Chapter 19: 8.22

During this time, Chen Shaoze did not know how he spent it.
Since the day the hospital was rejected by Tang Yin, his whole heart seemed to be completely shattered. She said that he was not qualified to say anything to her. She said that he never liked her.
How can this be?
Once completely lost, many past memories suddenly came to my mind. They grew up together, and naturally there are many precious memories that belong to only two people.
When she was a child, she couldn't finish her homework. He did it for her. She was defamed. He helped her to sin. When he first handed in a friend, he was cheated of money. She found someone to secretly help him find the scene. .
She was stronger than all the girls since she was a child. Chen Shaoze once thought that she did not need protection from others.
Until she had someone she liked, she showed the sweetness and lovableness of a girl, and even made him an inexpressible heart. Then he realized that she didn’t need protection from others, but she hadn’t met her yet. That person who wants to be protected.
And that person is not him.
Chen Shaoze sorted out the things in the room. He had decided to go abroad. The place that had been staying for so many years now seems to have nothing to be missed.
The things he has nostalgic already belong to another person.
Don Juan did not test as big as she said, she was admitted to the y big together with the list, which is a university with a higher score than the x score. Originally, he thought that she had to test the big declaration just to talk casually. But did not think that she would work like this for the people she likes.
At this moment, he understood what he was losing.
He was cold with the relationship between Tang and Yu because of his good affection for Bai Xueqing. After the hospital, he never received a phone call from Bai Xueqing, even if she met her like a stranger.
I only hope that Tang Yan can see all that he has done. He already knows it wrong.
But it didn't work, he couldn't save anything.
His alienation made Bai Xueqing thoroughly aware that he would no longer be moved by her. So soon the school wore the school flower Bai Xueqing and the famous second generation of the next school, and Chen Shaoze only felt funny.
Recently, Bai Xueqing was about to go abroad to study with the rich second generation. The rich second generation Chen Shaoze also knew, but he was a son of a nouveau riche, but he was young and old, and he was not fat. Dare to compliment.
He also understands that Bai Xueqing is close to himself and is directed at his own money. Now I think that she has indeed mentioned the matter of studying abroad countless times, but at that time he did not pay attention to it.
The gap between the two sides makes him only smile.
After a few years, the list of students who did not come to class became a good model student of the second full-time class. Occasionally passing through their classrooms, he would see Tang Yusheng’s incomprehensible love on the table. He took a pen and knocked on her head to let her hurry up to do the problem.
The rest of the class seems to have gotten used to their high-profile show of love, all calmly doing their own things.
Only he could not let go of Tang Yan’s smile.
That is obviously a smile that should only belong to him. Whether it is in the past or in the future, the person who occupied such an important position in his life, suddenly disappeared like this.
There is a book in the drawer. Chen Shaoze doesn't quite remember why the book was placed here. He may not come back when he goes abroad, so he looks at it.
There was a photo inside, which was a photo of him and Tang Yan when he was a child. It was taken by the elders at home.
He turned the photo over and saw the mark in memory. They used different pens to write the vows to be together forever.
[We want to be together forever? ][少泽大笨蛋! When we grow up, we will each get married, so it will be separated! ][So, as long as we are married, isn’t it? ]
The eyelids that were out of reach were wet, and Chen Shaoze held the photo in his hand and sat down on the ground.
He remembered it.
But everything is late.
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The feeling of embracing death is not terrible.
Before the consciousness gradually disappeared, Tan Ruiguang thought of it, perhaps because he was for the person in his heart, and perhaps she could have her companion before she died. This made him feel at ease.
Everything around it turned into darkness.
In the dark, he heard her vowed to say -
"You won't die."
Does she actually like him a bit? It’s a bitter guy, but it’s a pity that he’s really going to be here this time, but at least he can barely accept it.
In the end, he couldn’t feel anything, leaving only the temperature left in his hand.
"Doctor! Come see it! His heart beats again!"
"All indexes are rising!"
"Fast! Get ready for the second surgery!"
Everyone said that it was a miracle that he could survive because it was obvious that he had stopped his heartbeat on the operating table. All the indexes indicated that he had completely died, but all of them lost hopes and prepared to inform their families. At that time, he lived again.
He recovered consciousness on the night of the surgery.
What he saw in the ward was his parents. The two men seemed to be very disappointed when they saw him waking up. The two of them shed a few tears and left.
He looked outside the door as they left.
she is not here.
