Chapter 2019: annual summary

In fact, 2019 is very exhausting. Now to 2020, I sit in front of the computer and write a summary of the past, like a letter to you, and also to myself last year.
In April 2019, the first sequence was released.
Available in June.
It took only six months for the first sequence to rank among the top ten in the men's annual rankings. Thank you all here. Without your support, I can't do this.
Let's talk about the creation of this story. When I started writing, I was full of confidence, but later I found out that this story is far more difficult than what I wrote before.
Recently, I have started to lose sleep, and I can't fall asleep for several hours in bed. Numerous plots circle in my mind.
I'm not a gifted writer. To tell the truth, I can't boast of diligence. For example, sitting in front of a computer for ten and a half hours today is just writing 6,000 words.
Most of the time, I'm in a situation where I can't fight the talents, and I can't fight the number of words. I can only helplessly smile, so let's tell the story first.
I have been in a state of instability recently. I always want to fight all the time and maintain the quality. This pressure is not given by you, but I have been dissatisfied with myself recently.
Deleting changes, adjusting the structure of the plot, scrutinizing the text, the tone, and feeling like you have committed OCD.
For example, I ’m not sleepy, I changed it ten times or so and finally decided that it was the effect I wanted.
But still often dissatisfied.
Seems like he's not happy.
Today my wife suddenly said to her son, "You see Dad is not anxious."
At that moment I suddenly realized that my anxiety had long been written on my face.
Sometimes I think, I wo n’t be able to get along with myself in the next book, I just want to write more easily, but after I think about it, I feel ridiculous. If I can do it, I wo n’t give the first sequence. It's hard for me to do this.
After all, I want to break through myself again and again.
Well, I don't know what I'm talking about.
Do n’t think that I ’m miserable. There is nothing miserable. There are more miserable people than me. I should have endured all this in the industry.
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Let ’s talk about the others. The first sequence of people ’s settings is about to be drawn. When the painter published Yang Xiaorong ’s line draft, I felt that the way was right. Cooperation in the future was also smooth. I hope everyone will like these people ’s settings Well, it will be issued one after another on Weibo.
If you are good at this area, you are welcome to draw pictures and write fandom.
Dawang Raoming's manga is online and the animation is coming soon, so if you are interested, you can download Tencent Anime and search for Dawang Raoming.
In the new year, I wish my family good health, smoother thinking, more and more exciting stories, faster and faster hands, better and better results, more and more money in bank cards, and copyright sales. Go and then adapt the fire.
Haha, all in all getting better and better.
The past year seems a bit mournful, a little salty fish, I hope everything will be fine in the new year.
Finally, thank you all, I would not have been able to hold on without you.
Thanks again.