Chapter 43: Tell him (4) to catch bugs

Lu Jingyan looked back at her eyes, moved slightly between her throat, and uttered a soft and magnetic "Huh?"
Chi Ying rolled her eyes and smiled, "Lu Jingyan, promise me first, and no matter what I say, don't turn your head against me."
Her tone was brisk, her eyes bent, like a string moon hanging upside down in the night, and a little bit of starburst, especially beautiful.
Lu Jingyan thought that Chi Ying was joking, could not help but twitch his lips, and whispered, "Anti-eye into hatred?"
Chi Ying nodded: "Well. If you can't accept ... I can disappear from your life. But I hope you don't hurt me, and don't hurt people around me."
Her voice was still soft, but she was more serious than she was, even with a touch of alienation and plea.
Lu Jingyan's heart trembled, and he suddenly felt aching. The light smile on the corner of the lips suddenly freezes, and the jaw lines become tight.
Chi Ying said she could disappear from his life.
What reason would be enough to make her think he might hurt her?
Lu Jingyan naturally remembered Chi Ying's confusing and tightly concealed life, and her eyebrows were raised. Only the deep emotion in the eyes did not fade in half.
Lu Jingyan speculated that Chi Ying may have such a trace of connection with his complicated family, but he did not think that there would be anything in this world that could become a resistance to their feelings.
When he spoke again, Lu Jingyan's voice was already hoarse, but he still solemnly and seriously promised: "No."
After hearing that, Chi Ying's smile gradually deepened.
A fine, joyous light flashed in her eyes, and it was bright and touching, and it fell on his eyes without leak.
"Hook it first," Chi Ying said as she stretched out her little finger and shook it gently.
"……it is good."
The two little fingers, one long and one short, really hooked together, stayed for a while, and finally covered a chapter with the thumb.
Chi Ying's eyes fell on Lu Jingyan's clear-cut hands. This was the most beautiful hand she had ever seen.
Then she suddenly realized that the person who was holding her finger in front of her was not a childlike innocence, but the always unsmiling, arrogant and ruthless President Lu—
Lu Jingyan didn't even disapprove of this childish move, which made her incredibly shy.
But Lu Jingyan's fingertips were extremely cold.
Perhaps due to the illusion, Chi Ying felt the cool temperature straight through the skin, passed into her blood, and quickly spread to the whole body.
It made her sober.
Chi Ying could feel the tension of Lu Jingyan, in fact, she was also nervous.
Her heavy heart dangled on her chest for several weeks. When facing him, she always smiled at her corners of her lips, earnestly and tenderly. In fact, she had countless depressions in her heart.
It is impossible to evade the fear and worry of the unknown, and it is difficult to dispatch.
Chi Ying opened her mouth, her words hanging in her throat.
Today's state of mind is completely different from when it came through books.
At that time, she probably did not expect that one day she would be so embraced by Lu Jingyan in such an instant, pretending to tell him calmly that there is a presence of Chi Cheng in this world.
But unknowingly, fate and her dragged each other to this day.
She will bear all the consequences of this choice, but she has enough courage.
Chi Ying converged and finally said, "It was me who had a relationship with you five years ago, and ..."
Her voice was soft like a nightmare, and her eyes were as clear as the autumn lake, but her eyes were firm and determined.
Deep in his heart, Lu Jingyan sent a strong hunch—
What truth is coming out.
His dark pupils gradually tightened, and his heart began to shake violently.
The intense tension spread in the air. Chi Ying tried to make her voice sound as smooth as possible. She tried to remove the stagnation in the voice and took the initiative to hold Lu Jingyan's hand and said to him--
"And we already have a four-year-old son."
Her voice drifted quickly into the air, reaching Yoo.
Chi Ying could clearly feel that Lu Jingyan's body was rigid and her jerking motion became jerky.
Her palms were so sweaty.
The air fell into silence, Chi Ying dared to look at his eyes.
They stared at each other in silence.
Lu Jingyan's eyes shimmered slightly, and those deep and distant eyes were full of emotions she could not understand.
She had a slight blockage in her throat.
Chi Ying staggered her eyes again nervously, and her eyes fell on Lu Jingyan's throat knot inadvertently.
The warm orange night light exudes a dim light, quietly outlines the silhouette.
For a long time, the beautiful throat knot slipped slightly, and a deep voice re-emerged above her head.
Lu Jingyan looked back, carefully, "What do you ... say?"
Chi Ying tried to discern the emotions in his words.
See no blame.
I couldn't help taking a deep breath, and most of the tension eased.
She opened her teeth gently: "I know it would be presumptuous to tell you this again after five years."
"Although you may not accept him, ... the child wants a father, and I don't want father's love absent from his life."
When she said that, she lowered her head slightly, her hair fell to her ears, and curled eyelashes traversed the soft arc in the air.
Lu Jingyan stared at the figure of Chi Ying, her heart aching.
What came to mind was remorse for the absence of her life for five full years.
The air fell silent and became needle-dropping again.
