Chapter 8:

Unlike Zhao Pianpian, Jiang Sihan has always felt that there are not many good people over bad people in this world. To be counted, there are not many good people or bad people in this world. There are more indifferent people in this world. In the gray area, it is neither good nor bad. They are stingy in releasing goodwill to others, or when others touch their interests, they are worse than bad people.
However, the landlord and grandson he encountered were an exception.
They are really good people.
Jiang Sihan believes that their lives are not that easy, but whether it is Grandma Luo or Robbe in front of them, they have a soft heart, just like dumplings in the middle of the autumn night, he is holding this lunch box, Can feel the heavy warmth.
Of course he also has self-esteem. This kind of self-esteem makes him unable to ask his parents for money to tide over the difficulties, and he is even more unable to accept the kindness of friends to invite him to live at home for a period of time. However, it is strange that these grandparents have He will be brought to eat at some time, but he is blushing, and he doesn't feel embarrassed.
"Do you want to come in and sit down?"
Jiang Sihan regretted it when he said this sentence.
He is not good at handling interpersonal relationships, and his life is not smooth enough, but he knows that there are differences between men and women. He and Robe are not even friends. On such a night, it is really inappropriate to invite a girl to a bachelor’s rental house.
Robbe nodded generously, "Okay."
She is a layman. If she doesn't know that Jiang Sihan's future is bright, if she doesn't know that this young man has no other thoughts except dreams, then she will not nod at all.
When they were in their teens, their parents ran away. Only her and grandma were left. Although Uncle Cheng was covered by them and neighbors in the neighborhood were taking care of them, unexpected situations would inevitably occur.
Robbe must learn to protect himself and his grandmother. On the surface, the landlord is the grandmother, but she actually manages the building.
To make this building so safe and harmonious, apart from Uncle Cheng's blessing, it also depends on Robbe's own ability.
The basement is actually a single room. The furnishings inside are very simple, with a bed and a table, as well as a wardrobe that Grandma Luo eliminated for free. There is nothing more than that.
Robbe originally thought that for a boy like Jiang Sihan, the house would definitely not be clean, but now she has been beaten, and the floor is very clean, almost shining under the light, and the bedding is simple and white washed. His sheets, plus a blanket, he made very clean and tidy.
The stainless steel bowl is filled with steaming instant noodles, exuding a nice fragrance.
Robbe guessed that Jiang Sihan must be disgusted with instant noodles.
No, as soon as he came in, he picked up the stainless steel bowl and walked to the kitchen.
There are no other chairs in this room. Robesau just sat on his bed. Jiang Sihan came out of the kitchen and handed her a bottle of mineral water in his hand.
"I don't have any other drinks here." Jiang Sihan felt embarrassed when he said this.
"It's okay." Robbe took it. "I have stopped drinking drinks since I was eighteen. I gained weight from that thing."
Jiang Sihan didn't sit on the bed with Robbe, but squatted aside, opened the lid of the lunch box, and sniffed the smell of dumplings.
He especially likes to eat dumplings, but the quick-frozen dumplings in the supermarket are not cheap, he can eat more than 20 at a time.
The dumplings made by Grandma Luo were made by herself, and they looked different from the outside.
"This medicine is an infusion. You make a cup of it before going to bed at night. It is estimated that you will get better in a few days." Robbe thought for a while and said, "Actually, it's a cold. Good week, but things are different now. I heard that I have the flu again, so I should take medicine first."
After Jiang Sihan ate a dumpling, his stomach felt better. "Well, thank you..." Probably because he was afraid of looking cold, he added, "This dumpling tastes really good."
"My grandma's dumplings are the best. People who are losing weight can eat ten at a time."
Jiang Sihan glanced at her, "Are you still losing weight?"
Robbe is not particularly thin, but she is slender and in the ranks of thin people. She actually said to lose weight. Jiang Sihan does not understand the logic of girls very well.
Shouldn't it be fat people who should lose weight?
Why do you lose weight even if you are thin?
Robbe said smoothly: "Of course, you are thinner than me."
After speaking, Robbe also fell silent.
I always felt that this might make Jiang Sihan uncomfortable. After all, he was not so thin because of weight loss, most of which were hungry.
Just when Robbe was trying to find an excuse to stray first, Jiang Sihan smiled and said: "I was not thin before. I came out of home. After only half a year, I lost 20 or 30 catties. I don't know what I have suffered. What is the crime."
