Chapter 50: Xiaoyu thinking too much

"When did you like me?"
This question has been lingering in Yu Zihuan's mind for some time. According to the truth, the more Yu Zhile behaves like him, the happier he should be, but at the same time, he is also incredibly uneasy.
Too smooth.
Yu Zihuan's bumpy childhood and tortured teenager made him always feel that what he longed for could not be easily obtained and lasted for a long time. If Yu Zhile did not respond to him so quickly, it might make him feel normal. Such a smooth progress and intimate relationship now make him both happy and uneasy, and even worried that Yu Zhile did not like him as much as he showed, and it might just be unbearable to refuse him.
He has always buried this question in his heart, and he is also afraid of being unable to bear the answers. Anyway, as long as Yu Zhile is beside him, it will be enough.
However, at this time, the night was quiet, and I didn't know whether it was a ghost, or the heartbeat breathing with each other gave him courage. Yu Zihuan finally decided not to torture himself, and wanted to hear Yu Zhile's answer.
Yu Zhile was suddenly asked by him, and he couldn't think of how to answer for a moment, so she thought about it for a while, and began to recall from her acquaintance with Yu Zihuan, until she got along these days, thinking about it, she unconsciously showed a sweet smile.
But Yu Zihuan didn't see her expression in the dark. She didn't wait for her answer for a long time. When she spoke again, her voice was trembling and difficult to detect. "Do you prefer me now? Or me ten years ago?"
In Yu Zhile, it sounds like Yu Zihuan was fighting jealously with his own ten years ago. She couldn't help laughing, and said, "I like it, no matter if you were ten years ago or you are now. I like Xiaohuan, my favorite."
Yu Zihuan tightened his nerves a bit. How to hear such an answer seems to be that there was no difference between him ten years ago and now in Yu Zhile's eyes, and this is what he feared.
"Did you... Have you fallen in love with me ten years ago?" If the answer to this question is yes, Yu Zihuan can still feel better, at least that Yu Zhile accepts that he is not completely sympathetic.
"Then it depends on what kind of liking you said. If it's the kind of love between men and women, I'm not a lover/child/fascination. How could I like you ten years ago?" More and more stiff, he stopped strangely, thinking that he wanted to say something, but didn’t listen to him, so he continued,
Although I said that I like you as much as you did ten years ago, this is two A different kind of like."
Yu Zihuan heard this and realized that he was wrong. Yu Zhile still clearly distinguished the young man from the current one. His heart finally began to slowly fall back.
"I liked you as a younger brother ten years ago. You should have known it for a long time, and for you now, I am..." Yu Zhile was a little shy and didn’t want to go on. a bit.
But Yu Zihuan was reluctant to let go of the opportunity to listen to her confession, lowering her voice and coaxing her, guiding: "What are you to me now?"
Yu Zhile lowered her head and tried to shrink back into the quilt, but Yu Zihuan cut her hair halfway and got it up.
"Oh, you don't know, why do you want me to say it?" Yu Zhile was Yu Zihuan's waist, and he could only face him face to face.
"I want to hear from you, and I will go to bed after listening."
His long eyelashes almost brushed her face, but in the darkness his bright twinkling eyes totally attracted her attention, and even made her forget the feeling of itching on her face, staring at him. Look.
Yu Zhile couldn't help taking his pleading tone and eyes, and took a light breath, or said the answer she just thought out: "I like you now as an adult man. In fact, when I first came back, I watched When you suddenly grow from a thin child to an adult, you are really not very comfortable. You still want to treat you as a younger brother, but then..."
Later, Yu Zihuan coaxed her to live under the same roof with him again, and it was difficult to say when she started, Yu Zhile found that she could no longer treat him as the lonely and helpless boy of the year.
She was really tempted. Unlike the feelings of sympathy, compassion and regret for Yu Zihuan as a teenager, he became a woman who could make her rely on and act with carelessness, make her blush, heartbeat, expectation and He became a better lover together.
"Later, you came to tease me when you are fine, and you are so pretty, how can I hold it?" Yu Zhile turned sharply and blamed Yu Zihuan for the behavior that brought her badly, and then suddenly doubted Yu Zihuan's intentions, "Wait Wait, don’t you want to repent now? I asked this kind of question in the middle of the night. I said before to try to see if we are a boyfriend and a boyfriend. I also worry about whether our relationship will deteriorate, but now I will try I think it’s good, so don’t try to regret it. The goods leave the cabinet and will not be returned."
Yu Zihuan was happy outside the score and his eyes were as bright as the only star in the night. He smiled with white teeth, rarely showing a little stupid, but still a pretty little fool.
"I don't regret it. I won't regret it forever."
Yu Zhile nodded and said that she knew that the sleepiness she had been driven off had a comeback. She yawned and closed her eyes slowly, saying, "Sleep as soon as you feel at ease."
