Chapter 91:

The breeze blew through, the window screen rose slightly, and the gentle light of autumn fell on the entire room.
Chi Ying looked up at him, his face flushed slightly with a soft halo, and the bright eyes were full of stars: "You shouldn't think of it. I liked you at an age I didn't know anything about life. For the first eighteen years, you are the full meaning of my life. On the dinner five years ago, I followed you quietly and knocked on the door of your room deliberately in the early morning. The relationship with you was actually my expectation. Lu Jingyan, This is the truth of the matter and the true me. No matter if you restrain yourself that night, you are not wrong, so don't be ashamed. On the contrary, it is my presumption that brings you those you should not have to bear. It is me who prays for forgiveness. "
After Chi Ying said these words, Lu Jingyan clasped her wrists more and more tightly. Her heart was narrow and her eyelashes were slightly lowered.
"That day I had the memories of my last life, but I couldn't accept that form of death at one time. My ending was that I had eaten the evil, I could accept my fate, but Chi Cheng was innocent. I brought him to this world. But I can only watch him leave. Maybe my experience in this life is very gentle and my attitude is quite peaceful. When the negative emotions flow in overnight and merge with my emotional system, they instantly It ruined me. I do n’t know how to face Chi Cheng in the future, nor do I know how to face you, so I want to go to a place where you are not in, and wait until you can calmly accept all this. But ... ... "
Her voice choked slightly: "I didn't expect this to happen. Lu Jingyan is sorry, if I didn't go, all this wouldn't happen, and you wouldn't be hurt, I'm really sorry."
Lu Jingyan's eyes were surging, watching her moist eyelashes and apologetic expression, her body became more and more tense. He locked her with his eyes and whispered, "Do you think you are a saint? In this world, who has witnessed the death of a loved one can be safely treated, and who has experienced such things will not sink. How can I Deprive you of your right to grief? If it were not for my role as Chairman of Osis, you would not have been wronged in this way. "
He said, his lips became paler: "But it doesn't mean that you are not wrong. When you go out, you don't even turn on your mobile phone ..."
"It won't be allowed in the future, do you hear me?"
His dumb voice was exhausted and careless, and Chi Ying's eyes were moist, and he nodded earnestly.
After a moment of silence, Lu Jingyan asked dumbly and nervously: "So, will you break up with me?"
These two words sounded particularly harsh, Chi Ying ’s heart tightened, and the sour tide was swallowing her up. She quickly said,
I do n’t want to break up with you. I ’m also a boyfriend in real estate, I just do n’t want you to roll Into danger. "
Speaking of half, Chi Ying suddenly stopped and her lips opened slightly. She didn't ask the question, so what about him, remembering everything, would she accept her bad past and forgive her for the mistakes of the previous life.
She blinked nervously, and her long eyelashes crossed thrilling arcs in the air.
Lu Jingyan looked at her silently, and the turbulent emotion in his eyes was deep and warm. He gazed at her for a few seconds, her throat twitched, and then lowered her head to pinch her lips.
Chi Ying closed her eyes tremblingly and raised her head to meet him.
Lu Jingyan's kiss still trembled her, trembling all over the body for a while. It turned out that she was not so resistant and even more and more addicted. Between the entanglement of her lips, her legs were soft, and the emptiness spread over the sky. Once her knees were flexed, he was taken into her arms.
Lu Jingyan didn't let go of her easily. After deep kissing, she tortured for a while before letting go. He hadn't touched her for two months, and his desire burned more vigorously than ever before, as if to burn his throat. "Do you know how much I miss you?"
Chi Ying hugged his waist, countless complex emotional intercourse. Weaving together, the heart trembled violently. When she spoke, her voice was uncontrollably soft: "I won't leave anymore. Since I'm back, I will live well."
In the last life, her emotions were too hot, and she devoted all her enthusiasm, but was finally crushed to death by his fiancee at the bottom of the car, and her body pain was far less than one thousandth of the heart. The subconscious made her protect herself and her emotions became occluded. Even if the moth blew the fire, there was a day when she knew the pain. She was ill and avoided post-traumatic stress disorder, but she was never aware of it.
Even so, she still loved him after being born again.
No matter what she is, Lu Jingyan has always been Lu Jingyan. It was her persistent pursuit in her last life, and the most precious encounter in her life.
Those who do not chase after others can chase, he can defeat ptSD, and so can she. She had decided before, and when she came back after filming "Stabbing Herself", she would have to give herself to him even if her physical reaction was strong.
After Chi Ying said it, she stomped and kissed his delicate jaw again. "Hurry up and go to bed and rest. I call the doctor. Doesn't you know the pain?"
