Chapter 40: Tell him (1)

Two days ago, Chi Ying and Chi Cheng walked around the lantern festival for three hours, and the lanterns they saw were only one-tenth of the whole garden.
Today, standing in a hot air balloon at a height of 50 meters overlooking it is an excellent perspective. A large piece of gorgeous scenery can be seen, making people linger.
When the hot air balloon steadily landed, the night was getting dark, Lu Jingyan said, "I will take you home."
Chi Ying thought about it for a while, regardless of whether he had come by car, and left it in the parking lot. She bent her eyes and promised to come down.
The black Bentley is still in sight, the color of the body is darker than the night, and every line is proud and arrogant. The temperament can be said to be very Lu Jingyan.
The personal driver was absent, and Lu Jingyan personally pulled the door for her and took the driver's seat. Slim and thin hands rest on the high-grade steering wheel, sleeves reaching to the elbows.
The bright lights of Wanjia reflected in the car window, softened the man's profile, and deepened his eyes.
In a small space, we can hear each other's breath, and the unrealism of establishing a relationship is very strong, and the car is drunk.
While waiting for the green light at a crossroads, Chi Ying asked, "Lu Jingyan, ask you a cliche question, do you believe in love at first sight?"
This is no longer a cliché, it's lyrical and awkward. As soon as Chi Ying asked, shame spread across her body, her face turned slightly red.
In fact, she just wanted to know if Lu Jingyan's affection for her was due to the timeline of fate, and he had not yet reached the moment when he and Shu Bai met formally.
Lu Jingyan gave her a deep look and replied meticulously, "This varies from person to person."
It seems that no matter what question Lu Jingyan is asked, he will answer very carefully. Apart from condensing in the discourse, there will be no tone such as irony and ridicule.
Chi Ying's voice was stuffy: "I remember the last time you went on a hot search with another girl."
Lu Jingyan frowned slightly, wondering: "When will it happen?"
"Two weeks ago, that was your first scandal with the opposite ..." Chi Ying carefully said, "you should not forget it."
After thinking for a moment, Lu Jingyan frowned, said Shen Sheng: "Jiang Chong and I mentioned that, I was in a meeting at that time, so I didn't deal with it in time. I will pay attention in the future, such things will not happen a second time.
After Lu Jingyan promised earnestly, it seemed as if he suddenly thought of something. If there was a radian that seemed like nothing, the voice was low, "Do you care?"
Chi Ying's lips smiled, staring in her eyes, "Yes."
...
"Intersection ahead, turn right."
"straight."
"Turn left and go straight."
"Cut off this road."
"Did you see that neighborhood?"
Chi Ying calmly pointed the way.
The roads passing by are becoming more and more familiar, but Lu Jingyan's long eyebrows are getting deeper and deeper.
In the compartment where the needles could be heard, it seemed that the sound of heartbeat could be heard faintly.
Chi Ying's voice was soft and light: "Lu Jingyan, no matter what kind of confusion you have, don't tell me for the time being. I will tell you slowly in the future and give us some time, okay?"
"Okay." Lu Jingyan smiled softly, with deep tenderness in his eyes.
At the gate of the community, Chi Ying got out of the car, and she waved at him.
The moment Chi Ying pushed open the door, a group of chubby Chi Cheng ran over in the first second. Unlike in the past, today he has a touch-screen mobile phone larger than his palm.
"Mom, mom, are you back, have fun?"
Chi Ying laughed, "Happy, but my mother misses you too."
Immediately afterwards, Chi Cheng held Chi's mobile phone to Chi Ying, "Mom, I'll show you a surprise."
"Grandma said this is where I went with my mother."
"Look, this is Sakura, grandma said, it's Mom's Sakura."
Chi Ying was curious as to why her mother and Chi Cheng knew about the lantern, and she looked at the screen in confusion, and heard Chi Cheng said, "Mom, grandma also said that this was taken on an airplane."
She took the cell phone and saw microblogs from netizens and the municipal government, slightly surprised.
But she quickly looked as usual, and then took a couple of sips on Chi Cheng's white face, "Thank you Cheng Cheng for the surprise, and Mom will give Cheng Cheng a surprise."
Chi Cheng's eyes widened, "I'm looking forward to that."
After hesitating for a moment, Chi Cheng still couldn't help pulling his mother's clothing corner, and said slowly, as if shy, or afraid of being rejected.
"Mom, the surprise is, can you take Cheng Cheng to fly? I want to see cherry blossoms too."
Chi Ying smiled warmly and took Chi Cheng to wash, "OK, next time we see, not only the cherry blossoms, but also a small orange."
The next day, Shen Jin told Chi Ying that Lu Jingyan was diagnosed with ptSD. After checking some information on Baidu, Chi Ying fell into meditation. She and Shen Jin had the same confusion.
Various books show that the prerequisite of ptSD is-"an individual has experienced, witnessed or encountered one or more actual deaths involving himself or others, or is threatened by death, severely injured ..." [1]
Since it is an experience, witness or encounter, why would Lu Jingyan repeatedly dream of a dream that never happened?
