Chapter 35: Floating thoughts

Before Yu Zhile appeared, Yan Yuanqing had many friends. After Yu Zhile disappeared, he never broke his girlfriend. When he was dating, he really liked them, but it did not prevent him from remembering Yu Zhile who had disappeared only a few times.
He blamed the obsession for her disappearance without warning. It's like seeing a novel with some interest. I just read a beginning, and I thought that even if I didn't like the next plot, I had the right to choose whether to watch it. As a result, I found out that all the pages behind were torn Lost. I was just interested in it, because it didn't develop according to common sense, but instead became indifferent.
Was she leaving voluntarily or because of an accident? If it was voluntary, in which city would she live in now? If it was because of an accident, is she still alive now?
If she is not missing, can he win Yu Zihuan?
do not know.
All answers are unknown, because in the evening, after seeing Yu Zhile upstairs in the dark corridor, Yan Yuanqing never saw her again. She seemed to have never appeared in this community, completely evaporating on earth, leaving everything about her with only a fading question mark, which was gradually forgotten by everyone except Yu Zihuan.
After so many years, Yan Yuanqing can't tell whether he is interested in Yu Zhile, or simply wants to find out why she suddenly disappeared to cut off his obsession and put an end to everything.
However, he did not take the initiative to find Yu Zhile. Occasionally, he learned from his grandfather that Yu Zihuan had never given up searching, but there was no progress at all, and he only thought the other party was too stupid. For someone who may never appear again, it is too silly to let your life stay in the past forever.
But God may be a fool.
When Yu Zhile appeared again miraculously, it did not look any different from eight years ago. Even the people who accompanied her were still Yu Zihuan, but Yan Yuanqing’s obsession was not finally solved because of the perplexity that had haunted him for many years. Disappeared, he thought of Yu Zhile more frequently than at any time in the past few years. I wondered why she left because of what she had experienced in those years, why she didn’t leave any marks on her years, and why she could accept Yu Zihuan, who claimed to be a brother only eight years ago.
But Yan Yuanqing is not as stupid as Yu Zihuan after all, and it is impossible to let the center of life only revolve around Yu Zhile regardless. So Yu Zihuan can get Yu Zhile, he can only make excuses in the tea room as an insignificant colleague to tell her old.
Yu Zhile heard Yan Yuanqing talk about Yu Zihuan’s gaffe after she disappeared. Imagine how he hid in the room when he was crying and roaring and forced himself to calm down. He kept secrets that he could not tell anyone, with weak expectations. Seeking her loneliness alone. It's not a question of two days a day, two years a year, it's a full eight years. How many setbacks and disappointments have to be experienced in it. It's desperate to think about it. I don't know what kind of ideas Yu Zihuan persevered.
Yu Zhile's nose was a little sour. She lowered her head slightly, turned her face to calm down, and then smiled and said to Yan Yuanqing: "Thank you for telling me this."
Yan Yuanqing's smile was slightly stiff after listening to her saying this, and he didn't have the usual leisure. He shifted his gaze to the side in disguise. After adjusting his expression, his tone was relaxed, and he asked like he was joking. : "So, can you tell me your secret now?"
The secrets she shared with Yu Zihuan about her eight-year-old enigma and unchanging appearance, so that as an outsider, he can clearly feel the gap but the whimsical secret.
Yu Zhile watched him blink slowly. Suddenly Hui Hui’s expression emerged from the bottom of her eyes, lighting her translucent eyes little by little, making her smile smart and proud. "You said it’s a secret, how can it be Say it casually?"
Yan Yuanqing froze for a few seconds before the smiled ridiculedly, and did not ask again.
The two left the pantry together. At the moment of going out, Yu Zhile felt someone running away from the corner quickly. She stepped forward and saw Zheng Zhilan's hurrying back.
I probably wanted to pour water, but when I heard Yu Zhile and Yan Yuanqing talking, they hid at the door to eavesdrop, or she just found out that Yu Zhile and Yan Yuanqing were not there and deliberately searched for the eavesdropping.
Yu Zhile's aversion to Zheng Zhilan went deeper. Fortunately, Yan Yuanqing just said that Yu Zihuan couldn't find her madness that year. She didn't say anything else that mattered. She didn't confess to crossing. Otherwise, Zheng Zhilan would hear it, even if she didn't What caused the storm also made Yu Zhile feel that the diaphragm should deserve it.
Yu Zihuan generally does not have any important business affairs, and will come to pick up Yu Zhile from work, and this day is no exception. He arrived at the office building a few minutes later than her work time, and waited for a while after finding a seat to park the car. After seeing that the white-collar workers coming out of work came out of the building one after another, they were looking for Yu Zhile's figure through the car window, and suddenly someone came over to block his sight and knocked on the car window.
Yu Zihuan frowned and raised his eyes, and saw a woman with some familiar faces. Even though he had excellent memory, but he had only seen one side, it took a few seconds to recall this is the colleague Yu Zhile often said.