"Then what exactly are you doing?" Robbe asked when he saw that he didn't mind. "I'm just a little curious. If it's inconvenient for you, you don't need to say it."
Jiang Sihan is actually not as fragile as Robbe imagined, or his self-esteem is too strong. What's more, he has self-knowledge. Now he is mixed up like this. If someone asks a few words out of curiosity, is he still angry? He is not so irritable and not so glass-hearted.
"Sometimes I help people send out a flyer, sometimes I go to a bar to sing for a night..." Jiang Sihan hesitated for a while, and then said, "Actually, I don't know if the path I am taking is right. My classmates and friends persuaded me to give up. There is no backstage, no background, no money at home, and I don’t have a network. It’s really hard to get out of the picture. I don’t do anything like this, and eating is a problem every day. Maybe I’m too stubborn."
Maybe he wanted to pretend before, but at the moment he spoke, he seemed to have finally found someone who could talk. Those unspeakable hesitations, and the dilemmas that made him unable to raise his head, could all be said.
Robe thinks Jiang Sihan is pretty cool. There are not many people who insist on dreaming these years. Of course, he can face his own plight and failures, and he can speak frankly. Not everyone can do it.
However, Robbe didn't know how to persuade him or enlighten him.
She couldn't tell him that someone would find him soon, and she couldn't tell him that he would succeed in the future.
Anyone who succeeds, especially those who stand up from this kind of predicament, will inevitably go through some entanglement and self-doubt. Only after this process can he truly figure it out and change his thinking. And this process, she could not omit it for him without authorization.
Just as Zhao Pianpian will have pain and loneliness, she will not tell her that she will become the president's wife in the future, she will have a happy family, and she will be happy.
Because only after going through this process, Zhao Pianpian will become more independent in personality and stronger. She knows their future, but she is not the protagonist. Changing the plot may mean changing a person's life. She cannot.
Then, she can only play the role of passerby, because in the lives of others, except themselves, everyone may be just passersby.
Looking at Jiang Sihan's confused eyes, Robbe could only say, "Don't think about it so much. It's better to eat a full stomach first, then take medicine, and sleep."
Jiang Sihan was a little surprised. Even his parents would only tell him not to stick to unrealistic dreams. Some friends would say, stick to it, maybe your dream will come true.
In fact, Jiang Sihan had already supported it to the limit. When he said it, he was still thinking that if the girl in front of him who was not very familiar with him also persuaded him to give up, he would definitely give up.
He didn't expect, she didn't say anything, she didn't encourage him to persevere, and she didn't make him realistic.
Jiang Sihan thought while eating dumplings. That's right. This is his own business. What are the opinions given by others? It is him who makes the final decision.
No matter how difficult it is, he has persisted for so long, so let's persist.

Jiang Sihan ate all the dumplings in the lunch box. When he was full, his heart was temporarily enriched.
Robbe took the lunch box and said goodbye to him and prepared to leave.
"Miss Luo, if you need help in life, you can always find me." Jiang Sihan laughed at himself, "Although I may not be able to help much, thank you, thank you Grandma Luo."
Because of this bowl of dumplings, he can hold on for a while.
Robbe smiled and said, "You don’t need to be so polite. Just call my name. Everyone is actually a neighbor. If you live in the same building, you can come to us if you have any difficulties. not easy."
"it is good."
Back in the room, after Robbe washed the lunch box, he saw grandma come in from outside and said to her: "You take out the contract of the tenant next to us, they are going to check out."
Robbe recalled, "The contract expires in half a year."
"That's no way. The old man in that family seems to have cancer. The couple are planning to go back to take care of them. Don't collect liquidated damages. Return the deposit to them. They will move out next week. You will print out the information tomorrow. There have been a lot of people renting houses recently."
Robbe nodded, "Maybe they lied to you, so they deliberately said that in order not to pay the penalty."
For so many years, she has really seen many such tenants, and the reasons are varied, but most of them are about someone in the family who has an accident. There must be tenants who tell the truth, but there are also some excuses for avoiding liquidated damages because of her kindness. She is not surprised by the false tenants.
Grandma said calmly: "What are you afraid of lying to me, but using my old man as an excuse, I still have cancer. If it is false, this is a curse. The naive person has to calculate the account. they."