Chapter 1: Rebirth

On the night of early August, the city was sultry like a steamer.
When the bus turned a corner on the bustling main road and entered a narrow alley, the speed slowed down.
Yongning Lane, City A is a well-known settlement of foreign population.
At night, the whole street is intertwined with lights and full of vocals. The motorcycles that are on and off, the bustling small vendors, the young people on the shoulders, and all kinds of barking, shouting, and braking sounds together This vivid picture of city life.
Unfortunately, Ruan Yue, who works overtime until ten o'clock, has no time to appreciate.
She squeezed a sweat on the bus, eager to go back to take a bath to relieve her tiredness, got out of the bus, hugged her bag, and plunged into the crowd of people in the alley.
The rental house is on the fifth floor and there is no elevator. She climbed upstairs with her bag and opened the door. She saw Lu Shen lying on the sofa. Hearing the door ringing, he did not return his head, and he casually asked, "How much can I earn by making it so late every day?"
"This is the case during the summer vacation, and there are many students who are tutoring."
With one hand carrying the bag on the wall, Ruan Yue bent over and changed her shoes. While walking inside, she had a panoramic view of everything in the room.
The small suite they rented has a kitchen and a bathroom, and there is no living room. The twenty-flat bedroom has a bed inside against the wall, and a small sofa and coffee table outside.
At this moment, the open fast food box was thrown on the coffee table, and Lu Shen's long legs overlapped on the side of the lunch box, with his head down and playing with the mobile phone.
Ruan Yue hung the bag on his hanger, turned his head to see him like this, pressed down the irritability in his heart, and tried to use a negotiated tone: "Can you clean up the garbage every time you finish eating?"
"Ok."
In response to playing the game, the answer was extremely perfunctory.
Ruan Yue glanced at him, sighed silently, and leaned over to clean up the lunch box.
She lived a prosperous life since childhood and loves cleanliness. At the time of renting, in fact, I was reluctant to come to the old town, just because I had a conflict with my mother, and I slap in the provincial capital city development and was slapped by reality. I chose this place in desperation.
In just one year, it was a bit numb.
"rub!"
After losing the game, Lu Shen cursed his phone and got up, but he couldn't think of it, kicking it in Ruan Yue's hand.
Ruan Yue was caught off guard and was splashed all over by water.
She didn't change clothes after she returned home, staring down at the chiffon shirt she had just worn twice for a few seconds, and her angry eyes turned to the initiator.
After being together for more than a year, Lu Shen was most annoyed by her expression. The apology that just came to her mouth swallowed back, and she said angrily: "Can't wait for me to finish the game?"
"Games, games, games, you only have games in your life this day. Lu Shen, you are an adult, can you improve yourself after work? Isn't it possible to read a book and read a certificate? You won't be prepared to live like this and spend your whole life! "
Knowing that he was wrong, Lu Shen drew a piece of paper and wiped the coffee table. "Speaking of me, I am very energetic. How much better are you a Moonlight tribe?"
"..."
Ruan Yue choked.
Turned around and threw the meal box in his hand into the trash can, only to feel panic.
Is this the life she wants?
In the past year, in countless moments, she asked herself this many times, the answer seemed to be very clear, but life, or day after day fool.
She felt like a trapped beast, she was in the net of life, and she was about to suffocate.
Looking at the bin full of overflowing, she moved her throat for a long while, and whispered: "I am not much better than you, so Lu Shen, I am desperate."
"……nerve."
Watching her close the bathroom door, Lu Shen cursed.
He thinks this person is inexplicable, desperate? Despair fart. Missy is not good at this. If you get sick a few times a month, it will feel uncomfortable.
He couldn't see Ruan Yue's sensitivity, and Ruan Yue couldn't see his laziness.
The bathroom was small, the water heater was old, and the bath had to be filled with water in advance. Ruan Yueli was half washed under the shower, realizing that when the water was getting colder, she just rubbed her hair conditioner. Washed with cold water to the end, she looked at the water droplets on the tiles and felt like tears.
