Chapter 77:

As the vehicle drove through the familiar scenery, Shu Yian's heart became more and more anxious, and her mind was full of Lin Ge's question and that momentary look in her eyes.
She asked if she found the answer?
What kind of answer does she think she should find?
Su Kiss looked at the person sitting next to her. From the moment Shu Yian got into the car, she was a little frustrated. She would no longer be hiding from herself instead of taking the co-pilot, nor would she quarrel with herself in anger, she twisted His eyebrows have never been stretched since just now.
Su Kiss stretched out her hand slowly. In the past, she must not dare to be too tight, but at this moment, she just wanted to reach out and hold her tightly.
"Shu Yian, you can tell me anything."
[I don’t like you taking everything alone. 】
Shu Yian turned her head, and during the two seconds she met Su Kiss, her heart was a lot of confusion again, she didn't dare to look at her eyes again, and took her hand out of her palm.
"Thank you."
Su Kiss's eyes darkened, and the emotion in her heart was beyond words.
"Shu Yian, do you hate me?"
She knew that she was the one who broke Shu Yian's heart, so no matter how Shu Yian avoided her, it was her original blame and she could use any method to compensate.
But if Shu Yi'an was already disgusted with her, her only compensation seemed to be to stay away from her.
Shu Yian lowered her eyes, and she could hear Su Kiss's thoughts. She didn't want to have too many people involved. If she followed her, it should be good for both of them.
But she was reluctant. Even if she knew that there would be no Su kiss in the world in the future, she didn't want to lose her now.
She hates people who hesitate the most. She hates people who know it's impossible, but still give others hope. But now, she seems to be this kind of person.
She can't kiss Su and can't really leave her.
Shu Yian tightly squeezed the corners of her skirt, trying to find a reason to convince herself, no matter what the choice, as long as she can accept it.
She heard Su kiss sigh, and laughed at herself in her voice: "Okay, I understand."
"I don't hate it." Shu Yian didn't have time to hesitate anymore, and she spoke without thinking, with a cry in her nasal voice. She seemed to have a lot of hypocrisy suddenly, but she couldn't help it.
She doesn't hate Su kiss, never hates it, just like she said countless times before, Su kiss is not reliable for many times, but as long as she stands by her side, she can give her a sense of security.
She thought for a long time and didn't decide what was good, but at this moment she finally had an answer.
The future is the future, and the future is still far away from her. She only needs to live well now.
At certain times, especially in front of Shu Yian, Su Qi will change from an adult to a child. Perhaps she has pretended to be too long in front of others, and all her emotions are hidden. So in front of Shu Yian, she will be the real you.
At this moment, she felt happy, so she laughed, and then exhausted her best effort and asked nervously: "Then, can we start all over again?"
Xu was afraid that she would push Shu Yian too tightly. After not hearing Shu Yian's reply, Su Kiss added, "Start with ordinary friends..."
"Okay." Shu Yian promised her.
Perhaps being ordinary friends is their best choice.
After all, friends will always last longer than lovers.
Su Kiss moved her hand slowly again, holding Shu Yian. This time she felt different from before. She used to make Shu Yian feel at ease. She didn't have any distracting thoughts in her heart, but this time, she wanted to get close to her selfishly.
Her cheeks and ears were red like sunset, and her heart thumped wildly. This was an experience she had never had before.
The first close contact of a young girl who is in love with her sweetheart made people confused.
"Su Kiss." Shu Yian groaned her.
Su Kiss immediately raised her hand with a guilty conscience, but only for a moment, she turned into an upright and confident appearance, "Isn't it normal to hold hands between friends? Don't think about it."
[I didn’t think about it anyway...]
[If you feel inappropriate, you have a ghost in your heart...]
Shu Yian: "..."
Sure enough, Su kiss was better than three seconds.
Probably also knowing that her behavior was inappropriate, Su Kiss began to change the subject again, "I don't think you are in a good mood lately, do you want to go back to see grandma?"
"Forget it." Shu Yian refused after hesitating.
When Lin Ge announced that she and Su Wen had canceled their marriage contract without authorization, everyone knew about it, and it would surely be passed on to her grandmother. She didn’t dare to go back to see the old man. She was afraid to see the old man disappointed in her. .
"Shu Yian." Su Kiss squeezed her tightly and said earnestly, "You always worry too much."
Although she would be a little naive in front of Shu Yian and make people feel unreliable, she still sees everything.
"Behind you, there are clearly many people who love you. It is far from being necessary for you to move forward alone. You don't have to support everything by yourself."
"Compared to now, I like you more, although sometimes it gives people a sense of distance, but at that time, you didn't have that much thought."
Shu Yi'an pursed her lips and said nothing, if she could choose, she would also be willing to go back to the past. When she knew nothing, she was happiest.
"Shu Yian." Su Kiss called her again, patted her hand gently, "Go and meet those who love you."
Sometimes she doesn't quite understand Shu Yian.
Other girls will definitely ask for help if they have something that can't be solved, but Shu Yian loves to gritted his teeth.
When I first met her, I only felt that she was strong and that girls should be self-reliant and live independently of her.
But once the heart is moved, only distress is left.
At this time, Su kiss realized that she was not willing to be wronged at all if she liked someone. She was so strong that she was willing to spoil her, accustomed to her, and drowned her, just willing to let her be her princess. , What can't be solved, just move your lips and leave everything to her.