Was it Lu Jingyan's prophecy, or was it because the car accident actually happened?
Chi Ying was startled by her abrupt thoughts, and at the same time, her heart unleashed a pain.
Lu Jingyan's illness was caused by her, and his condition was much worse than expected.
Shen Jin said that normal people cannot imagine the despair and pain of patients struggling in extremely realistic nightmares. Even if Lu Jingyan looks like a powerful and horrifying man, he may not be able to withstand such mental torture for a long time.
Chi Ying said that she would cooperate with his treatment to help him recover.
Even though Chi Ying still can't clearly detect the concentration of her feelings, the feeling of love is still very subtle.
In the next few days, every time she saw Lu Jingyan, there would be a magical voice swirling in her brain, constantly reminding her—
The man in front of her was not Lu's heir, nor was the CEO of Eurotime Enterprise, but her boyfriend.
These three words are very unreal, very distant, and seem to be wrapped in a hint of sweetness.
But Lu Jingyan was very busy, and Chi Ying felt that he was really busy turning himself into a spinning top.
After the filming, during the rest days, Chi Ying occasionally came to Eurotime headquarters and sat quietly in the booth of Lu Jingyan's office.
But Lu Jingyan's time in the office was minimal.
Chi Ying then knew that one person could have so many meetings from endlessly from early morning to late at night.
Bored of boredom, she read books on acting.
Looking up from time to time, you will find that Jiang Chong is like a transporter, stacking Baihuahua's documents one by one on Lu Jingyan's table, and he is not polite.
Jiang Chong's age can no longer be regarded as a young guy.
When I saw Jiang Chong in the past, he was always in the same suit and leather as Lu Jingyan, his face was serious and meticulous.
But these days he has always been cheerful and smiled meaningfully.
Chi Ying successfully unlocked Jiang's new mantra, "It's good."
Since then, Chi Ying knew that in order to get a night with her, a few days ago, Lu Jingyan worked overtime for many days before she got a full night of free time.
Can't help but sigh, people who stand at the top of money and rights bear the same weight.
Maybe other young girls will get tired of this way of dating. If it was they who were interacting with Lu Jingyan, they chose to continue this relationship, mostly because of their love for money and honor.
Because Lu Jingyan is not a man who has a lot of time and spends time with girls shopping and crossing the street.
But Chi Ying felt that it was so good, it would not bring her a sense of restraint, and she was very comfortable.
Moreover, she was drunk, and Ben was not drinking.
The day after National Day was Chi Cheng's fourth birthday. Looking through the calendar, there is only one week left.
Chi Ying thought, when she and Lu Jingyan got along naturally and pulled closer, they told him about Chi Cheng's existence.
She wants to give Chi Cheng a perfect birthday.
But Chi Ying had no idea in her heart, and she could not predict Lu Jingyan's thoughts.
After all, this is more presumptuous than she proposed to be with Lu Jingyan.
He may be surprised, guilty, or angry ...
Lu's family is a wealthy family. He must have stricter family training than Chi's family. Lu Jingyan and his elders may not accept a child who arrives by accident.
Like Chi Cheng, she has not been accepted by her grandfather.
Lu Jingyan is more likely not to like a girl who designed and went to bed with him.
It looks frivolous and the purpose is impure.
Moreover, Lu Jingyan's affection for her may not be love.
Maybe it's just because she saw her well-being—a trace of salvation to him who was ill.
Drowning people want duckweed and straw to catch.
Chi Ying envisions all possibilities, the only thing that is certain is that Lu Jingyan will not hurt Chi Cheng, nor will she hurt her. He is not a ruthless person, he has his kindness and tenderness.
The worst result was to break up with her, give her a small amount of maintenance, and let Chi Cheng remain anonymous and not speak up.
Such was her original life. Chi Ying thought that she would not lose anything.
Even so, her fist clenched unknowingly in thought.
Soon after, the whole group of filming ended. A celebration party was held in a five-star hotel.
Prior to this, Gu Dao invited her to dinner twice, but she was deliberately pretended to be busy as an excuse.
The first floor of the hotel is a loose table, and the upper floor is a private box.
Chi Ying changed her makeup to a banquet. Her face was very beautiful. With a little whitewash, she was dazzling. Coupled with excellent body proportions, thin waist and long legs, bulging forward and backward, wherever I go, always attracted the attention of the film.
In the process of going upstairs, Chi Ying suddenly saw a familiar figure.
Shu Bai's petite body was wrapped in a standard waiter's overalls, with a pair of slender legs under a hip skirt and a few bruises on it.
Chi Ying wondered, is Shu Bai doing a part-time job here? The entertainment company should not allow her to do so. Even if she is an 18-line star, maintaining the image is very important.
Did she cancel her contract?
Chi Ying sneered for a second, and Shu Bai seemed to see her too. She panicked away from her eyes, quickly holding the plate and flashing into another box.