Yu Zihuan also nodded, approached her, and closed his eyes after finding a comfortable posture.
Sometimes Yu Zhile really felt that he was still the teenager who was extremely insecure, but she didn’t dare to say it, and finally coaxed Yu Zihuan to close her eyes and go to sleep. She didn’t want to deliberately stimulate his nerves and let him fight again. Some.
Yu Zhile’s stunt is that she can go to sleep as quickly as 30 seconds after the brain is empty. In front of her, a white light is about to go to Zhou Gong. There is a sudden itching in her ears, and at the same time Yu Zihuan’s soft and velvety voice comes. Lele, I love you."
Half a dream and half awake, Yu Zhile's mouth naturally raised, and he said vaguely: "Me too."
After this night, the relationship between the two was further confirmed and sublimated. Yu Zhile felt that the matter of obtaining the certificate might have been put on the agenda. She thought that Yu Zihuan should have thought so, but she could not wait for him to propose it. Able to express this meaning to him politely.
"New Year this year, will you go back to your hometown with me?" When watching TV at night, Yu Zhile said as naturally as possible to Yu Zihuan, who was with her watching TV while dealing with official duties.
"This is of course. I have long wanted to accompany you back to your hometown, visit your parents, and get to know your relatives." Yu Zihuan did not stop his flying fingers on the keyboard, and he did not hesitate to respond. Yu Zhile doubted him. Has she distracted herself from thinking about what she said.
"Do you know what this means?"
Yu Zihuan heard the anxieties and doubts in her words, and stopped working in a funny way. He asked: "What do you mean?"
"It's just..." Yu Zhile thought he really didn't understand, and anxiously wanted to say that it was her handsome and handsome Lang Jun who would take his ugly wife back to see her in-laws.
"I know what it means." Seeing this, Yu Zihuan quickly put away the blankness and looked at Yu Zhile with a smile.
"Amused me again... You have no opinion?" Yu Zhile asked when he saw the appearance of an old god.
"Why should I have an opinion?"
"You and I went back, then even if we are settled, is that... the knot..."
Yu Zihuan suddenly reached out and squeezed Yu Zhile's mouth, and said seriously: "Don't tell me, this kind of thing should be up to me."
Yu Zhile was actually looking forward to the proposal, but Yu Zihuan had never shown her intention to propose. She thought that he probably didn’t care much about this formal thing, so she didn’t intend to force it. Anyway, they had already come to fruition, and they said they would settle the matter. Come down, so although the girl said it was a bit unpretentious, she didn't mind her making it.
But now it seems that Yu Zhile is anxious, Yu Zihuan still has plans to propose, she can't help but feel a little embarrassed, "I'm not urging you..."
"I know, I actually thought long ago... But there is one thing I want to solve first, can you wait for me for a while? It won't be too long, there will be results next year."
Yu Zhile shyly smiled and nodded happily, not wanting to be too anxious, but after a few seconds, he still couldn't hold back and asked, "Can you tell me what's the matter?"
"It's not a bad thing, you'll know it by then." Yu Zihuan pulled her into her arms and sat down, his expression somewhat depressed and relaxed.
Not bad for them, but not for those of Yu Yanglin. But only after finishing this thing, Yu Zihuan can start his new life without distractions. He doesn't want to let other things interfere with his wedding with Yu Zhile, let alone bring the unhappy past to his marriage with Yu Zhile.
Yu Zhile had Yu Zihuan's promise and did not intend to get to the bottom of the question. Anyway, it would be New Year in less than four months. She could afford it.
"But when it comes to returning home in the New Year, will your parents not like me? Should I prepare first?" Yu Zihuan was still a little uneasy about this, worrying that the mother-in-law and the elder-mother would not be satisfied.
"What are you going to prepare for?" Yu Zhile, who thought that the topic had been turned up, sat on Yu Zihuan and watched TV again. She was very comfortable and relaxed. She didn't think it would be difficult to bring Yu Zihuan back to her hometown. It's strange to ask.
"For example, what are your parents-in-law's ideal son-in-law, what do I need to pay attention to, what gifts should I bring to them, can you mention that we are living together... There are many places that need to be prepared, don't you Watching TV." Yu Zihuan turned Yu Zhile towards the TV's small face to face him, looking very serious and nervous.
Yu Zhile was distracted from the plot of the TV series. When he turned back to see him in a state of imminent enemies, he couldn't help but laugh out and said with a smile in a coquettish tone: "My Xiaohuan is the best in the world. Man, why are my parents dissatisfied?"
"I'm serious." Yu Zihuan pressed her waist tightly.
"I'm serious too." She wrapped Yu Zihuan's neck and her smiling eyebrows were soft and solemn. "As long as I like it, my parents like it, so don't worry, they will like you. No. , They will love you."