Chapter 38: Annoyed and ashamed

Chapter 38
The hopefulness has kept the appearance of a small squad for half a month. If it is not convenient to do the refining of the alchemy, he will continue to maintain that look. Le Wen's novels
After all, in the state of the small group, Shu Yu is almost obedient to him, which is really a thing that makes him feel most of the time.
Although it is said that there is little refutation of his words on the weekdays, it is more about treating him as a friend/master, an adult who can talk on an equal footing. But when he is a small group, Shu fish's attitude towards him can almost be called a pet.
Yes, extreme closeness and favor.
When I want to kiss, I can kiss her at any time, I will never be rejected, and I can get her initiative. When I want to kneel beside her, just hold my hand and say that I want to hold it, no matter what Shu fish is doing, she will Immediately came over and hugged him; when she wanted to hear her say she liked it, as long as she showed her expression of praying, she would immediately satisfy his wishes; he would call him baby, hold him to sleep, and the love is full of words.
To be honest, there is some rare frustration in the heart. As long as you are on the fish, he will always have many emotions that he did not have before.
When I think that I am an adult, as long as I am close to Shu Yu, even if she is holding her hand, she will be stiff. If she likes her, she must not dare to look at his eyes, bury her head low, and let me know how to do it. I want to hear her say that she likes it, it is basically impossible. Not sure about the relationship earlier, she almost did not hide from him, and greatly restrained herself.
Looking up, I always want to sigh when I think of two different forms in front of my favorite people. He sometimes wonders if Shuyu is treating himself as two different people. difference. Being comfortable and loving, while being restrained and stiff.
On the one hand, I can get closer to Shuyu in the state of young children. On the other hand, I am glad that she likes her like this. She is twitching between suffering and entanglement, but whether it is distress or joy, it seems that as long as it is about Shu Fish, let him have a good aftertaste.
As they are now, they can live together in such a close and calm manner. Only two of them, he no longer thinks back to those disgusting pasts, no longer worry about whether the future days can live longer and more decent, and only focus on the present. Concerned about whether Shuyu had slept well last night, what she did today. Then she gave her a smile that had already been prepared when she looked over. She looked at her slightly red face and pretended to be calm and turned around, quietly teasing in her heart.
In this way, he actually felt that for the first time in his life, he really tasted the taste of living.
Every moment is very exciting, as long as Shu Yu is around, he can't even concentrate on doing other things, eyes and heart are the shadow of Shu Yu. Reason is warning the police, but the whole body has no strength to resist, like a drunk person, obviously unclear but still subconsciously want more.
When I looked up and made a small squad for half a month, when I changed back to the youth, I laughed and found that Shu fish looked at her own eyes and turned into a vigilance from the love. It seemed that she was dragging her up every moment. Go to bed. Looking up, she saw her being bitten by a snake for ten years, and she was so funny and sour, and she was slightly annoyed.
Annoyed, he wanted to do something that made her angry, and couldn't start, for fear of scaring her away.
In fact, he didn't want to keep the fish on the bed all the time. It was only the first time he saw the squid immersed in the feelings. If the eyes of the water were fascinating, he would not hold it, toss. She has been so long, and she has been integrated with her again and again.
He likes the feeling of being absolutely close. But in fact, because he grew up in the green house, the absurdity is full of desires, he does not like this kind of thing, but the other is a fish, he has no rejection, completely let go and enjoy that The kind of human bliss, the wonderful taste of the soul of the beloved.
So... now, in addition to becoming a small scorpion that can't do that thing, Shuyu will never be near him. Looking at the sky, I feel a little sad.
In the early morning, Shu fish went out. Before he was in a small group, he squandered Shu fish and spent a lot of days at home. Every day, he read the book together to enjoy the snow to make some new snacks, and said something that didn’t make much sense. Then, the result is now back, and Shu Yu ran out without saying anything. However, she said that she did not practice going out for activities for many days. He still has no reason to stop.
I sighed deeply, and I didn’t expect to see myself. Among them, the more children’s affectionately turned out to be him. After Shu Yu promised to be with him, he didn't want to leave her for a moment, perhaps because the things he was craving were finally close at hand. He was too nervous and the hard-won warmth could not let go, so that he could not let go. I got to the point where I felt scared when I thought about it.
It is clear that the squid is not in front of you, but the mood is still not calm. Looking at the ink stains under the palm of his hand, he simply put down the pen, and the cloak rose to the platform outside the stone cave, and looked up at some gray sky. The snow outside has not yet been turned, and there is a silvery white everywhere. Looking at the sky, it seems that there is another heavy snowfall in the evening.
Breathing for a while outside the clear air, feeling the abdomen in the abdomen slightly scattered, looking up and bending over the big stone, holding a clean snow on your fingertips, until the snow melted into the cold water along the wrist In the sleeves, the floating hopes came back, wiped the water stains on the hands, looked at the distant sky, and walked into the open stone cave with his forehead.
