Chapter 139: Return

"You don't think... lonely?"
"What is loneliness?" The voice asked him.
"It's a person, very lonely, very lonely."
"No," the voice said. "I don't know what this feeling is. I don't feel this way."
......
Now he finally appreciates this feeling, but after that person leaves.
There will be no other voice calling him, no more figure will exist in his field - the sky, land, and ocean created by the man are still standing there, so the darkness around it is so out of place. But the owners who created them are gone.
Humans fall into reincarnation, but throw eternity alone into loneliness - the loneliness that has never been experienced.
Before he realized his love, he first realized what it means to be lonely and what is lonely.
He tried to leave his field, leave eternity, and wander through countless thousands of worlds.
He tried to understand the life that the man had, tried to integrate it, and solved the boundless loneliness by this endless life.
His consciousness walked through the mortal beings, watching the life, watching the neon flashing, watching the rice, rice, salt and salt... All the creatures could not detect his existence, he stood silently, as a bystander, from a The world sees another world.
But if it is not that person, I feel that the empty place is filled with no matter what.
It is wrong anyway.
After returning to eternity again, I was amazed that he was in so many worlds, hurried in his footsteps, refused to stay, and was a passer-by. In fact, he hoped to see the familiar figure in the next corner.
He did not aim to find him clearly, but he subconsciously wanted to encounter him in this billion-dollar world. He wants to see him.
He began to miss him.
I will respond to you, I will hug you, I will kiss you, I will not throw you alone, will you come back?
He began to think that if he had gone through so many cycles, he had forgotten to come back and forgot the way back; if his soul was too weak to be returned; even if he was too tired of it, he would rather disappear forever. Disappeared in this thousands of worlds, and are not willing to come back, and then return to him.
After the shuttle in the world river, he realized that the human being like him, before the lover, said one party to the other party, "I will come back early, I will wait for you."
At that time, he did not say "I am waiting for you" with the aunt, then his aunt, will he come back?
Completely tired, the soul disappears, no longer comes back, never meets... He will leave him forever, they will never see.
He can no longer hear his call.
He can't see him anymore.
He can't find him anymore.
Until the end of the soul disappears, even if you are powerless.
Suddenly there was a huge fear and panic in his heart. Once he never saw his thoughts, he had been entangled with him, like a hand holding his throat, so that he could not breathe.
For a moment, Bai Niansheng, a hundred senses. Love, love, and worry.
Ignorance is overgrown.
Suddenly, the feeling of enlightenment was so heavy that he could barely bear it. He gradually condensed the entity - he looked at his hands curiously, thinking silently, he just wanted him to hold him with his hands? Is he praying for such a hug?
He thought he was going to find him before he could find him again.
Even if there are hundreds of millions of people in the world's rivers, it is not difficult to find out which world the aunt will appear in and to chase it first. The rule of reincarnation is that no creature can have a memory other than this reincarnation. This rule has been running very well. Ye Yingzhi has no intention of destroying or changing him - even if it means that he will lose his memory after he actually enters the reincarnation.
It doesn't matter.
He is his, he can always find him.

Later, he gradually opened his eyes from the darkness. The most profound thing in memory is still the vast sea of ​​light, and the darkness, the farther and farther away.
He looked forward to watching the existence of tens of thousands of years.
Then the reincarnation is all over the place: he is a physically weak young man who is shackled by the ghosts. The other is the bitter ghost who is stung by the ashes. He is an ordinary person who innocently provokes evil spirits, and the other party pretends to be nothing. The good roommate came to please him; he was an exchange student who was alone and helpless. The other party was a blood prince who could not take his blood. He finally had two people to be together, and the other party took the first step, but it became the whole The source of the world’s yin and yang is reversed...
Lately, I finally understood that the meaning of "no pain" when I was half-awake--he asked that the last time he stabbed himself was not hurt.
When he came with him, he could not live with him, but he died with him again and again.
Lately looking at my lover, I am very familiar with the lover who is entangled in the world, whispering to him: "...Ye Yingzhi."
They are still standing in the cave, and Ye Yingzhi is standing in front of him, behind him is a black passageway - lateness can already faintly guess where it will lead.
The beginning of everything, the end of everything.
"I am." Ye Yingzhi stared at him calmly, looked down at him, and slowly told the lover about the aftermath. "Last world, because of the last method you used, I came to the world with you. I didn’t enter the reincarnation like you, but I was directly attracted to the evil poles of this world. I fell asleep here. The evil here is very positive and very strong. I slowly think of everything in my sleep until I sense you. The breath of the breath showed signs of awakening, but I didn't wake up completely at that time. It didn't really wake up until a few years, then I immediately left here and went out to find you."
In fact, when he first met in the reincarnation, the late soul was already weak. If it wasn't for the smell he had attached to it, he might not be able to hold it any longer. Even so, the awkwardness of the aunt who was fascinated with the most mellow evil was still stunned and sneaked by various demons. Although he has passed away for a few years, he will still be scared when he thinks about it.
Almost, just a little. If he wakes up later, he will lose his aunt forever.
"Recycling is not allowed in addition to the memory of the world. This is the rule of reincarnation. But here I can open the path to the eternal my field, so that you can restore your memory. So I must bring you back here again. "Evil is deep in his arms," ​​"I'm sorry, aunt, I am sorry. I always scare you. But now we should go home, come home with me, okay?"
He stepped back and looked down at the human being in front of him, holding the other's hand but never letting go.
"You promised me, next time, accompany me to eternity."
Late and closed his eyes, as if there were vampire blood-stained hands and gentle and entangled faces - "Next time, accompany me to eternity?"
"Okay." He heard himself muttering, licking the other's neck and printing his lips.
He waited for him for a thousand years, he chased him V. During this period of entanglement, who can make it clear?
He only knows that he loves him enough. He only knows that if the other person is him, then he will be willing to accompany him if he is endless.
He only knows that for Ye Yingzhi, he will never be willing to let go forever.
"Don't leave me alone." He heard Ye Yingzhi's soft sigh. "Don't let me alone."
"You know, I am eternal, I exist in eternity. If I fall in love with it, it is eternal love."
"It’s late, you broke into my field, you have to be responsible."
The black passage leading to eternity has been opened behind Ye Ying.
"I am responsible." Chi Yan looked up, her eyes bent slightly, and looked at him and smiled.
Once he was killed on the ancient altar, but he was unintentionally involved in it. At that time, he was afraid of uneasiness and did not know where to return. Later, he fell in love with the master of the place, and he stayed forever, and he could not leave, but he did not expect it. Going around, eventually, he still has to go with his lover.
Eternal and long-lost, they are no longer alone.
They carried it together, slowly stepped into it, entered pure eternity, and entered the field belonging to Ye Yingzhi.
"It's not the same." He looked at the scene in front of him with horror, the sun, the blue sky, the distant mountains... and the familiar house in front of him - this looks like the first time when he and Ye Yingzhi were the last ones. That home. If he remembers correctly, there is a room on the second floor of the house that is Ye Yingzhi’s hall.
He is convinced that this is not his own. But the field of Ye Yingzhi used to be an innocent darkness, which is not the case at all.
In doubt, he heard Ye Yingzhi standing next to him, in a plain and natural tone: "This is the image of my heart, what is the heart, what it will be like here. Ruthless nature Unintentional, so it used to be a darkness. Auntie, only you, came in when it was empty."
When I have no heart, you will come in.