Chapter 37: Which one cares

Yu Zihuan's reaction was as if he hadn't answered the phone just now. Yu Zhile almost suspected that the call was her illusion. Thinking of the weekend arrangement that his father said before Yu Zihuan took the receiver, she still couldn't treat it like him and nothing happened. After eating for a while, she couldn't help but ask: "What did he... tell you?"
"What?" Yu Zihuan stopped to grab food from under her chopsticks, looked up at her with puzzled eyes, and it seemed that she really didn't understand Yu Zhile's words.
"That's the phone just now, was it from your father?"
"Well, it was from my dad." Yu Zihuan grabbed the chopsticks baby dishes casually. The left hand was protecting the spicy oil from dripping to other places. The right hand sent the chopsticks to Yu Zhile's mouth. "Ah-open mouth , Eat more vegetables, not just meat."
Yu Zhile bit the baby dish into her mouth obediently, and the spicy and hot touch made her speech a little bit slurred. "He said to me in front of you where you would take me with me this weekend. I didn't hear it. You just picked it up, did he tell you where to go?"
"Say." Yu Zihuan turned his head to rest the chopsticks on the bowl, not looking at Yu Zhile with his eyes down, and the tone also cooled down a little, "Do you want to see him?"
"Of course I don't want to see it." Yu Yanglin's inexplicable sense of superiority almost spewed out of the telephone receiver. Yu Zhile had no good feelings for him. It was even less likely that he would want to meet him. But after I finished speaking, I regretted that it seemed that the answer was too fast and absolute, and I carefully added, "But he is your dad after all, so..."
Yu Zihuan heard that Yu Zhile was worried because of his father’s relationship with him. He didn’t dare to set his beak at random. He raised her hand and touched her head and said: "I remember you said, there is no necessary connection between whether you are related to blood or not. Although I called that dad, it was just a title. It had no special meaning to me before and now, but I was too lazy to think of other words to refer to him, and in the foreseeable future, I did not I think I will change this idea. So if you are dissatisfied with him in the future, you don’t need to consider that he has a blood relationship with me, even if he is treated as an impolite stranger."
"Really?" Yu Zhile still couldn't believe it. He can ignore his irresponsible father, but others may not be able to casually say bad things about his father, even if he does not care about his mouth, it is hard to guarantee that there is no pimple in his heart.
"of course."
"Then you really don't care about him at all?"
Yu Zihuan didn't answer immediately. If someone asked, he would probably answer "not at all", but because Yu Zhile asked, he thought about it and replied: "Although I don't want to admit it, I say completely I don’t care and it’s not very accurate. But it’s not the kind of unwillingness to forgive you, but I have unrealistic expectations in my heart. I hope that he can make up for the mistakes of these years, and then I can repair the father-son relationship with him. , I don’t care so much, but I can’t do it anyway, and I don’t want to forgive him."
Yu Zihuan's tone was cold, and his eyes were even colder. It wasn't generally referring to the indifference that Yu Yanglin always showed, but it was through the bitter hatred and the deep cold of the bone marrow and the ice. "He clearly cares about me. Mom is out of touch. If it weren’t for him to pretend to be a hero, to marry her and not cherish it, my mom may still be living well now, and my grandmother would not be overworked. He simply did not assume the responsibility that a man should bear. , After he walked for so many years, the harm caused to our family was irreversible. Why should I forgive him because of his self-righteous compassion? He wants to recognize me, I will accept him? I will cooperate with him to act out Father and son love? How is it possible. I care about him, as long as he still live a good life with peace of mind, I can't wait to destroy him personally, let him also taste the taste of ruined family, spurned by others."
He didn't look squarely at Yu Zhile when he said it, and then slowly turned back after seeing it. Looking at her eyes with temptation and slight consternation, it seemed that he was scared by his too frank confession.
Yu Zhile was indeed a little bit scared by the strong hatred and paranoia in his words, but more still felt distressed. She looked at his eyes that were flushed with excitement and the lingering water in her eyes. She reached out and touched his cheek, and whispered softly: "It's okay. If you don't want to forgive him, don't forgive."
Yu Zihuan looked at her incredulously. The water in her beautiful eyes was more intense and brightly scary. "Can you accept my idea? Don't you think I am terrible?"
Yu Zhile was stunned for a while, and then said with a smile: "How can I think you are terrible..." Before she finished, she was hugged into the arms by Yu Zihuan.
Yu Zihuan held her tightly for a long time without talking, and Yu Zhile didn't speak again, so he listened to his heartbeat quietly in his arms.
Yu Zihuan's hand touched her hair, touching it gently and gently from the top to the end of the hair, like playing with rare and precious treasures that were valuable but fragile and sensitive, possessing possessiveness but with extraordinary care. He put a deep and warm kiss on top of Yu Zhile's head, his voice was soft, but it sounded dangerous, "Even if you can't accept it, I will try to keep you by my side."
"I won't." Yu Zhile's head was buried in his arms, he couldn't see the expression, the tone sounded very relaxed, but there was a firmness that could not be ignored, "I will never find Xiaohuan scary."