He must converge a little, and there are many things that need to be prepared in advance. He can no longer indulge in this way, at least when he leaves this clear wilderness, he must find a way to hide his body. As his magic power increased, the identity of the magic is easier to see. He must find a way to disguise. If he wants to be in a place with Shu, he must let those fox elders not see it.
Otherwise, not only is he dangerous, but the fish will be hurt by him.
In fact, not only did she have a thousand complicated feelings, but she also panicked herself. When she left home, she ran wildly on the snowfield for a long time until she met a brutal beast that came out for food. She stopped her steps and leaned back in the soft snow.
Half a month ago, the three days of Hu Tianhu’s land broke the shame of Shuyu. She hasn’t slowed down until now. She just promised to go to the base and use all kinds of postures on the base. It’s hot, how can the world There is such a slutty thing. (眉庄面
When the hope is a small group image, she can't see the face that she will be like in the past three days, and her mind will relax a little. After all, she is not abnormal, it is impossible to think of something strange to a small group, so it can relax. On the contrary, as long as the hope of returning back to this way, I couldn't help but remember the three days when I saw him.
Even after so long, she will occasionally recall in her dreams, and then be awakened by the feeling that she seems to have no end, and then feel all kinds of shame, there is no way to look directly at the hope. Shu Yu really doesn't know how the hope is the same as before. If he doesn't care, he still smiles every day. The closeness is still close, and there is no half silk.
But Shu Yu can't do it. She can't look at him when he looks like a young man. When he is close to the body, he will remember the madness at that time, and then the subconscious stiffness. Not afraid, not disgusting, but it is too embarrassing. She also didn't want to be so stiff, but she couldn't control her body's reaction.
It’s really annoying to fall in love with something! Both of them are related to this, and she does not want to avoid the hope, but she has no way, when the discovery, the body has already made an evasive response. Sometimes I look at the helplessness in the eyes, she also feels a little worried, thinking about whether she will be bored with her look.
Shu fish thought about it, his mind flashed through the messy pieces, the light in the cave, the hopeful sweaty chest, the black hair falling on her cheeks, the heart is like swallowing her. Eyes and movements without stopping.
Shu fish turned over, motionless and lie there, buried his face in the snow. After a while, the snow there was melted by the heat on her face, so her head got deeper and deeper in the snow, like a groundhog, or a gorgeous safflower in the snow.
The sky was dark, and I looked up and looked out a few times. I didn’t see Shu fish coming back, and my heart suddenly worried. It is not afraid that Shu fish will be in danger, but worried that she will really hide from herself.
Shu fish really can do this kind of thing. Looking at the sigh, stop the movements in your hand, get up and go out, and look for the direction in which the fish often go. He didn't take long to see Shu fish far away. Her red body was too eye-catching in the snow, and she could see it all the time.
She stepped down in the snow with her head down, not knowing what to think, and not using a faster way to hurry, but a slow move. When she was close, she noticed that someone nearby looked up and saw that it was a hope, and suddenly she lowered her head and stopped.
She did not move, and she looked up towards her. She saw her hair still wet, and she had a layer of frost and her hair was still dripping.
"What happened? How to get your hair wet, so cold days, although the Yaozu is not afraid, but also have to pay attention." Looking up quickly, touched her hair, whispered: "Get your hair done."
The sound that was close to his ear made him tremble, and Shu fish snorted with his head down, and he used his own strength to dry his hair. Her mind was in a mess, and she didn't pay attention to her hair for a while. She was found to be hopeful, and he must have been unhappy.
If she didn't look after herself, she would always be unhappy.
Thinking of this, Shu fish was a little embarrassed and sneaked up and looked up, just to the foresight of his clear eyes, suddenly smoked on his head, head down half, not completely down, he was I hope to raise my hand and hold it down.
The semi-rigid one lifted the head of Shu Yu and let her look at herself. She looked at the clear eyes and looked at the clear eyes. "Is the fish watching me for a while now? You will be there sooner or later." I have to get used to it, and... I want you to look at me, huh?"
After he said that he couldn't wait for Shu fish to answer, he let go of his hand and stepped back in front of Shu Yu. He smiled and said, "It's not early, let's go home."
He knows that Shuyu is not used to this kind of relationship after picking up the relationship. Some of them are cautious, but he will let her get used to it sooner or later. Now it can't be forced so tightly, but the more the fish are forced to retreat, the only way to retreat is to Progress is the answer.
The two walked in the snow in two steps, one after the other, and the surrounding area was very quiet, and even the whistling wind stopped. After a while, the sky began to float some small snowflakes, looking forward and walking, suddenly felt that his sleeve was pulled, looking sideways, found that Shu fish did not know when it was close to him, one hand Holding his sleeves.
There was some smile in her eyes, and she looked up and wiped the snow on her shoulders, then grabbed her hand.