Chapter 110: letter

As soon as Li Rong left the palace, Concubine Rou hurriedly knelt down and said anxiously: "Your Majesty, Your Majesty forgive your sins, I really don't know that Hongde..."
"Fine," Li Ming was a little tired, "You deserve to be punished and you've received it. Go back and take a good rest. Don't worry about too much."
"Your Majesty..." Concubine Roux's voice was distraught, as if hesitated whether to speak or not. Li Ming looked up at her and said indifferently, "What else is there?"
"Your Majesty, the concubines know that they shouldn't say more at this time, but the concubines are worried for your majesty, so they can't help but want to say a few more words."
Concubine Rou raised her eyes, looked at Li Ming, and slowly said: "Your Majesty knows, what is the talisman that Master Hongde took out today?"
"This is the marriage symbol of the three lives." Pei Wenxuan and Li Rong were sitting in the carriage. The palace gate was not the place to talk, so Pei Wenxuan hurriedly took Li Rong into the carriage.
When Li Rong heard Pei Wenxuan's words, she felt a little lost. She could only make sure again: "You didn't write it?"
"No." Pei Wenxuan touched the handwriting on the paper and said slowly, "These words look like me, but they are not written by me. The other party just found someone to imitate my handwriting, and then put His Highness in a scene. Negotiations allowed His Royal Highness to focus on Master Hongde's affairs and lost his judgment on others."
"So tonight, they had already abandoned Master Hongde, and even Concubine Rou had planned to be suppressed by me early this morning, in order to make me admit that this charm is indeed ours."
Li Rong immediately understood, and she took a deep breath: "What exactly is this talisman for?"
"Chengdong Yuelao Temple's special talisman paper, please take this talisman. You must bathe fast and chant for forty-nine days before you can make a wish. This talisman means two people on the talisman." Pei Wenxuan raised his eyes to look at Li Rong, "The marriage of three lives will live up to life and death."
"Marriage of three births will live and die."
Concubine Roux knelt on the ground and explained the meaning of this talisman to Li Ming: "This talisman is written by the horse, which is the talisman that the horse asks for. There are several men in this world who can treat their wives like this Feelings? One life is not enough, life and death will not bear, but three generations will be married, life after life. The concubine remembers that his majesty once said that Pei Wenxuan was born in the Han clan and was a knife used by his majesty to balance the family. En Ai is very, in fact it is just a means for him to manipulate His Highness Pingle."
"But your Majesty," Concubine Rou raised her eyes and looked at Li Ming, "Now you say, is Pingle controlling Pei Wenxuan or Pei Wenxuan controlling Pingle?"
"What if Pei Wenxuan's heart is Xu Pingle?" Li Ming asked calmly, but Concubine Rou knew that Li Ming actually had an answer in her heart, but she wanted her to speak out. She smiled and said mildly: "Then, the two princesses are husband and wife, and when they are promoted to the servants of the officials in the future, the princess will be the head of the supervisory department. One is in charge of arresting people and the other is promoted. , But they have the final say."
"Such a big right, if it is used by your majesty, what if the princess's heart is toward the prince?"
"Then what do you think?"
"Your Majesty," Concubine Rou leaned over and kowtowed, "Raising a tiger is a problem. Since the horse is already in the heart of His Highness Pingle, then just be a good one. In the future, His Highness Pingle will really be a tiger," Rou Fei raised her eyes and calmly said. "Your Majesty has the ability to cut it."
Concubine Rou's voice is very cold, and her always soft voice brings a little bit of sonority. Like the night breeze in early spring, it blows people's backs cold.
Listening to Pei Wenxuan's explanation, Li Rong felt the night breeze blowing from the window. They looked at each other quietly. She instantly understood the intentions of Concubine Rou, and even the intentions of those behind Concubine Rou.
She couldn't help but squeezed her fists, restrained all thoughts, and calmed herself down as much as possible: "I was careless."
Pei Wenxuan did not speak, he rubbed the handwriting on the talisman paper.
He was not surprised that Li Rong would miss, after all, no one could be wary of the deliberate calculations of the closest person in the dark.
He has an indescribable anger that surges. In all the calculations he has encountered, there has never been one that made him feel so sick, so vicious, and so angry.
But the more so, the more he didn't show anything on his face, and he even hoped that Li Rong would not be too smart. She could blame everything on Concubine Roux and never found out.
In this way, Li Rong will at least not be sad.
Pei Wenxuan thought about the ins and outs of the whole incident. Li Rong waited for a while. Seeing that he was silent, she said slowly: "You... don't be angry, I'll be more careful in the future."
"Huh?" Pei Wenxuan laughed, he raised his head, and said gently, "His Royal Highness is joking, how can I be angry?"
