Chapter 429: Suffering from life and death

Chapter 429
Following Gu Beichen's questioning, everyone looked at Long Xiao.
Grandma Gu even stood up anxiously, "A Xiao, how is Xiao Mo's situation?"
"It's not the inspection result," Long Xiao said calmly, "Yunze is a little bit confused, let me check something."
Gu Beichen frowned at the moment, and Grandma Gu's expression instantly became serious.
The two had the same reaction, as if they didn't need to think too much... They both felt that Li Yunze wanted Long Xiao to check Shi Shaoqin.
Long Xiao's expression was always indifferent at all times, and he calmly said: "We have to wait for the clouds to come out..."
The implication was that Li Yunze only mentioned it to him, without saying anything specifically.
When Grandma Gu heard it, the heart she was holding gradually loosened.
However, looking at Gu Beichen's sight, he felt distressed and blamed himself.
Gu Beichen didn't react too much, and just sat there quietly waiting...
He didn't know if the result this time was the same as before, and nothing was found.
It's just that the sense of powerlessness that oozes from the bottom of my heart seems to have brought him back to when he was in Mo Palace...
Lin Xiangnan looked sadly at Gu Beichen. After several years of experience in the army, he was no longer the wayward "child" who followed the third brother back then...
But when he saw Gu Beichen like this, he suddenly wanted to take him out for a fight.
Time goes by with the second hand turning round and round, which is tormenting for those who are waiting.
"Everyone, eat something first?" Xiao Jing carried some simple food and water in both hands.
Although I know that everyone may not be able to eat this time, time is already a little longer, young people don't care, Grandma Gu and the others are not enough.
"Mom, eat something first?" Cen Lanxi asked worriedly.
"You eat it, I have no appetite." Grandma Gu got up after speaking, "Bei Chen, come with me."
Gu Beichen raised his eyes, looking at Grandma Gu with a tight emotion on his cold face.
After that moment of panic, Grandma Gu was a person who had passed through the storm and quickly calmed down...
Gu Beichen motioned to Xia Longxiao and Lin Xiangnan, then got up and followed Grandma Gu and left.
On the rooftop of the hospital, the scorching sun seemed to scorch people.
"Grandma..." Seeing Grandma Gu didn't speak, Gu Beichen spoke first.
Grandma Gu didn't take care of Gu Beichen, she just looked at the scenery in the distance. After a long time, she said solemnly, "You can't fall down, do you understand?"
Gu Beichen was silent.
No matter how strong or indifferent he is... In front of a grandma who grew up with him, he will always be a child.
Grandma Gu turned around and said with heroic aura on her face: "Bei Chen, I never wanted to put you under pressure... But this is the path of fate. The more you evade, the more he will put it in front of you and let him You face it."
Gu Beichen frowned slightly invisible.
"Life is also a matter of overlapping problems, and we are constantly resolving them. If you survive it, then there will be thousands of flowers blooming..." Grandma Gu paused, "If you can't survive, then go back and finally To a dead end."
Gu Beichen understands this truth, but it is often one thing to understand, and another thing when it is really faced.
Everyone has something to resist in their heart...
You can be afraid of mice and cockroaches, he can be afraid of heights and water...
What Gu Beichen was afraid of was the reappearance of that memory!
"For Jian Mo, I won't resist..." Gu Beichen said slowly after a long time.
His voice was very calm, he didn't forbear, he didn't hesitate... and he didn't force himself to face it.
Grandma Gu's eyes turned red all of a sudden...I was happy but also scared.
Happy Gu Beichen faced the past, but, afraid that Jian Mo had a case, all his beliefs to stick to it would be gone.
"Grandma, I have nothing to be afraid of now..." Gu Beichen's voice is still calm, but only he knows how serious it is in such a calm, "But Mo'er alone, no!"
"This is what I'm worried about, Beichen... Do you understand?"
"I understand...but I can't help it!" Gu Beichen sighed softly, and turned to look at the scenery in front of him. "If you like someone and love someone, sometimes the difference is that you can let go or not."
Gu Beichen laughed self-deprecatingly, "For Jian Mo, I can't describe it in this way... I always feel that in this world, it is her who can make me nostalgic."
Grandma Gu has soured her nose...
"Mo'er is a very strong person. Unlike ordinary girls, she likes to cling to people or want to get rid of it." Gu Beichen smiled, but the eagle eyes were deep, "When she was with you, she thought Sticking to you... But, they always give each other a reasonable amount of private space."
Gu Beichen's eyes grew deeper, "Sometimes I think, why can't she be the same as the women I used to know? Later, I think about it, this woman is really smart...because she is born to grasp the hearts of men ."
"Bei Chen..." Grandma Gu became more sad.
"Grandma, once she chatted with Li Xiaoyue, I just heard it." The softness on Gu Beichen's face gradually disappeared, "Li Xiaoyue said, life is so hard, and ask what she finds the most bitter..."
Grandma Gu suddenly resisted listening.
"Mo'er thought about it for a long time..." Gu Beichen seemed to think of the situation that day. "It is clear that Li Xiaoyue was joking with her, but she took it seriously. She said..."
Grandma Gu's heart has already been mentioned to the top, because Gu Beichen paused, she secretly said: Fortunately, her heart is still strong.
"She said... No matter how hard it is, it is harder than a life of love and dearest life..."
Gu Beichen's words are like floating over from a distant place, clearly light, but heavy.
Grandma Gu's eyes turned red, and grandson said this, she could understand.
Even though she had been with the old man for a lifetime, she could not accept it for a long time when the old man left.
Originally, Grandma Gu was going to reason with Gu Beichen... But in the end, she couldn't say a word that was made by the sadness on his body.
Grandma Gu sighed deeply, "I called you over, just to tell you...I support your decision. But, if you go back, I would rather you never stood up... Beichen, you understand ?"
Gu Beichen knew what grandma was worried about.
"Grandma, if Mo'er is due to natural causes, I will accept it even if I am suffering..." Gu Beichen's voice came faintly, "But, what if it wasn't for natural reasons?"
"What do you mean?" Grandma Gu's heart had already condensed.
Gu Beichen tilted his head to meet Grandma Gu's gaze, "Actually, Grandma is also suspicious, right?"