Shu Yian suddenly laughed out loud, saying that Su Wen was strangely affectionate.
She began to tease Su Kiss, "If you like someone, do you like spending money for her?"
Su Kiss didn't understand her meaning, but she answered honestly: "Yeah!"
Shu Yian thoughtfully, "I heard Zhou Zhou say that you recently liked a cartoonist and gave hundreds of thousands of rewards to others. Do you like her very much?"
Su Kiss: "..."
Shu Yian asked, "Do you also want her to suffer? Do you want to support her?"
Su Kiss: "..."
Shu Yian: "Why don't you speak anymore?"
Su Kiss: "..."
What Shu Yian said was quite right, and she couldn't refute it. She really liked the cartoonist, and she wanted her to have a better life, but other than that, she had no other meaning.
She didn't want to know her identity, nor did she plan to meet with her, just simply admiring her cartoons.
Su kiss swallowed, and replied with some guilty conscience: "Maybe, that's a soul fit..."
Shu Yi'an suddenly realized, "Oh, is that so? A manga reads Mr. Su and his soul fits."
Su Kiss is a little lacking in confidence, "The comics are very gentle."
She has a guilty conscience of being checked by her girlfriend. She also expected that she had set up fg that liked cartoonists and would not like Shu Yian before, so she didn't dare to look at her eyes.
Shu Yian stopped talking and didn't continue to tease. She just hoped that Su Kiss could see her own mind clearly. Not only did she like herself, she also liked others.
Although that person is also himself...
Su Qi was originally very serious about something that was asked by Shu Yi'an in a few words that she seemed to be on two boats. During this time, she always took the initiative to find the topic between the two people, hoping to communicate with Shu Yi'an more, but at this moment , She just wants to be a transparent person.
Saying more is wrong, it is better to be silent.
"Aren't you going to see grandma? Let's go." Shu Yian's mood has improved a lot. Like the previous way of getting along, she always seems to like to watch Su kiss deflate.
Someone is serious and embarrassed, wants to explain but can't speak, he wants to say many times and stops, but blames the cute...
When they arrived at Shu's house, it was still early. They had just gone at 11 o'clock at noon. They had not called in advance, so that Lin Qinghan was surprised to see them.
"Didn't you say that there were some dishes you wanted to cook for me last time? Let's go to the kitchen together?" Lin Qinghan said to Shu Yian after setting up Su Kiss.
She has her own insistence on Shu Yian. As mentioned before, the piano hand should not be used to go to the kitchen. This is her only concession.
The reason is naturally very simple. She knew how much Shu Yian liked Su Kiss. ​​When things turned into this situation, her daughter was already very uncomfortable. After all, she was a mother and always hoped that her children would be happy.
She doesn't comfort people, and she doesn't know how to make Shu Yian happy. This is her most clumsy way.
"Good." Shu Yian answered with a smile.
Everything seems to be getting better.
My mother is no longer so obsessed with her playing the piano. They can cook a light meal together like ordinary mothers and daughters. The Shu family doesn't seem to be suffocating anymore, and now it is like her home.
Seeing this, Su kiss did not disturb them. The old man heard the wind in the courtyard and ran into the kitchen, having to make a few mouthfuls of Shu Yian and Su kiss's favorite food.
She didn’t blame Shu Yian for deceiving her. Knowing that her child was sensitive, she even patted her shoulder to comfort her:
It’s nothing bad to be friends. We can’t be the only ones who will get married in An’an if you love her. She wants her to love you. As long as grandma sees you happy, no matter which one you choose, grandma will be happy."
At this moment, Shu Yian suddenly discovered that Su Kiss was right. There was someone who loved her the most in the world beside her.
The people she likes like her, there is nothing happier than this.
Everything is so beautiful, beautiful like a dream.
When Shu's father was not at home, Su Kiss was originally in the study alone, but because of curiosity, she ran to Shu Yian's bedroom.
She wanted to see where she lived since she was a child.
The room has been unoccupied for a long time, but it is still spotless and the room is very clean.
She walked along the dressing table to the window, wanting to enjoy the scenery overlooking here, but she was staggered by the small bench next to the dressing table. She was quite stable, but the phone fell into the dressing table. Bottom seam.
Just as high as one hand could fit, Su Qi fumbled inside, but she didn't touch her phone, but she touched something like a book.
She dragged the thing out, it was a picture album.
The first page of the picture book shows a family of four. The grandmother is at the front, the little girl is holding the old man in the back, and the parents are standing beside her. It is a very happy scene.
On the second page, the scenery painted is still beautiful.
There are about a dozen pages of paintings, all of which make people feel comfortable to read, but after 13 pages, they are very monotonous.
Notes, syllables, piano...
After a few more pages, the style of painting started to go astray.
The little girl who plays the piano has a knife on her chest, the little girl who plays the piano closed her eyes, with blood on her wrists, and the little girl who plays the piano is tied with a rope around her neck...
The painting style is getting darker and suffocating.
On the last page, the style has become the original appearance again, with an angel painted on it, flying above the clouds. The original family of four has lost the little girl, and has become parents and old people. They are all smiling happily .
This is Shu Yian's painting. Every time she draws a picture, she will mark the date on it, and the date of the latest painting is displayed on the eve of Shu Yian's birthday.
Su Kiss can tell one thing now.
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