As Pei Wenxuan said, looking at Li Rong's suspicion, he hesitated for a moment, and finally reached out and took Li Rong into his arms.
The moment Li Rong’s temperature touched him, Pei Wenxuan felt that the restlessness in his heart seemed to be slowly poured over by Qingquan. He held this person and said nothing. Li Rong felt his emotions. She didn’t know what to say. After a while, she said: "Now that I have come to this point, my father saw the talisman you asked for, and I’m afraid he won’t believe what you said before. If you don’t do something. Before Chuan Er ascended the throne, it came to an end."
Li Rong closed her eyes and leaned on Pei Wenxuan, "Are you planning?"
Pei Wenxuan did not respond.
In this step, Su Rongqing took too hard, drawing a salary from the bottom of the tank, completely moving his foundation.
This step is simple to solve.
After all, there are not many people available to Li Ming now. It is a pity that he has walked this move for so long and abandoned it directly. As long as he shows enough loyalty to Li Ming, it doesn't hurt.
If Su Rongqing had taken this step earlier, he would have been reckless.
Li Ming was afraid that he would be controlled by Li Rong, so he directly reconciled with Li Ming and expressed his determination.
He and Li Rong are just allies, it doesn't matter what form they take.
But now it's different.
He can't use his feelings to pave the way for his official career.
His wife, his love, and his Li Rong are all things in his heart that shouldn't be stained with dust.
He lowered his head, speechless.
Li Rong waited quietly for a long time, and finally said: "You are the sword that the emperor takes advantage of the most. All the evidence now can only make the emperor suspicious. With his temperament, he will probably test you again."
Li Rong lowered her head and touched his forehead with her forehead, as if to coax and said: "When the time comes, you will just follow his instructions. You should show your loyalty, huh?"
Li Rong didn't say those two words directly, but Pei Wenxuan understood them completely.
He lowered his head, and an indescribable sense of powerlessness rose.
"Your Highness," Pei Wenxuan said dumbly, "Don't hold me and say this to me."
Li Rong's movements paused, she paused for a moment, and straightened up.
The distance between them, Pei Wenxuan raised his eyes to look at her. He seemed to be trying his best to restrain his emotions and calmly said: "His Royal Highness means that if I have to, I can reconcile with Your Highness, right?"
"Yes." Li Rongguo broke off, "but the peace and separation are fake. We will get married again when things happen in the future."
"His Royal Highness never thought about it," Pei Wenxuan said calmly, "After you and I are separated, if I have someone else in my heart, how about your Highness?"
Li Rong was stunned for a moment. After a while, she grudgingly laughed: "If... if you have someone else in your mind, just tell me."
Li Rong squeezed the fan and restrained his emotions: "I am not an unreasonable person. No one should be tied to someone for a lifetime. If you have someone else in your heart... Then... Then just don't come back."
Pei Wenxuan did not speak. He looked at Li Rong quietly. Li Rong thought for a while, and said slowly: "I know this may be more difficult for you to accept, but the easiest way is at this time. If you have anything to say , May as well say it, we will discuss it carefully."
"Nothing to discuss."
Pei Wenxuan said decisively. He stared at Li Rong, decisively: "His Royal Highness, I will not reconcile."
"Then what do you say?"
Li Rong looked at Pei Wenxuan: "Do you have other options? Wouldn't you like the position of the assistant minister?"
"Yes!"
Pei Wenxuan was angered by Li Rong, and he snorted coldly, "I don't want it."
"It's not just the assistant minister," Li Rong said coldly and quickly, "you may no longer be able to sit in the position of real power, and even this supervisory official, you can't sit."
"So what?" Pei Wenxuan squeezed his fist, "Can't I be an official?!"
"What then?" Li Rong raised her eyes and stared at him coldly, "You are not an official, you have no real power, do you want me to support you?"
"You just spend a lifetime like this, go back to your Luzhou boat to pick the lotus seeds? Pei Wenxuan, you have to figure it out," Li Rong controlled his tone, but couldn't help but slap the fan on the table. If you want to talk about qualifications, what are you now? Do you have a choice for an eighth-grade supervisory official?!"
"You came from a poor family, you entered the court so late, if you had Su Rongqing's background, you can be presumptuous today, but do you have it? Why do you tell me that you are not peaceful?"
Pei Wenxuan didn't speak, he felt Li Rong's words cut across his heart like a knife.
She was telling the truth, and every sentence was accusing him of his incompetence, his humbleness, and his unbearableness.
"The biggest problem between you and Chuan'er," Li Rong looked at his expression, unbearable in her heart, but she still wanted to speak, "It's always when she doesn't have the ability to crave things that shouldn't."
