Chapter 1196: Sorry

He is an adult man, and he will naturally have the needs of adult men, but he has always restrained himself.
But just now, just a little bit before the last point, he was going to kiss that red lip regardless.
At the last juncture, he could only hold the small earlobes. After biting deeply, the fluctuations in his mood were still difficult to calm. Qin Yanzhi could only be buried deep in Gu Xiaowan’s neck, and the breath that came out was all rushed. In Gu Xiaowan's neck, Qin Mozhi seemed to be afraid that Gu Xiaowan would disappear. He hugged him tightly, as if he was holding his arms around the most cherished treasure in the world.
When he calmed down his inner ups and downs, he understood what he had done.
"Wan'er" Qin Yizhi whispered to her, his voice terrified, like a child who had done something wrong, waiting for the adult's forgiveness.
But after waiting for a long time, she still didn't hear Gu Xiaowan's response.
Qin Mozhi was a little scared: "Waner"
Still no response.
Qin Yizhi's whole person trembled a little.
He loves Gu Xiaowan and cares more about her feelings. Since Gu Xiaowan and Jing, he also thinks that Gu Xiaowan will have further contact with him, but he was wrong. Gu Xiaowan told herself that she loved him, but she was young and didn't want to have other Of excessive physical contact.
Qin Mozhi respected her and naturally agreed.
So over the years, Qin Yizhi didn't really do anything other than hug her and occasionally kiss her on the forehead.
After so many years, that's how it came.
In his heart, he even felt that Gu Xiaowan was a person with an idea in his heart, and he dared not violate it.
Although in his capacity, he couldn't get what kind of woman he wanted, but he didn't know why, after falling in love with Gu Xiaowan, he only felt that she was the only one in the world.
No matter what she said, he seemed to receive the imperial decree!
No, more noble than the imperial edict!
Gu Xiaowan's words, as long as they are right, he will execute them unconditionally, comply with them unconditionally, and rely on them unconditionally.
Just now, his impulse broke the agreement with Gu Xiaowan.
Qin Yizhi was a little scared, for fear that he would have bad thoughts in Gu Xiaowan's mind. Qin Yizhi was nervous, and even his voice trembled: "Wan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I was just now."
Qin Mozhi trembling hands, gently moved Gu Xiaowan away. When he saw the tears in Gu Xiaowan's eyes, Qin Mozhi only felt that one of his heart was about to jump to his throat.
"Wan'er, don't be sad, I'm not good, it's all my bad"
Qin Yuzhi kept apologizing and said sorry.
At this moment, he can't help but want to slap himself a few times!
Looking at the tears in Gu Xiaowan's eyes, he raised his hand and gently rubbed his fingertips to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes.
There was a deep self-blame and worry in the eyes: "Wan'er, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm not good, it's me!"
He was really scared.
auzw.com I am afraid that Gu Xiaowan will ignore him or that Gu Xiaowan hates him.
For so many years, he has been abiding by the agreement between the two, and abiding very well, but how could he break this agreement today!
To love someone is to respect someone naturally.
Gu Xiaowan really saw the self-blame and annoyance in Qin Mozhi's eyes.
And the more I saw it, the more uncomfortable Gu Xiaowan felt.
Thinking of what her aunt said, Gu Xiaowan only felt that the whole person was full of deep self-blame and regret.
Perhaps the person who should be upset and blame the most should be himself.
"Xiao Qin is already in her twenties. My aunt is not ashamed, Wan'er, Xiao Qin is so kind to you. You two should get your marriage done sooner. When a man reaches a certain age, he will They have their own needs!" My aunt didn't clearly say what needs a man would have when he reached a certain age.
Gu Xiaowan naturally knew what this need was, and she didn't refute, but she sneered at this sentence.
What's wrong with men, this life is not the only thing you can do when you are in this world. There are so many things in this world that you can pursue.
Gu Xiaowan has always looked at the cause and effect of this incident with her own senses and opinions. Sometimes, she also felt that she was too calm.
In her previous life, she had never been in love, had never enjoyed the sweetness of love, had never had the urge to love a person, nor had she liked the sweetness of a person.
The two generations together are almost fifty years old. Except for the love Qin Yizhi brings to her, her love life has always been blank.
It used to be that she thought she was young, and when she thought of her puppy love, she couldn't make it through.
Later, she felt that besides love, there were many things she could do in life.
In the past few years, she let Qin Yizhi go busy, and she has been busy all the time, money is no longer lacking, and the standard of living is more than one level.
In terms of her current living conditions, a small gold collar is well-deserved.
Moreover, she also felt that the relationship between her and Qin Mozhi, from the beginning to the present, was like a small bridge and flowing water.
She understands the true meaning of life and the wonder of love.
However, she doesn't want to be the kind of silk flower attached to a man. She has her dream and her future.
Life is short and love already exists, so there is no need to chase it anymore.
Looking back, she forgot that love does not need to be chased, but love needs to be maintained.
For seven years, Qin Yizhi has been by her side, loving her, protecting her, even with his own life, but also taking care of his safety.
Gu Xiaowan has been accepting it comfortably.
Knowing that Qin Yizhi likes himself, because of his young age, he has always treated him as he does not need to give back.
Now that I met, I realized that I was so wrong.
Qin Yizhi is an adult, waiting for him for so many years, but now he still loves himself cautiously.
Even if he kissed his earlobe just now, he was scared enough for fear that he would be unhappy.