Chapter 328: Who said I was a gold worshiper 28

When leaving the campus, Lin Dan was almost in the position pointed by Qian Fu, and when he came back again, everyone showed her a strong kindness, and the attitudes varied greatly. The counsellor who always made things difficult for her took the initiative to take her to the laboratory to find a mentor, and repeatedly comforted her not to be sad for the lost child.
Lin Dan smiled and nodded, his attitude soft.
Half an hour later, the mentor finally finished the experiment and took her to the office to talk: "I got the message. Harvard seems to want to cancel your admission, but the formal notice has not been issued yet. We can think of a way."
"Why disqualify me? Is it because I sold my research?"
"Yes, didn't you tell the other side that you would bring the research results over there? You were very anxious there, but you didn't expect you to turn around and sell it, so the hospital has a lot of opinions on you. I It's not easy to know you. If it weren't dragged down by Wang Jun, you wouldn't do anything wrong. "The instructor could not help but sigh. For Wang Jun, his proud disciple really delayed himself completely!
"Then I will go to the United States tomorrow to see the situation." Lin Dan groaned.
"I mean the same, go early, don't delay. I heard that you have a good relationship with Zeng Zhenyuan? He has a very strong connection with Americans and may be able to help you. Dr. Darren, Department of Harvard's Department of Biological Sciences, is very stubborn, And he has very high authority at Harvard. He said that he would cancel your admissions, and the principal would not be able to persuade him. If you want to find a breakthrough, it is best to put more effort on his head. Once he relaxes, Your studies are stable. But so far, he doesn't seem to have compromised with anyone. "The instructor said anxiously.
"Mr. Zeng is very busy. I'll think of it myself. What kind of person is Dr. Darren?" Lin Dan knew about Dr. Darren's achievements, but he didn't understand his personality, so he didn't know how to proceed.
"He is a hot-tempered, paranoid dictator." The instructor rubbed his temples, feeling a headache.
"What does he care about the most?" Lin Dan continued to ask.
"He cares most about the results of his research, so you're guilty of his taboo."
"I see. I'll think of a way. Don't worry, teacher."
Lin Dan quickly left the school and boarded a plane to the United States the next day. Before leaving, she sent two papers to Dr. Darren, one related to the variation and medicinal value of plants, and one related to the variation and medicinal value of insects, and then added: "Please give me another interview By chance, these two papers are enough to show that losing me will be a loss to your ministry. 】
Dr. Darren was laughed at by the email, but after opening the dissertation, he was deeply attracted by the content. After more than two hours, he closed the document intently and replied: [Well, I'll be waiting for you in the office at four tomorrow afternoon, please come on time. I hope your talent is enough to make up for your shortcomings in character. 】
After the e-mail was sent successfully, he thought about it and said to the assistant, "Eddie, please help me check what Lin has done in China and why she delayed school." I learned that Lin Dan sold the research successfully. As a result, Dr. Darren immediately hacked the person without knowing the inside story in detail.
Zeng Zhenyuan has been assisted by the assistant for a long time. Even if the doctor doesn't mention it, he will try his best to say something good for Lin Dan. He pretended to call China for information, received several faxes, and finally placed the findings on the doctor's desk.
Darren carefully read the material, and her expression changed from being picky to surprised. Finally, she murmured, "I can't believe there are such stupid women in the world." So Lin Dan sat next to him the next afternoon. Opposite, he was examined with a fool's eyes.
Lin Dan is also looking at this big man in biology. The other was very young, in his early thirties, with a very three-dimensional face contour, and very handsome facial features. His brown hair was a bit messy, which made him completely different from scholars. He took off his blazer, unbuttoned the top of his black shirt, revealing a throat knot and collarbone, sleeves pulled over his elbows, the muscles of his arms and forearms were tight, and the lines were very smooth. Mo said that among scholars, even among actors, his body is absolutely first-class, and he is very tastefully dressed.
Hua Guo's mentor described him as a dictator. Lin Dan felt that the term was very appropriate, and indeed he had an arrogance that was unique to me.
Darren had already printed the papers sent by Lin Dan into paper products, and now turning page by page, Xu Xu said, "I only recently learned why you delayed school. To be honest, I have a hard time understanding your choice. "Today is my last interview opportunity. If you can impress me, I will take back my previous decision."
Lin Dan calmly said, "Thank you Dr."
The assistant stood aside and pinched a cold sweat for her. Everyone in the Department of Biological Sciences knows that Dr. Darren is very rational and it is too difficult to impress him!
Darren held the paper in his hand and said, "Your paper is enough to prove your scientific research ability. I would like to ask you a few more personal questions?"
"Yes." Lin Dan nodded slightly.
"To help those people, you are now at risk of losing your studies. Do you regret it?"