The staff of the company came to visit him the next morning. These guys who were so daring and daring to say that they were holding a bunch of flowers and fruit baskets, almost filled the entire ward.
Except that some want to take the opportunity to make a good relationship with him, there are some people who really congratulate him on his safety. These people have remembered him. When he returns to the company, he has something to do.
As for Mu Xiaofan, because she deliberately murdered her attempt in the public, she has been arrested by the police. Although the verdict has not yet come down, as long as he is there, he has a way to let her go in for a lifetime.
There was no one in the middle of the night, the room was full of flowers, but it was even more deserted. Tan Ruiguang was thinking about whether to find someone to throw away these things.
The day has passed.
She still didn't come.
His health is exceptionally fast, even if the doctors expect him to be discharged for three months, but on the third day he has been free to move, and after inspection, there is no problem, it is reasonable to say that he can be discharged.
There is nothing in the ward that he needs to sort out.
When the subordinates sent the clothes, he directly went through the discharge procedure. The doctors advised him to stay in the hospital for observation, but his body was the clearest, and he determined that he had no problems.
However, no problem is the biggest problem.
Who will recover from the original three days after suffering such a serious car accident?
I don't know why he remembered the sentence that Tang Yan said before he lost his consciousness. He thought it was just a comfort to his words. At this time, it seems to have another meaning in retrospect.
I don't know if it is a relationship to escape. He now understands the value of life more, and in this precious life, he does not want to regret himself.
So he wants to see her.
Think more than ever.
He returned to the company and used all his connections and channels. He couldn't find a trace of Tang Yin's trace. How is this possible?
Can a person disappear without a reason?
He remembered the man named Chu Han, whether Mu Xiaofan or Tang Yan always surrounded the man, but he could know Tang Yan and worship him. Accurately, he should also thank him.
I found out that Chu Han has not worked in the Niulang store, but finding a person's mobile phone number is a breeze for Tan Ruiguang.
The phone was silent after he reported his name, and finally they were at a coffee shop.
When the two face to face, Tan Ruiguang understands why this person will get the good feelings of two women who have interest in him. Although he always feels that his appearance is outstanding, but in front of the other party, it is still slightly inferior. What a man wants to see is not just the appearance.
Although he does not know what the previous Chu Han looked like, now whether it is humanity or its own temperament, this man is far worse than himself. He seems to have fallen a lot, even when he sits opposite him, his attention is somewhat scattered. .
"I haven't seen Tang Yan since that day. She seems to be going abroad." Carelessly stirring the coffee in front of her, Chu Han said: "I thought she would tell you, after all, she refused me but chose you. ""
What he said made Tan Ruiguang slightly stunned, and even smiled: "Maybe the way she talks is easy for you to misunderstand, maybe you don't know, the reason she came to me is for you."
It was only after the expression of Chu Han’s expression that there was some movement, and there was a glimmer of glory in the eyes, and then it quickly faded.
"She said to me, I like to come too late." Because Mu Xiaofan, if he can understand his mind away from Mu Xiaofan earlier, tell Tang Yan, he likes her, is it not? too late?
Seeing that the other party did not have the news of Tang Yin, Tan Ruiguang could only give up this. When they were separated, only he said goodbye. Chu Han said nothing. The back of his departure seemed a bit lonely, obviously a big man. But it is like a child abandoned by an adult.
He is not like him.
Because he will find her, no matter how long it takes.
A month or a year, even if it is ten or twenty years.
As long as he is still alive, he will definitely find her.
The channels in his hands could not find the whereabouts of Tang Yin, so he began to travel abroad. Whenever he came to a new country, he looked at people who were different from his skin color. He always looked forward to being strange. The city meets the familiar person.
But three years have passed, and he has no news of her at all.
At a banquet at a foreign fashion show, Tan Ruiguang swayed the glass of his hands with a boring look, watching the mellow red wine in the quilt sway along the cup.
Surrounded by people who want to come forward to talk to him, if the banquet is not because the designer is an acquaintance, he will not come.
Seeing that the banquet is coming to an end, Tan Ruiguang is ready to go back one step at a time.
But he just took a step, and one person seemed to have never thought that he would suddenly move around, suddenly slammed into him, and the red wine in his hand was sprinkled.
He was in a bad mood and was preparing to attack, but when he saw the person in front of him, he was a glimpse.
The man who was also picked up by the red wine quickly wiped the paper towel on the table, and she was about to look up and say something, but when she saw the face of the person she had hit, the words in her mouth eventually became... ...
"...lying trough?"