Finally after washing, she returned to the bedroom in a suspender skirt, and Lu Shen was already lying on the bed.
Her hair wasn't dry, and she didn't want to go to bed this morning. She simply sat on the sofa, took out her mobile phone, and looked for a variety show.
The popularity of the video website is at the forefront of the ranking. A line of words has attracted her attention. After she has recovered, she has already clicked into it.
"Welcome everyone to watch the China Radio and Television Headquarters 2019 Host Contest, I am the host Qin Bei... Next, let us have today's No. 1 player in the news category, Fu Zhixing."
On the big mobile phone screen, the host stood on the radiant stage and said this. Ruan Yue's brain was blank for a few seconds.
She did not expect that today, five years after the end of the college entrance examination, she would again see the face of the teenager who was missed by her when she dreamed back at midnight.
He appeared on the screen of her mobile phone and walked from the long backstage walkway into the brightly lit recording studio. His white shirt and black trousers were tall and clean, and his face was still clean and youthful. More , But after being polished by time, calm and restrained.
[Fu Zhixing, a graduate student in journalism at Peking University. 】
When this line of subtitles appeared along with his appearance, Ruan Yue's mobile phone screen was instantly filled with scrolling barrage.
[Wow, I can do this little brother! 】
[Holding the phone can't help but smile aunt. 】
[Peking University's! It's no wonder that he has a long face. 】
[I seem to be floating, and I saw this younger brother appearing on the scene, I actually wanted to test Peking University! 】
[Want to test Peking University +1. 】
[Suddenly feel that I am not worthy of studying! 】
...
The full-screen barrage blocked the youth's fair face.
Ruan Yue turned off the video, put down his phone, sat on the sofa, and was dazed for a long time.
What she should think of, people like him, life will not stop at this height in front of her. This bright stage on the screen should be just the beginning of his glorious life...
But why does the heart hurt so much?
The teenager on her heart is approaching her dreams step by step, she should be happy for him, not like he is now, not even dare to watch his show.
"Twelve o'clock, do you sleep?"
The sound of dissatisfaction suddenly came, interrupting Ruan Yue's trance thoughts.
She looked up and stared at her, Lu Shen Zhengzheng leaning against the head of the bed.
After cohabitation, what happened should have already happened. At this moment, Ruan Yue looked at him, but he was overwhelmed by the heavy sorrow in his heart.
She was born pretty, with well-proportioned flesh and skin, fair skin, and clear eyes with two clear eyebrows. She was aloof when she was silent, and she didn’t look too close. But it was such an inviolable taste. Can evoke the possessiveness of men.
At this moment, this always-cold beauty, with half-dried long hair scattered, the graceful swan neck slightly tilted up, looked into his eyes, with some rare confusion and helplessness.
Only when she was confused, did she occasionally reveal such a look.
Lu Shen felt that she might be cheap, she couldn't see her like this, and sighed, he turned off the air conditioner and got out of the bed, to the sofa, and leaned over to hug the man.
"let me go!"
Once in his arms, Ruan Yue shouted.
Lu Shen threw her on the bed, her two arms propped on her side, caged her whole body under her, raised her chin and asked, "Oh, are you still angry?"
He graduated from a physical education school, and his height was close to one meter nine. This cage was extremely oppressive. Ruan Yue felt depressed and did not want to quarrel with him at night, let alone quarrel with him. Look at him and just say: "Stop talking, go to sleep."
When the words fell, he lifted his arm with one hand and faced the wall to go to sleep.
Lu Shen turned off the light and took her in her arms.
The hand was pushed away as soon as it reached over.
After tossing like this three times, his voice was cold, "What do you mean?"
Ruan Yue didn't say anything.
He was even more angry, "Are you sick? Am I untouchable?"
Ruan Yue still did not say anything.
There is a small window on the wall above her head. A thin layer of curtains does not completely block the light. The light moonlight leaks in, like silver frost, caged on her fair face covered by black hair.
Her shoulders were low, like birds, curling herself up.