Although Yu Zhile always tried to avoid getting off work with Zheng Zhilan at the same time, either a few minutes early or a few minutes late, and asked Yu Zihuan not to pick her up on time, or to avoid Zheng Zhilan like the brown sugar, but who wanted to be Zheng Zhilan? Drilled into the loophole.
Zheng Zhilan stood by the car and said something to Yu Zihuan. When Yu Zihuan did not respond, he made a motion to lower the window to him, and then looked at him with a smile on his face.
Yu Zihuan was too lazy to take care of her, and looked down at the time on her mobile phone, which had exceeded Yu Zhile's usual work time of more than ten minutes, but did not receive the information that she said to work overtime. It was probably temporarily delayed by work. Down.
Seeing that Yu Zihuan didn't open the window to take care of her, Zheng Zhilan thought about it, took out his phone and typed it, and then stuck the phone screen on the window to watch Yu Zihuan.
[Chile and Yan are working overtime, let me tell you that you don’t have to wait for her]
Yu Zihuan quickly read the line, lowered the window, and said coldly, "Brother Yan? Yan Yuanqing?"
Zheng Zhilan finally knocked on the car window and was overwhelmed. He succeeded in shoveling the first shovel off the corner of the wall. Will it be far from her goal of overcoming Yu Zihuan?
"Yeah, do you know Brother Yan too? He is our boss and usually takes care of his subordinates. No wonder Zhile will mention him to you." Zheng Zhilan first smiled innocently, as if he was very happy to meet Yan Yuanqing. Boss, afterward, seemed to think of something that made her sad, and her expression became frustrated. "But maybe I’m too clumsy. He prefers Zhile. Any important work will be handed over to her first, and often with her. Chatting, I still heard them talking and laughing in the pantry today."
"Is it?" Yu Zihuan heard Zheng Zhilan discover that he was somewhat ecstatic about Yan Yuanqing. Even if he didn't ask, she should find a way to tell him what Yu Zhile and Yan Yuanqing said in the tea room. In other words, this is what Her main purpose in finding him today. He was also really curious, so he pretended not to see through her thoughts and asked, "What did they say?"
Zheng Zhilan showed some obvious hesitation, and waved his hand in a clear way: "They didn't say anything, I just passed by, and didn't hear it too well."
However, Yu Zihuan showed a little meaning to close the window, and she quickly said: "Actually, Zhile may have already told you that she and Brother Yan knew before, and..."
Seeing Yu Zihuan's movement to stop and close the window, Zheng Zhilan looked at him again and again, "You might not want me to tell everyone on the street, can you get me in the car?"
Yu Zihuan said nothing, reached out and pressed the window close button, Zheng Zhilan was anxious. While the window was slowly rising, his mouth kept talking, for fear that she could not let her words pour into Yu Zihuan's ear before the window was completely closed.
"Chile used to be a male and female friend with Brother Yan, but because Brother Yan said you like her, she didn't believe it, and she broke up because of conflicts. Zhile also said that she only treats you as a younger brother and thinks you like her performance. Not obvious enough, and then I heard what secrets she and Yan Yan said..."
The windows were closed completely, isolating the tumult of the traffic and the noise of Zheng Zhilan's unpredictable and distorted facts.
Yu Zihuan looked straight ahead and did not respond. I couldn’t see his expression through the window, and I didn’t know how much he heard. Zheng Zhilan was annoyed because Yu Zhile kept her from contacting Yu Zihuan, which caused her to be too anxious. Secret, in order to kill them in one blow, let them create a gap, she can take advantage of it.
Zheng Zhilan regretted it secretly, but heard the sound of the car window coming down. She raised her head with hope. In front of him was Yu Zihuan's handsome face. This face was the first time she saw her even on the roadside with poor lighting. At that time, it will be as glorious as it is, and it will instantly make everything around him eclipsed. It is entirely the Prince Charming in Zheng Zhilan's imagination.
However, the prince in life first appeared, but she watched him take away the female partner beside her. Obviously, she is no worse than Yu Zhile. Only because she met Yu Zihuan later, can she only give in? Zheng Zhilan didn't believe this evil.
Yu Zihuan smiled at her, and Zheng Zhilan was drunk in his curvy smile and shallow pear vortex, and laughed faintly, but what Yu Zihuan said made her a little incomprehensible.
"There was a person who did this like you, and his acting skills are much better than yours. What he said really bothered me for many years." Yu Zihuan's clean smile seemed to have quenched the poison, knowing that he was not saying anything good. Zheng Zhilan still couldn't stop laughing at him.
Yu Zihuan watched her pause and smiled, but when she said it, she suddenly saw a blood-sealed throat, so that the smile and blood on Zheng Zhilan's face faded away.
He smiled like looking at rare treasures, and said, "Do you know? You are the stupidest, most vicious, and most shameless woman I have ever seen in the world. Don't dirty my eyes again after trouble, thank you. "