but there is no exhaustion from the heart.
Lin Xiangnan looked at the moon covered by clouds, rubbing a warhead in his hand.
That was the bullet he dug out of Ye Ziyu's body in the forest of Fengcheng.
In a year's time, even if there was Fan Yiyun's accident in the whole plan, he still calculated everything.
To the end?
What did he lose?
Lin Xiangnan squinted his eyes, his eyes were laughing at himself.
Deep down, there is even more pain.
That kind of pain is like raising a blood-sucking worm in the body, sucking his blood little by little, causing nerve pain.
He didn't regret taking the task. During the time he was in contact with Zhan Xiaoyun, he knew very well that this person was alive, which represented how many innocent people died because of their organs that met the requirements.
During the entire mission, he only "regrets" falling in love with Zi Ziyu.
If she hadn't fallen in love with her, even if she was Zhan Xiaoyun's daughter, she would live like Qin Luoxin and would not die!
It was his love and his extravagance that killed her!
The heart began to twitch, Lin Xiangnan closed his eyes, and at that moment, a drop of hot moist with sorrow passed from the corner of his eye...
Little fish, before you leave this world, I haven't even had time to tell you because of the task, how much I love you!
Lin Xiangnan's lips kept trembling because of suffering.
A small departure, that is her concealment under the faith.
But Tzuyu's departure... it was all caused by him, all by him!
Lin Xiangnan bent his legs in pain, with his forehead resting on his knees, pouring out all the sorrow, he tried the pain that is better than death for the first time.
At this moment, he even thought selfishly...
So many people's missions have failed, so what if he fails?
What does the life and death of others matter to him?
There are so many unfair things in this world. Why does he think that he can reverse those injustices as much as possible and make more people fair?
But he is a soldier!
All these are the bounden duty of soldiers!
Lin Xiangnan smiled, but it was worse than crying.
Whether it is Xiaoxiao or him, when they entered this family that defended the country, they already knew clearly that the first one in front of them must be great love!
Even if it hurts!
...
"Brother Xiao, I can't find Nan Shao..." Xiao Nan voiced solemnly, "Na Shao has too strong anti-reconnaissance ability, so many people are looking for him secretly, it seems that no one has a clear clue."
After Long Xiao was silent for a while, he answered, "You and Xiao Yu are not looking for it anymore, drag the progress to find those people Xiangnan."
"Okay." Xiao Nan answered.
Long Xiao hung up the phone, thoughtful.
In order not to show a trace, Xiang Nan naturally used all his skills... Xiao Nan and the others could not find it, which is not surprising.
With a light sigh, Long Xiao called Long Ziyi.
"Uncle, can we hold off for a few more days for the re-election meeting over there?"
"No!" Long Ziyi replied simply.
Long Xiao's face was solemn, but in fact he knew it was impossible, but he still had no hopes.
The matter has reached this point. If all previous efforts are abandoned, then all the previous sacrifices will be abolished? !
Now Xiang Nan can't contact, even Shi Shaoqin can't get in touch...Long Xiao twisted his eyebrows, wondering if she should let Jian Mo try to contact Shi Shaoqin?