Chi Ying continued, "And you have the right to know all this and ... 唔 ......"
She hadn't finished speaking, the big hand on her waist suddenly tightened, and her face was gently held up—
Chi Ying's eyes suddenly widened, and he looked at the handsome and immaculate man in surprise.
His eyes were burning, his emotions were dark, and his cold thin lips were covered, mixed with his unique clear breath.
Chi Ying closed her eyes subconsciously.
His kiss was very gentle, and he didn't do everything he could to ask for it, even with apology and pity.
He can feel his deep-rooted feelings with his hands raised.
Chi Ying's heart was beating fiercely, but from time to time a flash of burning sorrow flashed, her body could not help shaking.
Chi Ying didn't know what happened to her, but she tried to calm herself and feel his care and love.
At the end of the kiss, she heard Lu Jingyan say lowly, "Why not tell me earlier?"
His mute voice, deep and strong, is a deep affection she has never seen in the crew.
Lu Jingyan said, "All these years, you have worked hard."
He also said, "Thank you."
There are no storms as described in the book, nor are there any serious threats due to her confession.
Even if it wasn't her who went through pregnancy in September and had labor pains, Chi Ying also replaced her original body ... The past she felt deeply moved and gratified.
Chi Ying even wanted to stand in front of her and tell her that it was not worth falling in love with such a man.
She should be brave.
The gratefulness in Chi Ying's eyes is especially obvious, like a star flickering in the night sky.
Lu Jingyan's heart moved, and she held her tighter, almost rubbing into her body.
At three in the morning ...
Unlike every night that was suddenly awake, he could only sit blankly by the bed rubbing his tired brows, remembering the blood of dreams uncontrollably over and over again.
Now, her gentle hair fragrance arrived at the tip of his nose, huge happiness and strong unreal filled his chest, and his heart trembled gently.
Lu Jingyan asked in a deep voice, "What's his name?"
"... Chi Cheng, clear Cheng." Chi Ying looked up, looking back at him, trying to capture his emotions.
When talking about the little guy, her eyes inadvertently showed a high concentration of love and warmth.
Like the lights in a wooden house in the winter snowfield, and the morning star lit by the sky on a long cold night.
Lu Jingyan couldn't help remembering the gentle expression of Chi Ying staring at the phone that night in the scenic area.
He even had a strong jealousy of the person who spoke to her on the side of the phone. But could that person be his biological son?
"Chengcheng ..." Lu Jingyan said lowly, his eyes glowed with warm light. The corners of his lips twitched slightly, "as nice as your name."
Chi Ying stared at him momentarily.
The tight facial features lines are rarely softened, and the curvature of the corners of the lips rises uncontrollably.
She rarely saw such a pure smile as Lu Jingyan. It turned out that when Lu Jingyan laughed, his eyes were also crooked. Without the sharp aura of his previous work, it was another kind of gentleness and temperament.
What remains unchanged is the beauty and grandeur of the past.
Lu Jingyan ... totally did not mind Chi Cheng not following his surname.
For many days, her mind sank to the ground, and she could not help but feel relieved and comfortable.
Lu Jingyan cautiously, "Can I ... see him?"
Chi Ying asked, "Do you want to recognize him?"
Lu Jingyan replied without hesitation, "Think."
"I left Chi Cheng selfishly without your consent. I thought you would not accept yourself as a father, you would not accept Cheng Cheng, and you would not accept me." Talking about this, Chi Ying was slightly lost.
She sincerely apologized: "So I never told you, I'm sorry."
Lu Jingyan gently pulled away her broken hair, her heart pain tightened, and she sighed indifferently, "Fool ..."
Chi Ying suddenly burst into a smile and broke into a heavy atmosphere. She laughed: "Lu Jingyan, do you know? Chengcheng looks like you, it's a children's version of you."
Her brisk tone quickly relaxed Lu Jingyan, and he raised a rare eyebrow, "Really?"
Chi Ying smiled and left from his arms, took out the phone from his pocket, "Let me show you a picture of him."
Lu Jingyan's eyes flashed with anticipation and rejoicing fell into her eyes. Chi Ying said indifferently, "But if you see it in person, will you be more surprised?"
At this point, Chi Ying immediately put the phone away and said, "I changed my mind, I won't give it."
"..."
The autumn night was not hot, and she pulled away and let the temperature drop in his arms. Lu Jingyan consciously felt lost, and his voice was dull, "This is the reason why you escaped?"
Seeing how the landing always eats, Chi Ying feels unexpectedly pleasant. Perhaps it was because she was honest about Chi Cheng's affairs that made her whole person relaxed.
Chi Ying naturally said what she thought: "Lu Jingyan, two days later is Cheng Cheng's fourth birthday. Would you like to accompany me to prepare a surprise for him? But if you are busy ..."
She deliberately slowed down her voice and spit out the last few words slowly.
"Not busy." As expected, Lu Jingyan interrupted her. He said, "Thank you, too, for bringing me this surprise."