"So," Pei Wenxuan laughed, "I hope you and my feelings can stay away from this court. I hope that my feelings will not be allowed to give in to power. I hope my wife is the same as me and not so easily. Giving up our marriage is something we shouldn’t desire, right?"
Li Rong's movements froze, and Pei Wenxuan seemed to find it absurd. He turned his head and looked at the bluestone street outside the carriage a little embarrassed: "Li Rong, if you hesitate for a while today, I will feel that you have me in your heart."
Li Rong's eyelashes trembled lightly. Pei Wenxuan didn't look at her. He lowered his eyes: "But at the moment I only have one thing in my mind."
"If you want to get together," Pei Wenxuan's voice trembled, but he still gritted his teeth, "I don't care."
"I don't want a wife who can use feelings as a weapon at any time."
Pei Wenxuan's eyes reddened. He didn't look at Li Rong, his teeth collided lightly, and his fists clenched: "You can laugh at my naivety, laugh at my naivety, laugh at my incompetence."
"But you shouldn't laugh at my sincerity."
"I don't want to reconcile. It's because I care about this relationship. Even if I give way to power, I am not willing. But you didn't hesitate, or even thought of other ways. You told me before, if you are sincere, It should be respected. But at the moment of making such a decision, Li Rong, you have never hesitated so much and chose power."
Li Rong heard this, she felt as if she had been pushed into the water by Pei Wenxuan.
The surrounding area slowly calmed down. She was soaked in water, struggling and unable to breathe.
She listened to Pei Wenxuan's words, like in the last ten years of her previous life, he scolded her again and again: "Li Rong, you are so black-hearted and snake-hearted."
And Li Chuan would occasionally ask her if he was holding a wine glass after drinking, "Princess, do you say that if I am not your majesty, am I still your brother?"
She didn't care before, she could scold him wantonly, even tell him directly and generously, yes, I am such a snake-hearted poisonous woman, what's wrong?
She could smile at Li Chuan, and turned the subject as if she didn't understand, and only said: "His Royal Highness is joking."
She thought she was used to it.
But after this life came back, when she got along with Pei Wenxuan as a brand-new Li Rong, when she got Li Chuan's sincere "Sister", when she got Pei Wenxuan's solemn "I'm waiting for you", She felt that she finally had light in her life, and the light washed away her muddy body, making her raise her head, and she also began to yearn for those thoughts that had been drowned in this palace and shouldn't be possessed.
Because she looked up and saw the sun, when someone pushed her into the water again, she felt an unprecedented pain surge.
She quietly listened to Pei Wenxuan's words.
He said: "The Li Rong I want, the Li Rong who is worthy of my waiting, shouldn't be like this."
Li Rong laughed when she heard it. She didn't respond, nor answered.
She twisted a chess piece, as if nothing had happened, only said: "I'm just making a suggestion. You can accept it if you want to. If you don't want to be an official, you want to go to death, but Su Rongqing stepped on the ground. It doesn't matter."
"Do you think I care much about you?" Li Rong put the chess piece on the chessboard and said in a low voice, "If you are useless, it doesn't matter if you die."
When Pei Wenxuan heard these words, he knew that they were Li Rong's angry words.
If Li Rong gets angry, she can speak no matter how ruthless she is. He knew it, but he still felt pain.
Perhaps it was too long to get along with Li Rongping, and I forgot how much pain this person would be able to dig out of people's hearts.
Fortunately, when the carriage arrived at the princess mansion, when the carriage stopped, Pei Wenxuan couldn't bear it for a moment. He jumped off the carriage and went directly into the princess mansion.
"I won't go back tonight." Li Rong played chess and said calmly, "Think about it, Master Pei, I advise you--"
"Love is useless, the future is important. Anyway, I don't care," Li Rong said flatly, "You can weigh it yourself."
After speaking, Li Rong directly ordered the coachman: "Go."
Hearing Li Rong's sarcasm, Pei Wenxuan closed his eyes with his back to Li Rong.
He told himself not to worry about Li Rong, but every word of Li Rong was scratched back and forth in his heart. When he heard Li Rong's carriage leaving, Pei Wenxuan couldn't help it.
He thought he was driven mad by her, he turned his head, and yelled in the direction of the carriage going away: "Li Rong, don't come back if you have the ability! If you don't come back today, I will write a divorce letter immediately."
"Write!" Li Rong trembled with anger when she heard the words "Xiu Shu". She rolled up the curtain of the car, ignoring the coachman's persuasion, poked her head out, and looked at Pei Wenxuan, who was standing at the door of the princess mansion in despair. , Sneered and raised his voice, "I will go to the flower boat to drink and find ten or eight beautiful men. If you don't leave with me tomorrow, you are a scumbag!"