In order to protect her the day before yesterday, Lu Jingyan suffered large and small injuries, and his sap unexpectedly made his stomach slightly bleeding. In the storeroom, the man who pretended to be in a coma and attacked Lu Jingyan from the ground, never refuted Karl's order, and Chi Ying clearly saw the fierceness in his eyes. Looking back now, still uneasy.
Lu Jingyan remembered the memories of previous lives, maybe some truths will surface. But he was very weak now, pale as a piece of paper, and she didn't want him to say too much, so she would ask him later.
After the doctor arrived, the door of the ward opened again. Chi Cheng came in with a small schoolbag and smiled at her with a curved corner of her lips: "Mom, I'm out of school."
"Cheng Cheng." Chi Ying's eyes were sour and went over to hug his tender body.
This is not the first time she saw Chi Cheng after she returned. They stayed together last night, and Chi Ying still felt strong pain in her heart. She gritted her teeth, and her tears did not fall. She wanted to hold Chi Cheng all the way, but couldn't let him notice the strangeness, so she had to hug and let him go.
Chi Cheng missed Chi Ying deeply, kissed her cheek with a smile, then turned her head and saw Lu Jingyan lying on the bed looking at them tenderly, and ran to surprise: "Daddy, you're awake."
Chi Cheng grabbed Lu Jingyan's big hand and condolences to him with distressed expression: "My father's face is so white, his hand doesn't hurt."
Lu Jingyan shook his head and smiled: "It doesn't hurt."
Then Chi Cheng patted Lu Jingyan's legs again, and touched his chest muscles, and finally, his white hand was gently rubbed toward the abdomen: "here?"
Lu Jingyan was gradually sweated by him: "..."
Chi Ying quickly hurled Chi Cheng down. Chi Cheng just caught Chi Ying's neck and was hugged by her: "Dad, you know, mom just went on a business trip, just because the phone broke and didn't leave you, I have Don't make you sad. "
Chi Ying bowed her head in guilty conscience, facing the faint smile at the bottom of Shang Jingjing's eyes.
After the meeting, Chi Ying received a call from the police station informing her to take notes in the past. Because she was lethargic yesterday, she was delayed for a day. Lu Jingyan focused his eyes, lifted the quilt, and raised his eyebrows without frowning. "I'll go with you."
Chi Cheng blinked Shui Lingling's eyes and said earnestly: "Mom, I will go with you."
Chi Ying frowned and quickly helped Lu Jingyan back: "You can't get out of bed, I'll be back in a while." He turned to Chi Cheng again, "Cheng Cheng, can you help me look at my father?"
Chi Cheng glanced at Lu Jingyan and responded with a smile: "Good mothers are at ease."
When Tong Jiashu went back to see Yueyue, he found that there were several men in the kindergarten that did not look like the parents of the children. She followed the cat, and found that they were asking Chi Cheng about the matter with the principal.
Tong Jiashu overheared for a while, and frowned. She had wanted to wait until "Assassination" was broadcast before passing on all the evidence she had collected to the media. It now seems that there is more than one person who has first-hand information, and the valuable photos in her hands will soon lose their timeliness.
Today is the eleventh day of the release of "Green Sun". During these eleven days, Chi Ying's Weibo fans flew unstoppably into the millions, and it is in a period of high fever. Although the hype at this time will not be better than her original plan, she can still sell it next.
In VIp's ward, Jiang Chong came in after knocking on the door, and asked seriously: "General Manager Lu, I received a text message from a paparazzi, can you see?"
After that, he handed the phone to Lu Jingyan.
Lu Jingyan tilted his head and looked at the screen.
"Lu Jingyan, I have a picture of you and Chi Ying Chicheng in my hand. Give me a million, I can keep it private, the time limit is 24 hours. Bank card number: XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"
Chi Cheng was delivering water to Lu Jingyan for tea. Seeing his eyebrows sinking, he asked with concern: "What happened to Dad?"
Lu Jingyan met his clear eyes and thought: "Chengcheng, what would you do if everyone knew that your father is me and your mother is Chi Ying?"
Chi Cheng's eyes lighted up: "Then I will be happy to die. Ying Ying said, I want to let everyone know when I dream."
"But mom and dad are public figures and may have an impact on your life."
Chi Cheng thought without hesitation: "I know, for example, you need to wear sunglasses when you go out."
Lu Jingyan was slightly surprised, rubbing his little head unconsciously with his big hand: "Well."
Chi Cheng narrowed his eyes and said excitedly, "I feel handsome."
"... Think again."
"Don't worry about it, how are you going through it?"
Lu Jingyan was silent for a few seconds and sent a text message to Chi Ying: "Do you mind opening our relationship?"
Chi Ying was still on the road. After seeing it for a moment, she quickly replied: "I don't mind." She debuted by acting and did not sell singles.
Lu Jingyan relaxed in his eyes and let Jiang Chong return: "If you want to pass it, pass it."
Tong Jiashu: "..."