She looked up and smiled at Yu Zihuan, saying, "No matter what you want to do, I will stand by you. You don't have to pretend to take care of my thoughts, I really like you, You can accept the most real you, and you will not shrink back because of this kind of thing."
Yu Zihuan looked at her for a while, and looked at her for a long while, and suddenly she smiled. At that moment, Yu Zhile seemed to hear the sound of the flower blooming, and it seemed that the bright and gentle sunlight of the spring quietly spilled into her heart. Light up.
"This is the first time you say you like me. I like it very much. I like you so much. I have liked you so long ago." Yu Zihuan said in Yu Zhile's ear.
After Yu Zhile went to work, Zheng Zhilan saw that she did not show any abnormality, that is, she did not like to chat and eat with her. Yu Zhile was also relaxed and saved herself from thinking twice.
Going to Assistant Zhao’s side as an assistant is indeed much harder than when following Yan Yuanqing, but Yu Zhile also learned more. Even after being caught by the irritable Manager Zhao, he was still in a bad mood.
Yu Zhile has taken her work very cautiously, but this time, Manager Zhao still scolded her because of the customer's omission. At noon, she had no mood to deal with her colleagues, so she found a restaurant to eat alone.
Yu Zhile was eating pasta while playing with her cell phone. Suddenly Yu Guang noticed that someone was sitting opposite her. She looked up and it turned out to be Yan Yuanqing.
Yan Yuanqing called for the waiter, and after casually ordering a set meal, he said to Yu Zhile with a smile: "Why are you alone?"
Yu Zhile glanced around him and asked, "Aren't you alone?"
"I was scolded again, feeling bad?"
Yu Zhile annoyed that he asked for no reason, but did not answer.
"Manager Zhao is like this, don't worry about it." Yan Yuanqing didn't give up talking because of her silence. "Did you regret that you didn't choose to follow me at the time? I wouldn't scold girls casually."
"What the do you want to say? I'm in a bad mood now, and I really don't really want to talk."
Yan Yuanqing smiled helplessly, no longer circled, "Where did you offend Xiao Zheng?"
Yu Zhile looked at him puzzled. Although she actually knew where she offended Zheng Zhilan, it was not that Zheng Zhilan was humiliated by Yu Zihuan when she was digging the wall and she became the object of anger.
"She is now committed to spreading your bad talk among her old colleagues, saying that you have found a rich boyfriend who is unpretentious and self-righteous, and this job is also open to the back door. Now your reputation in the company is a bit bad, You are still in the probation period, and this is how the interpersonal relationship is made. It will be difficult to reverse the established impression they formed after being corrected in the future."
In fact, Zheng Zhilan said it even more ugly, shaping Yu Zhile into a small third who was packaged/raised by the rich second generation. Yan Yuanqing's feelings about Yu Zhile were not clearly stated.
It’s also funny to think about it, and the times have changed, and the two of them have been rumored to have a relationship of support/support, but the identity of the gold owner and the person who was supported/supported has been exchanged.
Yan Yuanqing said bitterly, just to persuade Yu Zhile to spend more time on interpersonal relationships, so as not to be isolated in the company in the future, life is not easy.
Yu Zhile sighed tiredly and said gratefully to Yan Yuanqing: "Thank you, I will pay attention in the future."
She didn't care much about the relationship with those colleagues, she just didn't want Zheng Zhilan to defame herself. If she didn't have this kind of thing, she would just have to live with them, but since Zheng Zhilan had to play with her, she also Not afraid, and smarter than her.
Zheng Zhilan said that she had no one in her eyes, so she greeted each colleague cordially, and she distributed some snacks and fruits to everyone, saying that she was self-righteous and she showed full sincerity and humility when asking anyone for advice. Will try my best.
Regarding the rumors that she was robbing other people’s boyfriends and being rich/bred by the second generation, she chose the company’s favorite colleague who talked about gossip. She was annoyed at her lunch fashion and told her about her boyfriend’s self-made and their past Suffering, but now her boyfriend often works overtime late, she suspects that he is cheating.
Colleagues in the company basically know that Yu Zhile’s boyfriend comes to pick her up every day, but they don’t know what the situation is. Yu Zhile said that what is rich second generation, small third, and package/support are not established. Say it, the credibility is greatly improved. So the colleague was busy comforting her to trust her boyfriend, but then she was forced to install positioning software on Yu Zihuan's mobile phone, saying that even if he suspected him, he had to have evidence to occupy a favorable side when he broke up.
This was originally made up to deceive people. Yu Zhile didn't pay attention to what her colleagues said. What she wanted was for the other party to help her spread her experience in the company. After two days, several colleagues took the initiative to discuss the topic of "boyfriend who is cheating" with Yu Zhile, and the previous rumors were untenable and naturally did not break through.
The most important point in Yu Zhile's plan to fight Zheng Zhilan is that she never plays the right way and does not say bad things about others behind her. She only improves herself. Although it takes a long time to be a good person, it is definitely more controversial than the pseudo-white lotus Zheng Zhilan. People like it. The old colleagues in the company are not stupid. They get along well for a long time. Zheng Zhilan plays the trick of isolating others when his foundation is not stable. One accidentally swallowed it. Instead, he became a famous company in the company. .