Lin Dan thought for a moment, and said cautiously, "Don't regret it. One thing I have to be honest with you, I seem to be born lacking some feelings."
Darren looked very surprised: "Arexia? It's dangerous."
Lin Dan knew that she didn't lack some feelings because of her illness, but she felt that it was not necessary to explain, so she nodded: "Yes, this is dangerous. Without feelings floating, a person seems to live freely and cares nothing. In fact, they will slowly lose their self. They have no hate, so they are indifferent; they have no love, so they are cold; they have no worries, so they are numb. I do n’t want to be an indifferent, cold, numb machine, so I try to let myself take on some What, or responsibility, or kindness, whatever it is, as long as I can feel my existence, I must hold to this bottom line. After all that, I have been tired, pained, crying, maybe in others It seems like a bad experience, but for me, it is the most precious emotion. "
Lin Dan pointed to his heart, Xu Xu said, "I know that something went wrong. My heart is like a desert, vast but barren. But when the rain falls, the desert will become a sea of ​​flowers overnight. , Miracles happen instantly. Those love and hate, touch and anger are to me the nourishing rain of the desert, so precious, so only thanks, no regrets. "
Will killing and arson make her feel guilty? No, so she needs to lock herself up. She doesn't have to bear the responsibility of the original owner. If she did that, she would live a smart life, but can she experience the fun of studying and scientific research? Can she find her life goal and go on unswervingly? No, she will only live in a haunting world, and eventually become a walking dead. Those who have no feelings will eventually die out, which is inevitable.
Darren was silent for a long time before saying, "If you don't say it, I can't see that you have emotional disorders at all." People with ASD have no ability to empathize and can't appreciate the emotions of others. They are suspicious, numb, Ruthless, incompatible with society. But in Lin Dan, what Darren saw was the exact opposite.
Lin Dan smiled bitterly: "Because I'm healing myself. I try to care about the feelings of others and try to integrate into the surroundings, even if it's difficult." Every part of her life is an experience, and the meaning of experience is to make Get better yourself. Without memory, she also has feelings and realizations, just like the numerous flower species hidden in the desert. Although invisible, you cannot deny their existence.
Darren stared at her for a long time and continued: "I heard you lost a child. Do you regret it?"
Lin Dan was silent for a moment before slowly shaking his head: "Maybe my answer will make you feel unwell, but I don't regret it. You also know that the nature of our work makes it impossible for us to stay with our children at all times. Twenty days a day Four hours, we often spend eighteen hours in the laboratory, and the growth of the child must be accompanied by my parents. I have only one person, and my company is more important to the child, so I chose to give up. "
Darren wrote two words on the paper: assume, give up, and then put a question mark in the middle. He asked quietly in his heart: If I exchange positions with Lin Dan, how would I choose? Eventually he found that he would choose his ideals and career. Some people are more emotional and some are more rational, but Lin Dan ’s lack of affection causes her choice to be more rational. This is not wrong, but just a different concept.
He hadn't spoken for a long time, and it took about five or six minutes to deliberately chill out: "Lin, if I still decide to cancel your admission, what are you going to do?"
Lin Dan slowly pushed a huge denomination check in front of him and whispered, "I can show you my sincerity, such as building another experimental building for the Department of Biological Sciences, or buying a batch of experimental equipment? You Which one is more suitable? "She also worked hard for this offer.
Darren's serious expression couldn't help, and he smiled, "Okay Lin, your sincerity touched me. From your conversation, I learned that you are a responsible and bottom line person. You try to let yourself go It's good to stick to something. When I learned that you sold your research results, I was very angry. I thought you were a person who could sell everything for money, but today I found that I was wrong. "
He stared at Lin Dan's eyes and continued: "Recently, a scientist published a research result, and he gave birth to two children using genetic modification technology. This seriously violates my moral bottom line. Rewriting human genes, this is God Science is a double-edged sword. No one knows that the so-called perfect human beings after being rewritten are still not our kind. Doomsday, zombies, destruction, the door of disaster has been pushed open a crack by us. Such consequences are too terrible. "Scientists have the ability to create a world and the ability to destroy a world, and I have to make careful choices. I have to make sure that my students are bottom-lined, not crazy and profitable."
"I can understand you," Lin Dan said first.
Darren stood up and hugged her, "Very well, you have passed the interview and I will be your mentor. You know, you were the first person to convince me to change my mind, and your sincerity moved me." He rushed Lin blinked mischievously, but did not accept the check. A person without emotion can do this for others. He thinks that Lin Dan is a miracle.
Lin Dan, who had not expected to persuade Dr. Darren, thanked him for a long time. She walked out of the office and bathed in the sun in the late spring. Suddenly, she felt tired and struggling, and her painful choices suddenly became cheerful. She knew what she was really alive and doing, and that was the best answer.