Chapter 105:

The moonlight was dim, Xu Moqi and Ji Xiaotiao walked back home hand in hand in silence. At the door of the dormitory, Ji Xiao jumped around and waved goodbye to Xu Moqi, then opened the door and walked in.
Just as she was smiling and preparing to close the door, Xu Moqi suddenly reached out and grabbed her arm, and whispered her name slightly.
"Little jump!"
"Ok?"
Ji Xiao responded with a loud voice, Xu Mo violently stepped forward and hugged her, his arms tightened, and the warm breath melted everything. Ji Xiaotiao curled his lips and smiled sweetly.
"what happened?"
After a long silence, Xu Moqi closed his eyes and finally spoke.
"Little jump... let's... let's do this... stop here! Don't see each other again!"
Ji Xiaotiao was startled, apparently he hadn't recovered. But the words heard in the ear are so real! It really made her not think it was a dream or some hallucination.
She smiled awkwardly, and said a little confused: "You, are you kidding me? This joke is not funny at all!"
With that, she wanted to withdraw from Xu Moqi's arms and look in his eyes. Someone seems to have said that if a person is lying or deceiving, you can tell with your eyes.
But Xu Moqi tightened his arms, just not letting her break free. He hugged her so tightly, his tone pretended to be tough, "No! I didn't make a joke with you! I'm serious!"
Ah! Ji Xiaotiao let out a sneer, "Seriously? Okay! I admit I am stupid, I am stupid! Could you please explain, what does it mean to stop here!? What does it mean to not meet again in the future!?"
She is going crazy! Really crazy! What a beautiful day today, God knows that they had a sweet and sweet hand-in-hand shopping and had a happy day in the amusement park. Now he told her to stop here? ? It's not so fast to turn the book, right? There is a sign of the change of the day! This unreasonably said don't meet again in the future, where is the acting? ?
Xu Moqi sensed that Ji Xiaotiao's emotions were a little out of control, and couldn't bear to say: "Xiaotiao...Don't do this...trust me, I'm doing it for you! If...if I knew it would...yesterday I shouldn't have chased you Come back!" Perhaps leaving with Mu Yifan is the best choice for you!
Ji Xiaotiao didn't understand the truth, so naturally he misunderstood the meaning of Xu Moqi's words. He said he shouldn't chase her back? Are you regretting it? What is today's date? The gift before breaking up? Hello everyone? So what is it to hold her so tightly now? Is it the last hug?
"Let go of me!" She calmed down and said coldly.
Xu Moqi did not respond, still holding her tightly. "Little jump... I'm sorry... I am really good for you! You... From now on, you continue to live your originally peaceful life, and I will not appear in front of you again."
Ji Xiaotiao's head was blank, and he could not hear any words of Xu Moqi. She suddenly felt that she was a joke! It's a toy for some young master Xu! As long as he is happy, he will coax and care. If he is unhappy, ignore it and throw it away.
She suddenly felt very tired! All the worries before, plus the "stop here" that Xu Moqi himself said now. Everything seemed destined. There shouldn't be any intersection between the two of them. Once involved, there must be some force to separate them.
So, since I knew this would be the result, why bother to ask why? Why bother to persevere? The prince ended the dinner early. Cinderella, who does not have a gorgeous dress and glass shoes, should resign her fate.
"Okay... I see... Let's stop here! I will treat it as nothing happened and continue to live as good as before. Xu Moqi... We don't know! We never know!"
Ji Xiaotiao murmured, not struggling. Let Xu Moqi hug her tightly. Anyway, this scene will end, making her lose her spine one last time, and the warmth of greed...
The two of them hugged each other, so they couldn't see each other's faces or their expressions. Ji Xiaotiao couldn't see the grief on Xu Moqi's face, but Xu Moqi guessed that Ji Xiaotiao must be crying silently at this moment.
No one knows the pain in his heart, and he does not intend to let Ji Xiaotiao know! If he could, he would rather sacrifice his life than let go of her hand.
but……
But if he doesn't let go, what will Ji Xiaotiao do? If he is not so decisive, that stupid girl will definitely refuse to leave! He doesn't even know when he will die suddenly. If he doesn't let go, she will be even more sad if she is left alone with the silly girl. When she is sad and crying, who will help her to wipe her tears? Just like what he said when she moved out of the dormitory before.
Ji Xiaotiao! Without me... what can you do?
Destiny makes people, and reality has to force him to choose to let go. Long-term pain is not as good as short-term pain. As long as the time passes, the silly girl will always forget him. Even if he dies at that time, there will not be much pain, right...
Xu Moqi frowned, gritted his teeth and made up his mind.
He withdrew from his arms and put down his hands. Slightly hung his head and couldn't bear to look at Ji Xiaotiao.
"Yes! We... don't know! We don't know now, and we won't know each other in the future! Xu Moqi is Xu Moqi! Ji Xiaotiao is Ji Xiaotiao! That's it! Our relationship... ends here!"
After Xu Moqi finished speaking, he turned around and left without looking back. Never slow down, dare not look back. Because he was afraid...he would be overwhelmed when he turned his head back, he would hug a silly girl again and explain to her that everything just now was fake! How reluctant he was to her!
Ji Xiaotiao stood there blankly, looking at Xu Moqi's disappearing back, tears falling down his cheeks, too lazy to wipe it off. After a while, she exhaled, turned and walked into the room and closed the door.
"Yes! It's a dream! It must be a dream! Sleep will be good! Once you sleep, there will be nothing! Well! It must be like this!"
She muttered to herself, and walked into the room as if she had lost her soul. He closed the door and didn't even take off his shoes, so he fell on the bed and wrapped himself tightly with the quilt.
"It's okay... it's okay... go to sleep! It's fine if you fall asleep..."
Ji Xiaotiao kept talking to herself, her whole body shrank in the quilt, his voice choked with boredom. As he said, he couldn't speak anymore. While talking, I couldn't help but burst into tears...
Xu Moqi said to be good for her, which reminded her of a song. The lyrics of the last sentence of that song were: "Why do you tell me to leave me when you love me... It's all for me..."
She didn't understand the meaning of this sentence before, but now she suddenly realized it. She has always had no temper, but now she hates the three words "good for me".
Because these three words are exchanged for three other words. The final result of "good for me" is "don't know"...
Ah! In just two days, this is how it feels like heaven falling to hell? How ironic...