After Li Rong finished speaking, she lowered the curtain "Wh", then raised her hand, covered her forehead, and leaned against the table.
"Your Highness," the coachman asked nervously, "Where are we going?"
Li Rong paused for a moment, and said in a low voice, "Go to the lake, find a boat, and find some good young men in the Nanfeng Pavilion. The best one can play, play and sing."
Li Rong sniffed and raised her head: "I don't believe it, there is no one else who can't be separated."
After listening to Li Rong's words, the coachman did not dare to say more, so he could only arrange according to Li Rong's instructions.
Li Rong closed her eyes and drove all the way to the lake.
Pei Wenxuan went back to the princess mansion by himself, he first took the zhezi, and bowed his head to calm down the zhezi.
He can't argue with Li Rong.
There is a way, there is always a way.
There was a mess in his mind. After a while, Tong Ye rushed in and said anxiously: "My son, it's not good. The temple went down to the lake, rented a flower boat, and called many sons from the Nanfeng Pavilion. "
"Maybe something." Pei Wenxuan squeezed the brush tightly, pretending to be calm, "There is nothing wrong with more people."
"No," Tong Ye knelt down and said in shock, "My son, what's wrong with you? Even if nothing can happen, you can't watch the princess mess around like this? There are one or two. There will be more people today, but there will be fewer people tomorrow. ?"
"Get out."
Pei Wenxuan spoke coldly, and Tong Ye said anxiously: "The son!"
"Get out!" Pei Wenxuan shouted, Tong Ye looked at Pei Wenxuan in shock. After a long time, he finally bowed and walked away.
When there were no more people in the room, Pei Wenxuan squeezed the pen tightly. After a long time, he couldn't help overturning the table.
He couldn't restrain his emotions anymore, turned his head and drew the sword hanging on the pillar beside him, and then slashed it indiscriminately towards the room.
Every word of Li Rong was on his mind.
Why is he?
He is humble, he is useless, he is incompetent, why does he want a relationship?
She doesn't care about him. Would she marry him if it weren't for Pei Wenxuan's talent?
Why should he be trapped here, why should he guard someone who repeatedly hurt him?
Why didn't you resign and go back to Luzhou, why did you still struggle with her in the mud of Huajing?
She just convinced him that he couldn't bear her, so why did she make him bear her? !
The sword slashed through the bookshelf severely, and the box on the bookshelf was chopped in half, and a pile of paper pages scattered from the locked box, slowly falling to the ground.
The handwriting on the page fell into Pei Wenxuan's eyes.
"Pei Wenxuan, are you okay? I'm waiting for you to come back in the palace. If you don't come back, I think it doesn't matter, but I will still be afraid. Forget it, I can't actually post this letter. Let me tell you the truth. . If you don’t come back, how could I be indifferent."
"Pei Wenxuan, in fact, I regret letting you out of Huajing. It's all right for the Superintendent. If you don't come back, where can I find you."
"Pei Wenxuan, they all said you were dead, I don't believe it. They don't know how powerful and smart you are. How can those who were born in the clouds know how amazing the vitality of the tender grass that broke the stone is? . And, I’m still in Huajing."
"Pei Wenxuan, I miss you, why haven't you come back?"
...
The sheets of paper, although not signed and dated. But Pei Wenxuan still recognized it at a glance. This should have been written by Li Rong when he was locked up in the Beiyan Pagoda.
He stared at the page blankly, at Li Rongjuan's handwriting on it.
Li Rong's handwriting didn't know when it started, and it looked a bit like him.
She seemed to really like his handwriting, searched for the post in the dark, and copied his handwriting stroke by stroke.
Why stay here, why do you like this person?
Because this person, in addition to saying such cold words, would hurt him like that, but would also be hurt by him, would secretly like him with a hidden mind, would write to him quietly, would copy his words.
He cares too much about their feelings, too much about her gains and losses, he has forgotten that the person he likes is a little girl who hides all his feelings in his heart and only uses a sharp blade to protect himself from her wounds .
Pei Wenxuan stared at the letters scattered all over the place. After a long time, he suddenly reacted and rushed out with his sword.
When Jinglan returned to the house to look for Pei Wenxuan, before she reached the door, she watched Jinglan hurriedly stepped forward and said in a panic, "Sister, it's not good."
"Where's the horse?" Jinglan saw Jingmei's appearance, knowing it was not good, and asked, "Where is the other person?"
"Puppet horse, puppet horse," Jingmei panted heavily, "just carried the sword and rushed out with the sword!"