For a while, she leveled her hard, and the boy had a thin, hard cocoon on his fingertips, which was buckled on her chin and rubbed her skin. He grabbed her face with one hand and bowed her head with a hot breath that enveloped her like an irritated beast to punish disobedient prey.
The prey struggled silently and fiercely, extending its claws and scratching his neck.
"hiss--"
In the dark, Lu Shen reached over his neck and covered his neck with a dull voice, and got a bit of a bite on his teeth. "You is a cat..."
Before waiting for the rest of his words, Ruan Yue slammed the man away and got out of bed.
At this moment of her back, a bare arm was pulled by a burst of force, and the world turned around, and Ruan Yue heard a bang.
A sharp pain in the forehead came, and her eyes were black, fainting.

"Class begins."
Confused, Ruan Yue's arm was pushed twice.
She was sleeping uncomfortably, frowning and raising her eyelids, just in front of a well-defined face. When the boy saw her waking up, she turned her head and opened the political book in her hand.
Qin Ziyu?
More than five years after graduating from high school, Ruan Yue was still impressed by the boy who used to be at the same table, but for a moment he wondered why he would suddenly appear?
She held her forehead in one hand, her expression stunned, and stared at the person for a few seconds without looking away.
Qin Ziyu turned his head again, and was a little uncomfortable, reminding him: "This lesson is politics."
Ruan Yue said "Oh", lowered her head thoughtfully, turned her hand over and over, and for a while, bit her knuckle in Qin Zi's unclear eyes.
It hurts...
Did she return to the classroom of Class 29?
Her heart was beating fast, she couldn't bear the cognition, and she suddenly turned to look out the window.
After the preparation bell rang, the hallway became quiet, and she looked up, through the glass windows and corridor eaves, and found the sky high in the distance, the sky was incredible blue.
Fu Zhixing held a pile of workbooks and walked right by her window.
He was wearing high-school white school uniforms with short sleeves, dark blue trousers, and his back was straight and thin, his face flickering, Junxiu was cold, and the mottled light and shadow jumped on his shoulders in the afternoon, letting that go away The figure is like a dream.
"Class!"
Severe drinks from the podium suddenly pulled people back to reality.
"Hello teacher--"
In the impression, the female teacher who taught politics in the second year of high school was very fierce. Ruan Yue stood up reflexively, followed the crowd in the classroom to shout this greeting, and after sitting down, she controlled her beating heart and reached into the table hole. Take out the political book.
"Everyone turned the book to the tenth page, today we continue to the first lesson of Unit 1, "Culture and Economics, Politics"..."
"report!"
A loud male voice came from outside the door.
As soon as he opened his mouth, he was interrupted, and the political teacher's face sank, and he turned to look at the door.
With a snap, the classroom door was pushed open directly.
The two tall boys stood at the door, and the hippie smiled, saying: "I'm sorry, teacher, I overslept."
"puff--"
There was an outdated grin in the classroom.
"What are you laughing laughing!"
The political teacher scolded and said to him, "I am still glorious after sleeping too much, can't I hear the bell? I tell you two, don't bring me the set of evil spirits of the ordinary class!"
"Eh, teacher, I don't like to listen to your words. What happened to the ordinary class? The students in the ordinary class are also dignified..."
"Hahaha, Li Shiyu is awesome!"
A boy in the back row of the classroom suddenly became restless.
Changning No. 1 Middle School is a boarding private school. After the second grade of high school, there is a Qingbei class, two experimental classes, and four general classes in the liberal arts. These two experimental classes include some related households and art students, and the discipline is particularly difficult to manage. , These two at the door are the famous black sheep in the grade!
The political teacher looked at Li Shiyu as a bastard, and suddenly pointed at someone, saying: "Don't take this class, just stand outside."
The words fell, and he turned to look at the back row of the classroom, "Qin Zheng! You also give me out!"
The named boy sighed, and amidst a "hahaha" laugh in the classroom, he carried the book to the door of the classroom and walked past the other person outside the door. He heard the female teacher say behind him: " Lu Shen, you come in."